Oliu the "flamous" snail

2010-02-24T20:47:00.001+08:00

MOVED.

http://oliu-the-snail.livejournal.com (:

shall try to keep it alive to the best of my ability(:

2010-01-03T16:22:00.015+08:00

Yos! Did a handwriting test and here it is:

Bold- correct
Underlined - incorrect
Italics - own comments

This personality profile is based on the writing of Shijia Liu created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

Shijia is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. not all the time, i'm afraid She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Shijia will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Shijia an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Shijia is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions sometimes i try to keep it in but find i can't ):. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Shijia is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has tonot really... i do sit on the fence but sometimes i don't think before acting(:. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Shijia doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Shijia is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past. i shall not comment. :P

Diplomacy is one of Shijia's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear omg sounds as if i'm such a "flatterer". She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else sadly sometimes i don't):. Shijia can disagree without being disagreeable.

In reference to Shijia's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning i think this is something like a fault, cos it takes up a lot of time. heh(:, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Shijia slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Shijia can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Shijia's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Shijia that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Shijia also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Shijia is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Shijia's self-concept is artificially low. Shijia will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Shijia to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Shijia is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken. shan't comment too :P

Shijia is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. i'm not sure if i agree... These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Shijia has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her. ya sometimes i do... sadly ><

Shijia is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Something is incomplete in Shijia's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Shijia's sexual needs. NO. WAY. I'm not even married -.-"

Shijia is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Shijia has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust this is quite contradictory -.-. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Shijia has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper. Shijia fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Shijia has an unhealthy relationship to the past and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Shijia seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Shijia seems to be clinging to past events and spending lots of time thinking about what happened. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin.

:D quite accurate on the whole xD

it's at www.handwritingwizard.com , just go and sign up for an account and you can try taking this test(:

Oliu!:D

2009-11-08T18:08:00.002+08:00

I AM VERY PROUD TO SAY THAT I AM FROM 209'09!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Have a good life in sec 3 ahead yeah, and keep in touch!:D TWOOHNINE SHALL ALWAYS REMAIN AWESOME!

Ok this post is very late and quite random and very short but yeah shall end here:D

ROCK ON NINERS!:DDDDD

2009-09-05T18:02:00.002+08:00

-The story below is not related to religion at all, and it is just a story. I'm not trying to be a heretic or anything like that-

Before God sent the creatures he created down to the world, he called each of them forth to receive his blessing. The creatures came forth, one by one, and lastly came Man.

When Man faced God, God did not give him a blessing. Instead, he took a sword from his side, and put three cuts on Man's pumping heart. Man flinched, but the cuts healed instantly, leaving three scars.

God said, "I give you these scars, to direct you on the right path; for you are special, and you cannot be good unless you experience the lure of evil. The scars serve as a warning - it will twinge when you are about to commit evil, and will continue to hurt if you resist its call. But fear not - one day it will be healed, for you would not need it anymore."

Man nodded, and the angels opened the gateway to the mortal world.

2009-07-29T21:52:00.002+08:00

SOMETHING DAMN FUNNY...

高考创意答案

1.__________，为伊消得人憔悴同学答：宽衣解带终不悔（正解为"衣带渐宽终不悔"，偶承认这个是思想有问题）

2.问渠哪得清如许，__________同学答：心中自有清泉在（正解为"唯有源头活水来"，咱还是和水粘了点边~~~）

3.何当共剪西窗烛，__________同学答：夫妻对坐到天明（语文老师阅卷时笑晕。后在课堂时说此事，又晕！正解为"却话巴山夜雨时"）

4.蚍蜉撼大树，__________同学答：一动也不动（正解为"可笑不自量"。一动也不动，赫赫，很符合事实阿）

5.君子成人之美，__________同学答：小人夺人所爱（直接晕死）

6.穷则独善其身，__________同学答：富则妻妾成群　（正解：达则兼济天下）

7.__________，天下谁人不识君同学答：只要貌似萨达姆（汗....）

8.后宫佳丽三千人，__________同学答：铁棒也会磨成针~~~~~~（正解为"三千宠爱在一身"）

9.身有彩凤双飞翼，__________同学答：拔毛凤凰不如鸡还有个同学答：夫妻双双把家还（正解为"心有灵犀一点通"）

10.东边日出西边雨，__________同学答：床头打架床尾合还有个同学答：上错花轿嫁对郎

11.__________，糟糠之妻不下堂同学答：结发之夫不上床（语文老师暴怒！）

12.但愿人长久，__________同学答：一颗永流传（当时狂笑，现在觉得挺经典的。正解为"千里共婵娟"）

13.西塞山前白鹭飞，__________同学答：东村河边爬乌龟（对的挺工整的）

14.我劝天公重抖擞，__________同学答：天公对我吼三吼（正解为"不拘一格降人才"，龚自珍）

15.天生我才必有用，__________同学答：关键时刻显神通,又有同学答：老鼠儿子会打洞（整办公室的语文老师集体毫无形象的狂笑）

16.天若有情天亦老，__________同学答：人不风流枉少年！（正解为"月若无恨月长圆" 李贺《金铜仙人辞汉歌》 )

17.洛阳亲友如相问，__________同学答：请你不要告诉他（正解为"一片冰心在玉壶"）

18.期末考试出对联, 上联是英雄宝刀未老　　该初三同学对下联为：老娘丰韵尤存

19.良药苦口利于病，__________同学答：不吃才是大傻瓜人生自古谁无死，__________同学答：只是死的有先后（结局：家长会后被老师留下来训话鸟……）

20.床前明月光，__________同学答：李白睡的香

21.管中窥豹，__________同学答：吓我一跳（哈哈哈！正解为"可见一斑")

22.__________，飞入寻常百姓家同学答：康佳彩霸电视机

23.葡萄美酒夜光杯，__________同学答：金钱美人一大堆

24.__________，路上行人欲断魂初一学生的杰作：半夜三更鬼敲门

26.老吾老以及人之老，__________同学答：妻吾妻以及人之妻（老师后来评卷时说那个同学特别具有奉献精神，哈哈）

27.想当年，金戈铁马，__________同学答：看今朝，死缠烂打（正解为"气吞万里如虎"）

28.五年级的一次考试就考到了"三个臭皮匠，__________"同学答：臭味都一样（把监考和外面的校长笑翻了）

29.初一的学生对对子，"登城白云间揽山色入怀，__________"同学答：我到酒店去抱小姐上床（他的语文老师差点当场吐血而亡）

30.两情若是长久时，__________同学答：该是两人成婚时

31.沉舟侧畔千帆过，__________同学答：孔雀开屏花样多

32.书到用时方恨少，__________同学答：钱到月底不够花

33.天若有情天亦老，__________同学答：人若有情死得早（正解为"月若无恨月长圆"）

34.人生自古谁无死，__________同学答：有谁大便不带纸（没有语言了...）

35.有次考李清照的如梦令，"知否？知否？___________"同学答：SORRY I，DON''T KNOW...（正解为"应是绿肥红瘦"）

37.语文考试，填空里有一首革命诗："为人进出的门紧锁着，________________，一个声音高喊着：_________________我渴望自由，但人的身躯怎能从狗洞子里爬出…"同学答：为狗爬出的洞也锁着 / 他妈的，都锁着！

38.千山万水总是情，___________同学答：多给一份行不行（批卷老师对了一句：情是情，分是分，多给一份都不行）

40. 问君能有几多愁，___________同学答：恰似一壶二锅头

From: http://blog.wenxuecity.com/blogview.php?date=200806&postID=35686

:D:D:D:D:D

ENJOY!

PS I laugh until tears come out :D

2009-07-28T20:09:00.002+08:00

Some random quiz I got from Keng Fang's blog:D

How much your teacher hates you

Fill out each one you've done THIS school year.

When you're done multiply the number you got by three.

[ ] Gotten a referral
[ ] Gotten detention
[ ] Gotten your cell phone/ipod taken away
[ ] Gotten suspended
[ ] Chewed gum/sweets during class
[ ] Got In School Suspension

TOTAL SO FAR = 0

[ ]Gotten late to a class more than 10 times (but I pon French quite a lot haha)
[x] Didn't do homework over 15 times (SYF!)
[x] Returned at least 2 projects in late.

TOTAL SO FAR = 2

[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it
[x] Skipped class at least 1 time
[ ] Laughed so hard you got kicked out of class

TOTAL SO FAR = 3

[ ] Texted people during class
[x] Passed notes
[ ] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher

TOTAL SO FAR = 5

[x] Went on myspace, friendster, facebook , xanga , etc on the computer at school
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called people during school hours
[ ] Listened to an ipod cd player/mp3 during class
[ ] Hit a teacher or student with a textbook

TOTAL SO FAR = 8

[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the class room without permission
[ ] Failed a class this year
[ ] Ate food during class

TOTAL SO FAR= 9

[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved bad
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] Gotten detention and didn't go
[ ] Used passes from other days/Or made fake pass
[ ] yelled during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

TOTAL SO FAR = 10
[x] Slept during some of class (yeah I dozed off for some... like french!)
[ ] Played basketball with paper balls using a trash can as a basket (reminds me of basebear)
[ ] threatened a teacher
[ ] Felt hungry during class and went home to eat
[ ] Treat the teacher as invisible

TOTAL =11

now multiply the number by 3 repost as I am 33% hated by teachers

haha quite ok(: only true guaikias can get 0% man!

Today was ok(:

I feel damn guilty man today I qian CME booklet for like so long (and I haven't finished)!

I hate lijie 6 it's so damn difficult.

Ok this is going to be really really really random...

HMP was quite ok, but I CAN'T UNDERSTAND THE FUGUE THINGY. I get totally confused by all the voices and stuff :X

I died for the sarabande!!! _)(*&^#$%^&*(*&^%$#$%^& I only got like 6/11 for that question == I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I WAS WRITING WHEN I READ IT TODAY?!?!!!?!?!?!?! Shows how good my LA skills are muahahahaha.

STRESSSTRESS OVER THE STUPID PIANO EXAM

Piano exam sucks):

And two of my pieces suck even more.

The B and C piece are supersuper suckyyyyyyy and I have to churn them out in one month, PLUS BLOCK TESTS.

I am going to die.

But I shall not die yet because I have to finish my LA first. And CME. And pracpracprac for assessment which is two days away.

IAMGOINGTODIEWISHMELUCK):

The piece I'm going to play for HMP (sonata in D minor, cimarosa) is also SUCKY. The dynamics suck and I deproved ):

WHY AM I BLOGGING I'M SUPPOSED TO BE CHIONGING LAAAAA

Ok I shall go chiong LA

The post is short but at least I ~~am hardworking~~ am lazy enough to post(:

YAY BYEBYE!

2009-07-12T21:12:00.002+08:00

So cold.

So alone.

I chose this darkness for myself didn't I? I should stay in it. Yes I should. Yet I'm still grovelling on the cold, hard earth, searching for warmth.

Once, I had the bright light of the warm sun.

Now I don't even have the meager light of the cold moon.

I'm in utter blackness, trying to find a way through. I see the light, right in front, but I am chained such that the light cannot reach me.

The sun lies before me; my only desire lies before me.

How can I reach it?

--

Caught in confusion.

Who am I?

What am I?

Human?

If, I had known my true name, I think I would not go on living anymore. Yet I want to discover who I really am, and if my self-delusions are true.

Delusions.

Whatever I think that I am.

I am living in a dream, whether it is a dream or nightmare I have no way to tell.

Right now I am just floating in a sea of confusion, trying to find a way out.

--

SUPER UNACCOMPLISHED DAY MAN.

The only thing I managed to do is to finish geog and bio ==

STILL GOT LIT CIRCLE AND HMP.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ><

Had piano lesson yesterday! I IMPROVED AND MY TEACHER TOLD ME THAT I AM READY FOR HMP ASSESSMENT IF I CAN POLISH UP THE DETAILS:D:D:D

I AM SO HAPPY:D

But I still need dimo! LAOSHI DID NOT TELL ME THAT MY LESSON HAS BEEN SHIFTED TO 3.15.

Thus I couldn't go.

BLEH.

Really, I don't even have a teensy scrap of dimo left. I need it desperately!!!!!

For now I'll have to protect the dimo on my dizis else I risk not being able to prac ._.

I think lit circle is actually quite fun! The heated discussions and stuff:D

Pity there's not much time! If all the questions are discussed in detail, I think we can use like, one full hour for one question!:D:D:D I'm starting to like R&J now... but I prefer TKAM:D At least it's not written in some old english that is super hard to read.

On thursday I accomplished a GREAT FEAT!

I CHIONGED 16 ENTRIES OF DRAMA JOURNAL WITHIN ONE AFTERNOON:D

CONTINUOUS WRITING FOR FOUR HOURS!:D

Although at some parts the handwriting stucks and I never end off properly for practically all my journals, I AM STILL VERY IMPRESSED WITH MYSELF:D:D:D:D:D

I'll probably get a low mark I guess :D

BUT WHO CARES.

Drama is not even counted pls == sometimes it's quite a waste of time.

Talking about journals: I HAVE TO FINISH LA JOURNALS.

LA would be more difficult. I shall shamelessly say I qian 13 entries. I didn't bother since term 1 week 6 ==

Have to start doing before it's too late and Mrs Heng does a 突击检查!

Wheee~~

Took lots of facebook quizzes today xD

Gtg now! Byebye!;D

2009-07-02T12:41:00.000+08:00

Name: lalala

Date: 7/2/2009

Colorgenics Number: 64051327

At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.
Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.
From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.

haha I retook:D

MY 300TH POST! DEAR BLOG LETS CELEBRATE:D

2009-06-27T15:13:00.001+08:00

I HATE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK I HATE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK I HATE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK I HATE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK

I HATE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!!!

2009-06-23T13:25:00.002+08:00

I got the link from phyllis's blog!

Name: Liu Shijia
Date: 6/23/2009
Colorgenics Number: 41532607

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You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

AND IT'S SUPER ZHUN CAN ._.

www.goldinuniverse.com

Try! It's real simple and zhun:D

2009-06-22T17:35:00.001+08:00

Currently agonising over the two zuowens because I don't know how to write, how to phrase, blah.

Feel super rusty and shibai ):>

2009-06-21T12:42:00.003+08:00

I shall half-revive my blog... with a list of homework!:D

I have:

1 fenxi
2 zuowen
ivp
LA reflection
HMP research paper
2 concert journal
drama journal
math quadratic graphs quiz(I am dreading that because have to draw graph)

KNS DIE LA

shall finish fenxi and reflection today

monday chiong the 2 zuowen + research paper
tuesday come home from cca chiong drama journal
wednesday finish ivp, concert journal
thursday add dividers to LA and punch hole (ironically I sorted my stuff but did not punch hole and add dividers!), pick some random book and do yuedubaogao, math sia
friday GECO CONCERT AND IVP SEMINAR! I won't miss ivp(:

sat sun slack (I hope?)

WHEEEE~~

I seriously wish we can have one more week of hols because of h1n1!!! That'd be so cool:D

Got time to slack at home! How shuang is that:D even though we would have one week's worth of elearning(:

Like that hmp assessment would be postponed also!!! I WOULD GET ONE MORE WEEK OF PRACTISE YAY:D

Aish I'm getting insomnia because I THINK OF HOMEWORK EVERY NIGHT AND I WORRY THAT I CANNOT FINISH MY HOMEWORK T_T yesterday I must have fell asleep at, what, 2-3am? I'm super worried that I can't finish!!! Or else I'll get slaughtered by a million people.

I want to change skin! Maybe I'll change it tonight if I manage to finish my chinese sia!:D I should be able to. If I can manage to think of something for gan xiang(which I always suck at).

Honestly sometimes I prefer normal school days to holidays... holidays are just days where you stay and home and chiong your various committments(: the only good thing is that you get to sleep more, but for me it's more like establishing irregular sleeping patterns (insomnia). Normal school days are much better in that sense(:

TERM 3 WOULD BE FILLED WITH REVISION AND FUN:D

Fun:

-SEC ONES ENTERING DAZU!
-YOUTH DAY FUNFAIR!
-FOA!
-SIAS ALL DONE!

Revision:

-BLOCK TESTS IN AUGUST!
-PIANO EXAM AHHHHH D:
-EOYS!
-~~math):~~MATH! (acts high)

I forgot. I've still got to prepare for SIA presentation. Shouldn't take more that an hour! If I don't get digressed that is:D

I think sec two is quite a nice year!:D even if it's so hectic (remember january?:D). I HAVE TO LEARN TO MANAGE MY TIME AND EXERCISE SELF CONTROL(bad example here. heh.)

(I know this post is very disjointed)
(But I enjoy confusing you)

ME LOVES CCA:D(random)

Shall go now, be a good girl(hrumph.) and chiong!! byebye!:D

2009-02-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

From Keng Fang's blog:D

1. Explain your relationship status:
WHY DID YOU ASK THAT QUESTION D<

2. Name a lyric from the last song you listened to:
"Fa re doh la doh re fa fa re doh re doh la doh" :D

3. What did you wear today?
The usual(:

4. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
Eeek, how am I supposed to hang two glasses filled with water on my pitiful nose ><

5. How many windows are open on your computer?
Eh, howcome no scenery arh?

6. What are you doing after this?
Breathe.

7. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
I'm not wearing shirt, I'm wearing a tank top.

8. Do you like to cuddle?
I LIKE TO CUDDLE MY TEDDY BEAR:D

9. Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
HMMM... Sorry I have trouble counting. Too many:D

10. Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
Same thing: WHY DO YOU WANT TO KNOW D<

11. Do you like hugs?
Mama! Me want huggy!:D

12. Are you a loud person?
Nope. I can just about cover suona:D

13. Look to your left, what do you see?
Stars.

14. What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
MYSTERIOUS STUFF:D

15. Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
Can I even come home when I'm already smashed?

16. Have you ever had a crush on your sibling's friend?
ONE MORE TIME I'M GOING TO CALL THE POLICE.

17. Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
What if they have all campaigned against second hand smoking?((:

18. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Oh yesh, definitely. The fact that I come in means a difference becaus it's ONE MORE PERSON:D

19. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
My parents!:D

20. Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
Y'know, I'm calling the police right now!

21. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
No I don't. Hold backs for what? Flat surface, no friction one.

22. Last serious hug?
Hmmm...(starts serious thinking)

23. Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
My hair is still alive pls!

24. Is something bothering you?
Yeah, and it's called "something"!

25. Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
And why do you want to know?

26. Do you believe that you can change for someone?
Eh, I don't sell slaves(:

27. What time you woke up this morning?
Not yet morning, sun haven't come up yet.

28. Would you go back in time to change something?
How? Do you have a time-machine, sir?*looks up sweetly*

29. Is it hard leaving people behind?
Kinda, because I'm always the last one:D

30. What are you excited for?
I'm peaceful!

31. Who was the last missed call from?
WHY DO YOU WANT TO KNOW AGAIN?!?!?!

32. What was the last thing you spent your money on?
I spent a lot of energy and electricity bills typing this quiz.

33. Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
FA RE DOH LA DOH RE FA FA RE DOH RE DOH LA DOH:D

34. What are you doing right now?
Isn't that pretty obvious?

35. Can you handle the truth?
I know how to handle chemicals!:D

36. How's your life lately?
Lately = ?

37. When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
HOW CAN THE MIGHTY OLIU BE WRONG D<

38. Do you hate being alone?
Yes, I hate lonesharks. (da er long)

39. Where were you last night?
And again, why do you want to know? MY SOCIAL LIFE IS A SECRET.

40. Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
Wine!

41. Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
Oh yes definitely, I would kiss my mum!

42. When did you first get Myspace?
When has anyone had enough space for themselves?

43. Are you drifting away from any friends?
Drifting? I don't see any water.

44. What are you listening to?
Your interview questions.

45. What are you doing tonight?
How many times do I have to tell you not to pry into my private social life?

46. Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
Yes. A slap.

47. Are you wearing socks?
I have cheesy feet!:D

48. Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
Air. Duh.

49. Who's your last text from?
The comp.

50. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
Have you been paying attention?

51. Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Give me some air freshener.

52. Someone on your mind right now?
Why yes, the wrong now.

53. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
*Goes for medical checkup, brb*

54. Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
THE GREAT ME:D

55. Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
Oh yes, I dreamt that I was in dazu -.-

56. Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
Err... Do people take care of their facial expression even when they sleep?

57. Anyone told you a secret this week?
PAPARAZZI D:

58. When was the last time you bought something?
Brought? I brought my bag with me!

59. Do you play an instrument?
Yes, Math, an instrument of torture:D

60. What's your favourite number?
Guess:D

Lame-o!:D

2009-02-22T11:40:00.005+08:00

Ok. Shall take a break and blog.

This week not so good.

38.5/50 for lijie. Gah. Because of careless mistake! Should have got 40.5 -.-

44/70 for compo!!

Yikes.

I think I'm losing my touch. Arghhhhh. I lost my xian suo for the compo la!

Walao.

I got 6/10 for history can.

Bleh.

I just can't tell the stupid purpose!!!!

6/10 for math quiz.

Changing of subject. Wow.

Like that I think I'm going to die for blocks.

And homework is starting to pile up.

Wish laoshi can return us our first fenxi quickly!! Or else how do we do our 2nd and 3rd by the week after LSC if our 1st one has zillions of mistakes and she doesn't bother to return. Wth.

And cca isn't so good too.

(Ok I know all I post is rants but still.)

I feel so sad and discouraged.

Especially with so many geniuses sitting next to me.

Man, I'm surrounded by geniuses, whether in HMP or in class.

Even cca man.

-.-

They try to deny it. Hoho. And it makes me feel even worse ><
I cried during dazu you know. Do you know how much that line hurts me? Just that 4 words. I still feel like crying now. I mean, if I'm a "let down" why did you even let me in -.- I could have been prac-ing xiaofangniu during xiaozu with my batchmates. And I might even refine it in time for the performance next week! I would be laughing at the seniors with my batchmates. Then I'll never get tired of lianxiqu. I'll prac them until I can go up to a speed of 140bpm. Or even the speed of chun kuaiban.

I'm not sure whether I can take it anymore! It's just so depressing.

I was so shocked when you said it. Then I started crying. I couldn't bring myself to repeat the line to ______.

You know, I wanted to die on the spot.

I've been prac-ing that four bars like, everyday? BUT I STILL CAN'T PLAY.

After I went out to wash my face I hesitated a long time outside the door before I could bring myself to push it and enter the room again.

And after one week, I still want to cry about it.

Hais.

Bye people I shall go do history.

2009-02-12T20:14:00.002+08:00

Omg, I really think I'm addicted to dizi.

If I don't prac for one day I'll feel super guilty. Then I'll prac fingering after everyone's asleep :O

Gosh.

Then when I'm bored during class I prac trill on the table leg -.-

And once I took a pen out to prac? People around me were giving me that funny look.

Ok.

I shall say this.

I HATE ALGEBRA.

Simultaneous equations. Super ma fan.

Label label write write write. Each question takes up ONE PAGE of my notebook can -.-

And I take a long long time to do it.

If I still do like that during block test I think I'm going to die a horrible death.

How arh I can't xin suan -.-

And it doesn't help that I'm so tired everyday that when I do math my brain shuts down -.- Ms Teng said I didn't put enough effort in one worksheet. I guess that's true >< I skipped the challenge yourself cos I couldn't bother.

I have to change my attitude!!!

Seriously. And fast.

Or else I will die.

I somehow wish I'm not in SYF.

Then I can lian xiao fang niu during xiaozu and then I might not be rushing like hell at home.

And I can polish up my ji ben gong which is not very good. Esp chang yin.

I envy the sheng people >< No qi problem, no yin se problem. You just need to lian fingering.

><

Oh and my mortal is in dizi!!! YAY YAY YAY

She isn't talking much, though ><

Ok omg so late gtg liao do hw! BYEBYE PEOPLE!:D

2009-02-03T19:18:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

OMG LAH SHEESH

So accurate xD

I feel so emo nowadays

Even the TV is suan-ing me by playing a very very pro dizi song ><

xD

2009-01-26T22:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE((:

Get lots of ang baos:D

(But then don't think can go around bai nian-ing lah, too busy xD the teachers too lonely working during cny need students to pei2 them:D, no offense xD)

Shall blog about the concert!!

My court shoes almost killed me >< Whenever I walked the heels popped up! I had to walk bare-footed until it's come to go on stage. I SWEAR I'M NOT GOING TO WEAR THEM UNLESS I HAVE TO. Argh.

I wasn't nervous when I sat there. I only became nervous when I dropped my G diao on its end and it went out of tune :/ Had to tune when everyone was in the hall already!! Eeek. But then can't risk a messed up yin zhun on stage right?:D

When the actual thing came...

SUPER SUPER nervous. At that time looking at mrs ee's face is better than looking at the crowd. And I'm sitting at the side!!! At the extreme left facing audience. I can see the crowd clearly! If pipa isn't blocking me I think I'll die on the spot. Then at the bar 76 part I gan pai-ed. Eeesh. Then bar 86 gao yin can't come out. Then forced myself(took loads of effort!!!) to blow the zhuan D diao part. Then in the recording can hear a sudden increase in volume leh!!! OMG.

Fa sharp was out at the bar 98 part, again. I can't risk turning my dizi or else the whole thing can't come out at all and it might drop. Happened once when I was prac-ing at home.

And gosh, we screwed the part before niao jiao.

And niao jiao came out super loud! At the 7 beat trill there I died - I think I tuo-ed. And I sort of missed the semiquavers later. Gao yin fa was out again, too sharp.

Kuaiban I think I did ok, except for the fact that my yin zhun sounds out, very very out. Probably cos I dropped it earlier )< Luckily the xiao D people and qudi cover:D I skipped the super fast part cos I know I'll gan pai.

At the "one bar later" with erhu and tanbo I got lost!!! Was confused. And man it was super fast.

Gao yin la couldn't come out again!!! )< Luckily xiao D people could cover. Heh.

And then at the bridge to "square M" there I didn't have time to change - resulted in me skipping a huge chunk. I only caught up at the two bars before san lian yin. And I screwed san lian yin, my rhythm was totally out of beat. Weird noises came out too.

M was ok. Found my footing:D

My playing is a disaster D:

Tempo out rhythm out yin zhun out everything out D:

The part I think I did best is the bars before the "come in one bar after tanbo and xianyue". I managed an obvious jian qiang!:D

(And there's this woman crying at my block :/ Seriously heart wrenching. Really.)

Yeah. That was my concert experience.

FIRST concert experience.

FIRST time facing such a big crowd D:

Heh.

I DON'T KNOW HOW KENG FANG MANAGED NOT TO BE NERVOUS. FENNIE AND ME WERE SHAKING LIKE CRAZY SO THERE WAS ACTUALLY A NATURAL "ZHEN YIN" -.-

She actually said it was fun?

OMG.

It's fun facing a enormous, numerous, gigantic, humongous(spelling), nerve-racking crowd?

And playing a piece some more.

Which you know you're going to screw up since you screwed up so many times during practises and you know you're going to screw up more during the actual thing.

Omg.

Have to take lessons from her :D

xD

Then we went to watch the concert. Modern and chinese dance was nice! I almost couldn't recognise Yumeng when she puts make-up on.

Then I was trying to do hua she all the way.

:/

Still can't do! I wish I can do it naturally:/

Then don't need to worry about wo shi yi ge bing liao!:D

Or other songs either xD

*Impossible dreaming*, hah:D

I shall lian until my hua she comes out :D

After concert I tried to go and visit FMPS.

Notice the word "tried"?

We weren't allowed to go in. We're only allowed to go in at 1pm. -.-

I couldn't go then!!

I WANT TO SEE MRS QUEK AGAIN ><

I WANT TO SEE CAI LAO SHI!!!

I want to see 6A'07(: Since I couldn't turn up for chalet.

Omg, I'm getting emo -.-

But I seriously miss 6A a lot:D

For some reason whenever I think of 6A I think of BASEBEAR!!:D

And how the teachers used to scold us because we're an impossible class, the type that drives the teacher crazy.

The worst time is that we went and qi-ed cai lao shi until she stormed out of the class.

And then Mrs Quek had to scold us on our last day of school, because only two people in the class remembered to bring rags for spring cleaning.

Ok I shall quit emoing.

Gtg! Bye!!:D:D

2009-01-09T21:32:00.002+08:00

THIS IS GOING TO BE A BIG BIG LONG LONG RANT TO LET OUT MY FEELINGS FOR THE PAST WEEK.

SUPER STRESSED AND THE STUFF THAT'S MAKING ME STRESSED :

#1 FACTORISATION

I know the concept!!! I can do the questions!!! But then why am I doing math until 10pm++ without rest except eating dinner and bathing EVERY DAY?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?! I'M NOT FAST ENOUGH!! After I come home from cca, exhausted, bad-tempered, I still have to deal with that stupid stupid FACTORISATION. And when I'm tired I do math v.v.v.v. slowly. RESULT = SLEEPING LATE = EXHAUSTED THE NEXT DAY = NOT ABLE TO CONCENTRATE ON LESSON = DYING ON HOMEWORK, AGAIN

A vicious cycle, huh.

I can do faster if I practise!! BUT I HAVE NO TIME!!!!

Let me tell you my schedule for sat and sun:

Sat

7.20 wake up
7.50 go school
8.20-12pm dazu
1pm-3.30pm piano!!
3.30pm-6.30pm laoshi's lesson(+travel time)
7pm onwards: HOMEWORK

Sun

7.20 wake up
morning: read TKAM
afternoon: revise homework, complete uncompleted homework, read TKAM, chinese SIA
evening: piano, dizi

Now for my MONDAY schedule:

5.45-2.20 school
come back from school: homework, prac math, pre-study
evening: piano and dizi

Die lah.

#2 SYF

AUDITIONS ARE SO NOT TIMELY. IT CLASHES WITH HUIBAO, HMP 2ND INSTRU PERFORMANCE(GRADED!!!), AND HANDING UP OF CHINESE SIA. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE, I DON'T KNOW.

And after every dazu, I come home very dejected. For some reason, stuff I can play well in xiaozu fails in dazu. For example the qi lian yin. I can do it when I'm alone!! But when mrs ee is watching my nerves fail and I die. Lack of practise? NO WAY how can morning prac + lunch prac + ownself prac still called lack of practise?!?! So it's either because of not enough, I'm too lazy, prac-ing method wrong, my nerves are too stretched, or plainly the mrs ee effect. T-T

#3 SIAs

Coming to that, I think the teachers are trying to kill us students or something. Known SIA due dates are as follows:

Chinese:

6th Feb: 1st fenxi, file cover and qian yan
10th March: 2nd and 3rd fenxi
24 April: Complete everything

HMP:

1)Concert Journal: 2 by start of term 3, 1 by end of term 3
2)Listening Journal: 2 by end of term 2, 2 by end of term 3
3)Music Analysis: 2 by end of term 2
4)Composition/1st instru performance: Term 2/3, comp by end of term 3

Which is quite siao already.

Oh, I forgot, there's still CME.

The project.

GAH.

I feel stress when I look at the list.

With lunches and mornings gone I only can do it after CCA.

I was so busy that I actually had no time to return my library books. Wow. Cos morning got prac, break need to eat, lunch got prac, after school need tune, eat, pai yi zi and grab some extra prac time before it's mrs ee who's coaching you.

#4 TKAM

I should have read it in the holidays!! Now it's so not worth it wasting your sleep time to chiong finish the novel -.- and there are no short cuts either. Wikipedia never provides an unseen-type analysis in the plot summary, does it?

Ok. But anyway today dazu was damn funny(: Pamela and Phyllis were behaving childishly!! Muahahaha they were imitating mrs ee conducting and swaying in time to the "huan le de" part in chun, pop-song style! LOL.

I actually paparazzi-ed a picture muahahaha but can't post it now(: too late le

Today dazu wasn't that bad. At least I didn't mess up the bar 46 part. And I can finally do the semiquaver part!!:D although my #1 isn't clear, but still(: and yeah my yinzhun is tres horrible T-T

Although it's a bit sian stoning and waiting for mrs ee to finish lian-ing a section):

This time dazu isn't so "dejectful" as last time(: Tmr still got prac! I hope I can do better haha. During the theme part I made some mistakes. But I think Phyllis(blowing xiao C) covered me muahahaha. So I bu zhi yu ruin the whole song.

The parts that I'm most scared of to blow is the solo parts where dizi is the only one playing and all the other instrus fades into accompaniment ><

Esp the "toot toot" part. Somehow I can't do the jian qiang. And I always come in too strongly. It's supposed to be smooth!! Not so abrupt like sudden volcano eruption like that.

OH SHIT I HAVEN'T REARRANGED MY PIANO LESSON YET!! I FORGOT T_T

Gtg!! Byebye!(: JIAYOUS PEOPLE PREPARING FOR AUDITIONS!!!:D

2008-12-31T23:48:00.002+08:00

It's seriously so sad that 2008 is passing away so fast. Just sleep on the last night on 2008 and whee! you're suddenly catapulted into 2009.

I wish I can revisit 2008 again, maybe in a time machine. I can perhaps replay aprils' fool again and again, and maybe land suddenly in the class chalet I missed. 2008 has been such an in-between year. Maybe that's why it's so special.

In 2008, I:

-Emoed a LOT over sichuan earthquake
-Been angry at CNN
-Rejoyced at the olympics

-Started sec school life!
-Met a lot of new nice nice friends(:
-Found that I liked Nanyang
-Been thrown into a very very alive class (109!!!<333333333)
-Learnt dizi(:

Academically:

-Let an A1 for math slip out of my grasp because of a failed eoy
-Did well for first block test
-Failed history for 2nd block test
-Chinese improved steadily throughout the year (but I STILL haven't managed to get 90... sobs)
-Realised that I'm actually good at science

-Slacked way too much

Hmm. I want to review all the 2008 posts before the new year starts, but I've just got enough time to post my resolutions. Well here goes:

1. Not slack so much
2. MUST GET MY HEAD AROUND FACTORISATION
3. Not let my subjects deprove
4. Improve my dizi and piano
5. Prac more for dizi and piano
6. Improve all subjects! ESP FRENCH(if i'm not quitting)
7. Get into SYF!!!

7 is just nice for a week(:

LETS START COUNTING DOWN(:

2008-12-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

Heyo:D

Belated I know (1 day lah, heh), but I'm back in SG.

Shall blog about china trip the next time:D

Ok, all the smileys are seriously the OPPOSITE of how I feel now -.-

Christmas is coming but I'm totally not in the mood. Because of...

CHUN.

For some reason, everytime when I come into the dazu room my G diao MYSTERIOUSLY goes out of tune.

And when mrs ee tunes me my yin zhun goes off even more.

Today when I tune outside my yin zhun is like all green -.-

I came especially early to tune and practise!!!! Then when I go into dazu everything goes out of the window -.-

Oh, not appearing for CO camp isn't making things better.

My batchmates are seriously loads better than me now. I can't even play the EASIEST part of chun which is the beginning. I would suddenly go 1 octave lower and have to force some of the notes out.

Oh yeah, and in china, my dimo died and I didn't bring extra -.- so could only use scotch tape. There's still a difference between dimo and scotch tape leh so obviously xiaozu and dazu today I died horribly.

And in china, my dizi contracted.

As in, it suddenly became super high. Probably because it's cold there -.-

Gah.

Oh, and I find it easier to blow when I'm standing up(:

When I sit down my qi goes haywire. Even the easiest easiest zhong yin dies a horrible death.

Quote kengfang: "We might as well go and kneel in front of mrs ee's office for two days and beg her not to audition us for SYF"

><

For all I know I suck lah.

Eeeesh. Why must yin lao come on SUNDAY?!?!?!?!?!?! I was looking forward to a lesson with him -.-

At least my yin se won't die so much. Oh and metioning yin se, my gao yin suddenly improved a lot:D I think it's the dimo. The dimo we bought at bras basah are so much better than yin lao's.

Speaking about chun.

The rhythm is easy but the notes are HARD HARD HARD HARD HARD HARD.

Esp the fast fast part at the "huan le de" part.

Last xiaozu I attended I COULD play that part!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But so far during dazu it's -SILENCE- except for the seniors:D

At least they can cover up for us haha(:

Oh and today's dazu was super funny.

We kept on sticking stuff on each other's backs and heads. Victoria kenna the most haha and the evil evil sec 3 bangdi people and kengfang are the culprits:D

Oh and phyllis sat on a scotch tape booby trap we set. Pity the scotch tape is too lao3 le, didn't stick ><

Or else... MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

(phyllis are you reading this? AHAHAHAHA)

The whole section is evilllleeee:D

Oh and during xiaozu break the whole section except the sec ones (muahahaha we didn't go for break:D) came back late. And they had to do a forfeit as phyllis said it: "Latest by 4.05, people who are late blow all the lian xi qu once"

I bet she said that mostly to deterr the sec ones as we suck at lian xi qu. We barely practised:D

End up the seniors kenna HAHA

I'm sadistic!

Too bad they didn't perform huibao style lol I was planning to record so that I can prac :/

Chun is so long that we couldn't finish prac-ing it during xiaozu. We only did 1 1/2 pages -.- and the yin zhun is seriously not perfect.

God. At this rate we're gonna die horribly.

Luckily monday's prac is qudi and bangdi seperate and YIN LAO IS COMING!! YAY:D

Aish. Still got uncompleted holiday homework. All chinese de (not really complaining haha).

But the only thing I feel like doing now is to A: Type finish this post and B: LIAN LIKE HELL in order to not die when yin lao comes/next dazu/SYF auditions/New year performance (if I'm ever calm enough to not get a panic attack on stage?)/SYF if I even have the slimmest chance of going -.-

Rrrright.

Whoa 10pm le. Gtg byebye!:D

2008-11-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

YOYO:D

TODAY SUCKED

DAZU:

Mrs Ee asked us to yi ge yi ge lai for chan ge and I DIED

HORRIBLY

Mostly because I didn't eat breakfast

And it was MRS EE who stared at me and tested me on chan ge

I was like so nervous I got that salty feeling on my tongue, my stomach was squirming even though there's nothing to spit out.

And then I blew - BAM I came in late.

Blew again - I COULDN'T HOLD UNTIL THE END

EVERYONE ELSE HELD LONGER THAN ME ><

Then Mrs Ee was staring at me and then I was like so scared.

I could sort of tell she's kinda disappointed ><

So dazu sucked.

Chun was like better than chan ge.

BUT MY G DIAO WENT SUDDENLY OUT OF TUNE!!!

The thing just got pushed in...

ARGH.

F DIAO ALSO LAAA

Because it's like so loose ==

I hate my F diao. Luckily Elise returned hers to the mouldy bag so I can take it :D

Then the gao yin la and ti couldn't come out ==

Because the stupid F diao is lou feng de -.-

Mrs Ee skipped the bird part!! ><

(Ok lah, this is more personal but I'm playing that part, solo, temporarly(: )

Then xiaozu

I FOUND OUT I CAN HOLD CHAN GE THAT PART FOR MORE THAN 3 COUNTS -.-

Combined pressure of Mrs Ee and my stomach has driven half of my qi out -.-

I got very very frustrated during xiaozu

Because for 7 for several times IT HIT RIGHT ON THE SPOT

Then I took off the dizi from my mouth and tried again - BANG BACK TO SQUARE 1 -.-

Argh.

And then my G diao became so weird. The first time I tuned it was perfect, then 1 hour later I tuned again and the yin zhun was totally off -.-

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ><

Oh and once we played with the recording!!

Suona came over:D

Then li xian came to tell us to be more quiet(we were blasting the recording)

Heh and it's like GUAN YUE GATHERING!!

Except more of the sheng didn't come ):

(This post is getting disoriented)

Wan Ting brought this hu-lu-thingo-on-a-stick-played-like-an-oboe instru.

I found I can hold for 20 sec on there:D

As in, 20 sec of blasting:D:D:D:D

Shuang!! Compared to the horrible chan ge:D

Got back some self esteem:D

Another bad thing that happened is that I LOST MY DI YIN ON THE C DIAO!!

I touched the blowing hole, it was hot, so I blew correctly.

But the yin that came out was very different from laoshi's in terms of yin se

I was like -.-

I can do it perfectly on D diao though, very ironically -.-

I tried playing chang yin on G diao, and found it easier to play on than my stupid lou feng C diao.

And I can hold longer on G diao!!

Ok, maybe I killed a bit of my yin se, but for C diao it's loufeng-ness kills even more of the yin se:D

It's CO break now.

I think I'll miss dazu(:

Well the dazus without Mrs Ee going yi ge yi ge lai((:

I'll miss xiaozu even more regardless of the presence of absence of yin lao((:

I WANT TO GO FOR CO CAMPPPP

:D

But yeah I want to go back to china even more:D

The bad thing about not going to CO camp is that I'll miss my huibao.

Which means I'll have to SOLO when term starts which is EVEN WORSE

100+ pairs of eyes staring at you...

Hais.

Ok gtg byebye MATH AGAIN ):

2008-11-25T21:13:00.002+08:00

Yoyo I know I've decided to keep my blog dead but I just wanna post!:D

#1 KAOJI

Sucked like hell laa

Went big big rounds around bugis before finding the campus 3.

End up it's such a bu xian yan de building -.- like your average HDB flat so I didn't really pick it out.

Then lian.

There was this cute little girl who was there too. She plays guzheng.

AND OMG GUZHENG SOUNDS SO SUPER NICE ESP THE AN PART!!!

And then she kept asking her bro and her parents to turn back so that she can play in peace:D so cute right.

There was also this guy in the kaoji room. I think he's grade 1, dizi, judging by the song he plays. AND THE WAY HE PLAYED MADE ME SO NERVOUS ==

He was playing in a v.v.v.v. breathless way. BUT his yin se is super scary!

LIKE GRADE 1 LEH.

Then his yin se maybe can match laoshi le ==

Just that his gao yin still have some problem

SCARY.

Then we were notified to BEI our kaoji stuffs!!!!!!!!!!

Like WTH we weren't told to bei until like 9am??? Which is 8 min before kengfang's kaoji and 16 min before fennie's and 24 min before mine!!!

Luckily I play so many times until sian le and can memorise le:D Praced the whole day two days before kaoji. Until like so sian.

THE ACTUAL MOMENT WAS HORRIBLE.

1. THE GUY WAS BUSHUANG THAT I NEVER BEI
2. I WAS VERY NERVOUS, UNTIL I ZOOMED THROUGH LIAN XI QU AT WHAT PRESTISSIMO?!
3. THEN CAI CHA BU DEI I PLAYED A LOT OF WRONG NOTES!! LIKE ZHONG YIN SUDDENLY BECOME DI YIN I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED
4. I HAD TO START MO LI HUA TWO TIMES BEFORE I GOT IT RIGHT - AND END UP THE YIN WAS SHAKING COS I WAS TREMBLING ALL OVER.

Comments from Mr X whose face was the only thing I could stare into:

"Breathe with your diaphram, not your chest"

Eeeek.

I played so badly he talk about that.

Spells misfortune...

Ok. Don't think about kaoji le.

#2 First lesson with yin lao!

Had it at SCH.

I actually taught SCH was at tiong bahru -.- alighted at the wrong stop, luckily it was only 4pm and I had time to travel to tanjong pagar and wander around for another 15 min before finally finding SCH.

Hey, you can't blame me, there's construction everywhere and I can't really recognise the streets! I took a pic of the map. And then I was trying to find myself on it -.-

End up SCH so near lorh just beside CPF building -.-

Can you believe it, we had lesson in the locker room.

Since the place is filled with rows of lockers with some SCH uniform hanging in front of each locker I think it should be the locker room. Whatever.

Then we did chang yin.

My di yin improved:D

He say my C diao lou feng -.-

I tried his C diao and then I found I actually could blow it.

But thanks to my lou feng C diao it didn't really come out before that.

Hai wo become so dizzy laa.

-.-

#3 CCA TODAY

Dazu sucked la. Funnily enough I can keep up with chun but not chan ge.

Mainly because I haven't listened to chan ge before! And the song's like so empty, more rhythmic than melodic so I don't have anything to grasp onto. Not like chun, there are a LOT of distinctive hints that you're going to come in.

I DON'T LIKE CHAN GE.

The yin zhun is even harder than chun la please.

Then need to hold for so long...

Can't stagger today because Mrs Ee asked us to "yi ge yi ge lai"

And I died.

The only thing I like about my playing is my yin se(heh I'm still proud of the achievement on di yin:D). Mrs Ee said my yin se is ok(:

BUT I NEED LIAN CHANG YIN.

WITH TUNER AND URGENTLY.

Or else I might as well go to the graveyard and die before the next dazu.

I LOVE CHUN:D

It's like sooo nice.

And I have melody AND memories to latch onto to give feeling:D

I remember in beijing spring was my favourite season.

Although the winds get big, and the snowman I build in the garden disappears ):

And when you look at a lotus pond the lotuses are usually brown and dead.

Yet you can hear birdcall picking up.

The best thing is that the garden starts to come back to life(:

The water unfreezes(:

Me loves chun(: the song and the season:D

I DON'T WANT TO BLOW CHUN WITH THE XIAO DIZI

SO HIGH

But then the pu(zong pu) says need de -.- I went to dui

Sheesh gtg my mum pressing me to do the much hated ALGEBRA

BYEBYE

2008-10-10T14:51:00.003+08:00

Lala.

Since I'm online might as well post.

Firstly...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HUIMIN!!!xD

YAY!

May you get good results for EOYS!! xD

Ok.

On to eoys.

Took LA, Chinese, Geog, Hist so far.

I've got a nasty feeling I screwed everything.

Ok.

LA first.

The paper 1 very heng.

Just finish with 2 minutes to spare.

Like WTH.

I planned for 20 minutes.

And end up the stupid narrative came out like crap.

The storyline is absolutelylylylylylylylylylylylylylylylylylyly lame siah.

And then unseen was ok. I got a feeling that I've done the SAME mistake I made for block test - LACKING EVIDENCE.

Rawr. And that caused me to fail.

So I'm not having any high hopes.

And then the invigilator(aka ji ls) was like so super ______. She actually flipped my unseen!! -.-

And she was staring at what I wrote. Made me damn nervous.

That's what you get when you're sitting RIGHT AT THE FRONT IN FRONT OF THE TEACHERS TABLE I guess. I officially hate my seat.

Talking about my seat. Ms Ye the chem teacher kept on using my worksheets to show on the visualiser!! ><

And then another bad thing is that the teacher keeps on taking your stationery.

Ok.

On to the compre.

IT'S LIKE DAMN EVIL OK.

I read like 2 times before I understood. And part of it is guesswork. -.-

MR KAW SET THE PAPER.

Oh ya and after the paper it was damn funny. Mr Kaw was like strolling past our classroom and asking us about the compre.

Of course everyone told him that it was evil/hard/difficult/confusing. Then he run away. LOL. Then his expression was like damn funny. Like a cross between sneakiness and sniggering.

But today he came and said we did quite well for the summary((: he said that someone got like, 19/20. Like, OMG SO HIGH.

Wonder who's that absolutely SIAO person.

Ok. To chinese!

The paper 1 was ok. I wrote question 2 and 4.

Quite ok I think.

Although I've got a feeling I've screwed my zuowen. Because I was like, rushing it? But then don't know whether it means good or ill. Because the words just flowed. But then I wrote like damn little.

PAPER 2 WAS SUPER EASY.

Except the last passage. That was EVIL.

Ok lah, only 2 questions.

And then ji laoshi was like playing with my pen AND dictionary. Argh.

Hist.

Horrible horrible horrible. Chionged finish at like, 2 mins before it ended(again). And I think I SCREWED(REALLY, TRULY, ABSOLUTELY) the essay.

I wrote CRAP. ABSOLUTE CRAP.

And there were some invalid points too I guess.

Screwed screwed.

And then you know halfway through the exam ji laoshi actually READ my answers!!

Like WHAT?!

And then she went to discuss it with me after the exam ended. She said some bits I wrote crap I think. ARGH.

Raargh.

Me no wan fail history again.

On to geog.

Much easier lah!

Basically you just vomit out the stuffs you've learnt.

And I knew how to do ALL the questions!!!

xD

This time I was smart enough not to let ji laoshi read my answer. xD

Lol.

Yay.

Ok. Shall go now.

汇报完毕!*BEEP*

2008-10-06T16:44:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAE!!((:

And it's Huimin's birthday tomorrow!!

xD

2008-10-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

ALL MUST JIAYOU FOR EOYS!!:D

2008-09-29T21:43:00.003+08:00

Ok. I'm supposed to be revising Atlas now but I shall take a break(:

A result from a communications test...

Your results indicate that you sometimes have difficulty interpreting other people’s words and actions and seeing things from their perspective. This may occasionally result in misunderstandings. Remember that insight is an essential part of good interpersonal skills; being able to place yourself in other people’s shoes and sense what they feel allows you to better understand them. With a little insight, you’ll be able to tell if someone doesn’t understand what you’re saying or if they’re uncomfortable about a certain topic and therefore, adjust your behavior accordingly. Although you can generally sense what others are feeling and thinking relatively well, there is some room for improvement. There may be times when you pay more attention to the message you’re sending rather than how it’s received. With some time and experience, you’ll likely be able to improve your insight even more.

Ok. I need to improve on my EQ(:

http://www.queendom.com/tests/access_page/index.htm?idRegTest=683

Ok. Another psychological test(???)...

Ok. What am I supposedly good at...

Your main intelligence type: Linguistic

Individuals with linguistic intelligence have a highly developed capacity to use words effectively in writing or in speech, as well as the ability to persuade, remember information, and explain. If this is one of your principal intelligences, you likely possess excellent writing skills, are good at expressing yourself to others, and may have a knack for learning languages.

Ok...

I SUCK AT FRENCH!!!

Lol.

Ok.

Now shall redo the handwriting test because I realised that I did it wrongly... here goes...

(this time some points are VERY yuck.)

Shijia uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Shijia does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Shijia will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Shijia is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Shijia doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Shijia will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Shijia is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Shijia learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Shijia is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Shijia is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Shijia basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Shijia is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Shijia has a tendency to put things off, Shijia procrastinates. She sometimes pretends to be busy, so she will not have to do whatever she is putting off. She is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to her output on the job or at school. Remember, Shijia will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

Shijia is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Something is incomplete in Shijia's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Shijia's sexual needs.

Shijia has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Shijia's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Shijia has regarding sex and physical things. So, her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Shijia is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Shijia has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Shijia fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Shijia has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Shijia just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Shijia finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

Have fun deciding whether mine connects with the real me((:

Although I think some bits don't. But I haven't really read it through, so...

Ok.

Gtg le! Byebye!

2008-09-26T15:12:00.003+08:00

Liu uses judgment to make decisions. She is ~~ruled by her head, not her heart~~. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone(hey, sometimes people get too much).

From Oliu: I don't use my heart?? NOT TRUE.

The circumstances when Liu does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Liu will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Liu is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and ~~she will always ask "Is this best for me?"~~

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Liu doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Liu will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Liu is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Liu learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.(I've forgotten about the math stuff already, although i sort of agree(: )

Liu is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Liu is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Liu basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Liu has a tendency to put things off, Liu procrastinates(STRONGLY AGREE!!). She sometimes pretends to be busy, so she will not have to do whatever she is putting off. She is often late to appointments or deadlines. This usually leads to a great amount of effort at the last minute to meet the deadline. Procrastination is an important factor as it relates to her output on the job or at school. Remember, Liu will put it off until later. Procrastination is easily overcome through a simple stroke adjustment in the handwriting.

Something is incomplete in Liu's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. ~~This is very likely to relate to Liu's sexual needs.~~NOT!

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Liu has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Liu fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Liu has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Liu just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Liu finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

Lalala.

There's an analysis of my handwriting((:

I found the site on phyllis's blog.

http://www.handwritingwizard.com

The bolded ones are the stuff that I very much agree with

The underlined ones are the stuff that I SORT OF agree with

The strikeouted ones are the stuff that I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT agree with

Come to think of it this is really quite zhun.

((:

2008-09-25T13:13:00.002+08:00

I shall take a break from french and post.

Hmm. *Flashback*

Lalala.

Nothing to post.

Ok. Shall post about marks.

For bio block test I got a VERY STABLE 35/40. Again.

My physics and chem both got 35/40.

Stable horh? xD

Then FPS scenario writing I got 35/50!!

Highest in class(:

So happy.

And then my scenario writing saved my LA SIA!

Cos my storytelling was particularly horrible cos I blanked out in front of everyone.

10/25. Rawr.

But now after scenario writing and then the moderation of marks I got an A2 for LA SIA!!!

YAY!

Ok. Actually I could have gotten higher.

There are some INSANE marks in 109.

Felicitations to:

BERNICE!
Err.

Can't remember. ><

Eunice right?

Anyway the highest in my class is a whooping 88%

Siao horh.

I love my patchwork 4.

But I didn't love the bit where I was chopping off words like siao.

-.-

Ok.

Some depressing marks coming up.

My 4-page yi lun wen only got 43/70. Which is horrible.

And then after I re-read it I realised it was incoherent.

Kept on repeating points. Sheesh.

Should have written the whole thing in one go and not let people to break my train of thoughts -.-

And I had a wide collection of cuo bie zi.

Urgh. I hate having my cuo bie zi to be "chao biao".

Ok gtg now.

To prepare for LE GRAND CONTROLE.

><

Byebye!

And MORE LUCK to those people taking 3rd lang tests!!

MORE LUCK MORE LUCK(:

2008-09-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGHUI!(:

2008-09-13T15:59:00.003+08:00

Finally had time to blog xD

It's a total MUST to post about yesterday haha.

Me, liwei, cecilia, xiu yi, sining, minghui went to watch the xiangsheng thingo, minghui with the c drama ppl xD

SO FUNNYY

I was laughing like crazy siah xD

Then the 报菜名 aka 满汉全席 is like damn scary.

The person managed to MEMORISE ALL the names of the dishes in the 满汉全席, which has like, 100-200 dishes?!

Like so SIAO.

Then I particularly loved that 子字歌.

So funny!

"这是爪子" when he's referring to the hand.

"不对，那是蹄子!" LOL.

So funny xD

Ji ls didn't turn up though. AND SHE WAS PERSUADING EVERYONE TO GO DURING CHINESE LESSON BY SHOWING US PICTURES OF XIANG SHENGS. Never 建立 a 好榜样.

Hey that gets me back to spot check yesterday. So funny lorh.

Ji ls was commenting about our nails when hers is twice as long as ours.

And then she said that our nails must be like this *holds up a finger* and then that fingernail is still longer than the caught people's.

And her name is 建莉, so must 建立 a good example to us xD

Lol. Shouldn't be lame.

Argh 4pm already.

Need to get back to homework and studies.

Byebye! xD

2008-09-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

Feel so accomplished xD

I just wrote a 4 page 3 line zuowen

And it's my feared yi lun wen some more! xD

Accomplished zuowen, but not accomplished day. I only finished bio paper and yi lun wen and si han today ><

I HAVE to finish all my other homework besides LA by MAF

Cos after that I need to revise.

><

MAJOR PANIC OVER MAF PIECE

I can't blow lah!

Luckily there's practise.

If we're going to use this piece for dazu I'm so dead.

Ok.

Can't post liao

Accomplishment xD

Byebye!

2008-08-25T19:16:00.002+08:00

Hmm I shall clear my quiz debts.

Firstly, tagged by Qian Yi...

The a-z friends quiz

Rules: Answer this questionaire truthfully and list down 5 people to tag and they must do this!

Who is the most

A: Annoying
Hmmmmm... is anyone annoying? If someone is annoying everyone's annoying cos everyone bothers everyone everyday right(omg I just realised I've made a tongue twister xD)...

B: Boring
Boring ah. Bu zhi dao :D

C: Cute
Hilary! Ashley! Rae(when she does that expression when I cracked a lame joke)! Shi Chen when she is mad! Li Wei!

D: Diligent
Bao yi. Like DUH. Shi Chen.

E: Evil
Everyone is evil xD we are all practical jokers xD

F: Funny
A lot of people... I'll laugh at almost any joke xD

G: Good-looking
Mmm? Sorry my sense of beauty went out of the window *strums finger* xD

H: Hyper
Is there a teenager who isn't hyper at some point of their lives?!

I: Intelligent
Shi Chen, Bao Yi xD

J: Jolly
Erm I consider anyone who can smile jolly. Hmm. WHERE'S MY DICTIONARY?!

K: Kiddy
As in childish or likes to crack jokes?

L: Lame
The person sitting in front of the computer.

M: Meticulous
Bao yi.(whoosh her name appeared 3 times already! xD)

N: Nosey
So far no one xD. Hey I can be nosey sometimes xD

O: Optimistic
Ummm... Ashley? xD

P: Playful
Hmm... Playful=Hyper?

Q: Quarrelsome
As long as it's for the right reasons xD

R: Reliable
Shi Chen, Xin Yi, Bao Yi, Rae... like a lot leh. I never seem to see anyone who's not reliable unless I've been tricked badly xD

S: Sexy
ERM?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

T: Trustworthy
Shi Chen. Xin Yi. Li Wei. Rae.

U: Untrustworthy
o.o

V: Vulgar
ME! Xu Yue haha. If "walao" is a vulgarity, Yi Xuan will rise as the top of vulgarities xD

W: Wicked
AHEM. *grinning evilly at Yi Xuan*

X: Xenophobic
Huh? Phobic to Xeno Lovegood?

Y: Yappy
Hmm. A dog.

Z: Zany
Zany? Is that a name or a word?!

I shall tag...

5 people:
-Shi Chen
-Rae
-Xin Yi
-Li Wei
-Yi Xuan

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Second debt to clear.

Tagged by Shi Chen.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question

that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.

These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people...

1.If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?

I've never had a lover... dunno leh... walk out on him in tears?

2. If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?

Life to be great xD

3. What is th first thing you do when you reached home after sch?

Erm. Unlock the door.

4. What do you love doing in the car?

I'm always too carsick to do anything.

5.What's your ideal lover like?

Er...someone who I love and who loves me back? I dunno xD (omg why is this quiz stessing so much about 男女关系?!

6.Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?

Loving someone xD

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

Er. Maybe forever xD

8. If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?

Hold on to him... but there won't be puddles of tears lah.

9. Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

HOMEWORK. EOYS. (actually I kinda like revising chinese... HA.)

10. Is being tagged fun?

Maybe.

11. Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?

Erm... depends...

12. Are you happy now?

Sorta!

13. What is the thing that you're most afraid of?

Erm... Dunno... people I know dying?

8 ppl tagged
-Xin Yi
-Yi Xuan
-Rae
-Qian Yi
-Ming Hui
-Jermaine
-Cecilia
-Hilary

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Oh yay.

I shall post about today xD

Not much highlights except for CME & Chinese.

Presentation! xD

I was like, improvising on stage ok. -.-

Loads of stuff wasn't in the script and loads of stuff wasn't done.

There's meant to be a super funny convo with the shu ji and sun zhong shan.

Then the board was blocking our voices.

Then we haven't rehearsed, so it was quite messy. And there's only ONE script.

And then no one to control the powerpoint.

:/

I think it's generally ok lah. At least the audience laughed xD

Ok.

After presentation we were watching this movie. It's like, damn sick.

I totally wonder why ji lao shi let us watch that. Probably because of PCCG.

At first I thought that it was about Chinese lorh. So I was watching the movie while fen xi-ing the thing -.-

End up it's for PCCG.

-.- -.- -.-

Argh I still have written task never do.

Tmr got optional xiaozu. I can't go leh. Too much stuff to do -.-

LA poem, Math written task, HMP SIA.

-.-

HMP SIA only left 1 concert journal(finish within half an hour), 1 music analysis (probably take around 2 hours), research paper(estimate 1 afternoon)

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Eeek.

Still have geog graphic organiser on effects of air pollution which I haven't done it. Too lazy to do today so I shall do it tomorrow. I'm a slacker xD

Term 3 is just stress stress stress. The whole term passes and then all the NY people have white hair.

HAHAHA.

Kinda true in a way. Minghui already have them.

Haha.

Ok.

Going for dinner now(I know it's 8pm).

Byebye! xD

2008-08-24T12:53:00.002+08:00

Rawr nothing to post xD

Getting bored of blogging now

Haha.

Nothing much to post actually.

These days is just mug mug mug.

And after EoYs it would be cup cup cup for choral and drama night xD

Can't wait for monday!

First choral and drama night rehearsal!!!

Pity about shi chen...

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Lalala!

OMG 大浪淘沙 is SO nice!

I'm talking about the song, to those of you who watch 士兵突击.

Haha.

Lets do scene reenacting(is that the correct spelling)

Wait.

I can't remember.

Nevermind.

Guzheng sounds very nice xD

Actually all chinese instruments do xD

Whee~~

Sigh. Still got HMP SIA to chiong.

1000-word research paper!

-.-

And I can't find the notes I made on jazz.

-.-

Ok.

Mug/cup now.

Byebye!

2008-08-17T11:31:00.003+08:00

Sigh.

Leaving for china on the 22nd, the flight's at 9am.

:/

Don't be sad! I'll try to come back! Maybe via scholarship. MIGHT.

Yeah.

Umm.

Not sure if anyone's reading this.

I hate leaving.

Felt so bad when Mrs Ee said that dizi need 4 sec 1s and I'm leaving.

:/

Sigh.

Erm.

-speechless-

It's hard for me to type that word

I'll be keeping this blog alive la. Although I can't view it from china.

Yeah.

Erm I wanna use zai jian instead of ________.

Cos we'll meet again one!

NY people when go immersion to Beijing that time must come and visit me!!

(:

-speechless-

Nothing to type now.

So yeah.

Signin' off.

HRUMPH.

Looks like it's not confirmed.

-.-

2008-08-14T20:10:00.002+08:00

Failed History. Rawr.

11/20.

1 mark to pass.

:/

First time I've failed a subject. Nevermind.

It's over...

I mean the History exam. Don't get too worried xD

Should have been more careful about phrasing.

Because I didn't phrase it correctly I lost like, 3 marks which would have given me a pass+A2.

Rawr.

Cried. Only a few tears. Had to workkkk to restrain them. I don't like to cry.

Sigh.

Plenty of other people failed also.

Keng Fang was xing zai le huo-ing on the bus to MOELC.

Dunno why, that made me feel better xD

But no thanks to SOME other people who went around bragging their history marks.

xD

This block test is so weird. I went up in chinese by a small margin and the rest go tumbling downhill.

-.-

Ok. ON TO HAPPIER THINGS!

Snippets!

Ok. Another time. Still got a lot of stuff never do. :/

Byebye!

2008-08-03T11:11:00.002+08:00

Man I'm seriously stuck on 夕阳归帆

夕阳归帆夕阳归帆夕阳归帆夕阳归帆<333

Haha.

Ok. Have to 克制 myself sometimes.

Cos I don't want to be prematurely sick of that song! xD

My piano is my tuner(:

Erm but the piano isn't tuned for ages.

So not sure whether correct or not xD

I WANT TO HAVE PERFECT PITCH~~~~

@_@

Then it'll save the trouble of a tuner! xD

Okok.

I shall post about something...

Something...

Okok.

PSL interview.

Sucked.

I was so nervous Ms Lye(she was interviewing me) had to tell me not to be nervous. -.-

And 2 other PSLs interviewed me. The PSL VP interviewed me :/

I don't think can get in lah.

Who cares. Gain something, lose something.

At least won't miss lessons(:

Okok.

NVM.

Si Jia(the younger one, somehow our class calls her by her chinese name while her english name is Livia) caught up with me sometime... I think it's the day after interview bah. Then she was talking to me about the interview and being a good an wei xD Thanks! xD

And Madame Tournay wasn't there for 3rd lang on wednesday.

So there was this other guy called Romain I think.

He looks somewhat like a lion. Loads of wrinkles, grey and yellowish hair xD

He's super boring.

Like a lot of people falling asleep.

-.-

Ok.

Post about xiaozu!

Rocked. xD

Except laoshi's in a very bad mood.

Tortured Pamela for a long time.

Then Elise brought us the sec 1s out to lian.

And she got frustrated with us.

And she learned drum before! xD

She used the drumstick(wooden one not meat one) to 打拍子. And the table had little dents there o.0

And for that piece it's just CHIONG AH.

Not much time to practise.

She got us to sing to the beat.

I screwed up on my first attempt by coming in ONE BEAT EARLIER and kenna scolded by her D:

Then xiaozu finish le waited for liwei in canteen.

Lala.

Ok. I think I shall put archives on dizi blog first:D

Cos I feel very slack and don't want to do homework.

Ok. List down the stuff I have...

1)3rd lang
2)Chinese SIA presentation
3)Math SM1 which is overdue :/
4)CME

+Getting a revision plan up for EoYs.

:/

Ok. Better go now.

Byebye!

2008-08-02T20:22:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Long time no blog, so I shall blog xD

Dazu!!

Less scary than I thought(:

Maybe because Mrs Ee wasn't conducting haha.

'Cause she's the main cause for my nervousness! xD

Very gan3.

Just got the piece on thursday during xiaozu and then must "showcase" to whole orchestra on friday.

:/

Managed it though... I think...

Can la can la.

Well it didn't start out that well. I kept on getting stuck cos I wasn't thin enough to squeeze through music stands and bags and chairs and people etc.

And I didn't bring my water bottle.

So I was thirsty throughout xiaozu.

:/

And the school water got 鱼腥味. Yuck.

Ok.

I was pretty nervous during start of dazu(hey it's your first time playing with an orchestra man!xD). Can feel my heart pounding away :/

Then somehow when they played for the second time I started relaxing. xD

Dunno why. Probably cos the song was nice and I'm not the only one who couldn't play xD

No offence.

XIAO1 IS SO COOLLLLLLLLLL

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I couldn't follow on the first part at all :/

Second part was a bit better.

Turns out that the first part was solo xD

Jiayou phyllis and pamela! xD

First few rounds I was just stoning.

Then some rounds later I found out that...

I COULD PLAY!!!

Okok.

Then after that I was like, "OHMYGOSH I CAN PLAY OHMYGOSH I CAN PLAY OHMYGOSH I CAN PLAY etc etc"

Bet phyllis was very fan2-ed by me xD

The problem was that I kept losing count of the bars until I got the hang of it. Then I just listened for my part and didn't bother counting(ok I did just for reassurance xD) Then me phyllis kengfang were like, "6. 2. 3. 4." with finger movements and stuff xD

So fun.

The bad thing was that I missed the SAME place for like, 5-10 times in a row??

:/

Horrible.

Kept on getting lost during that part :/

And turns out that dynamics on dizi is pretty easy haha

The hard part is getting out the note esp gao yin.

:D

Then I play like someone who had asthma.

Breathe in and breath out hard.

Cos my qi4 not enough D:

And the tuku part not all the notes came out with their correct pitches :/

And MAN the bangdi's super loud.

I LOVE THE DAZU PIECE~~~

Okok.

I'm going a bit off track here.

(this post is super random so pls bear with me xD)

Then limqing suggested queenie(student conductor) to not let seniors play.

Then the dizi sec 1s were like, "OMG" cos we though it meant that only sec 1s play :/

Which is super scary.

Esp dizi is LOUD.

Turns out that it's only the sec 4s don't play.

^^

Phyllis was like, "Then sec 3s don't play, then sec 2s don't play, then only left sec 1s play" with an evil grin. PHYLLIS! BU YAO XIA WO MEN!!! xD

Ok.

I CAN PLAY I CAN PLAY I CAN PLAY

LALALA

Ok shouldn't get all happy and high over it cos quite a lot of bits I still can't play. Like the super fast part and the gao yin and the tuku.

:/

Okok.

Gtg now post on DIZI BLOG

Byebye!(:

I just found a recording of xi yang gui fan! YAY!

2008-07-28T18:22:00.002+08:00

Long time no post people xD

Ok. Some funny incidents that happened in the period of non-posting.

During LA it was SUPER HILARIOUS.

We were supposed to do this essay thingo... with each sentence from one person in the class. Mr Kaw gave us the starting sentence.

"It was a day I would never forget."

Ok. Then start continuing the story.

Clarissa: "I woke up at 6am."(by far the lamest sentence... LOL)

Then go into flashback. Couldn't remember what Bernice and Cecilia wrote.

Jermaine: "It was the day when I banged into a rubbish bin."

Ok. Maybe that wasn't exactly what she wrote. But the meaning is the same xD

Then talk about rainy day, in shopping mall, forgot to bring umbrella...

Then have to chiong(don't worry we didn't use that in the compo!!)back.

Then see a...

a...

a...

a...

a...

a...

a...

a

a

a

a

a

...FLYING DUSTBIN OF DOOM!!!

Then see umbrella. Pink and Hello Kitty one. Guess why xD

Then run to void deck. Then dustbin disappear cos they can't stay in dry places xD

Then void deck start leaking.

Dustbin come out again

Charmaine: "I screamed, and they screamed back at me."

LOL.

Then there was this bit when they broke into song I think xD

Then Jin Cheng wanted to end the thingo by saying that it's a dream or something and everyone was like "NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" HAHA.

Then...

The last person was Stella.

Stella: "The end...to be continued"

Cos we haven't ended the story yet.

HAHAHA

109's an imaginative class!

HAHAHA

We are imaginative people! We daydream a lot!

Okok.

Shan't be too “班恋" over here LOL.

So that was the really funny LA lesson.

Hmm. What else.

Oh ya. Our culture lesson teacher switched back to ji lao shi.

And you know how she explain to us?

***

o.0 I just found out there's this monster in maple story called STUMPY!

Ashley...

OMG I really don't want Ashley associated with it :/ it's damn ugly.

***

"另外一个老师,因为有另外另外一个老师，生病了，所以另外一个老师去帮忙代另外另外一个老师的课。"

LOL.

We were like, laughing xD

Ok. That's about all?

Yeah that's about all :/

Then today was CROSS COUNTRY

At Mac Richie :/

3.2km. Can die one.

Luckily I'm still alive and well (: or else this post would be super freaky man.

Then I walked half of the distance. Pro right xD

There are some very what teachers along the run.

Example.

***

I shall censor this so that I won't attract unwanted trouble since there's a high chance of the person I'm talking about knowing my blog address.

Oh and in the morning I took the bus with cao lao shi.

She very lonely sitting there cos no one wanted to sit with a teacher LOL.

Then finally got this person wearing NY T-shirt go sit next to her. Then she started talking xD

I wasn't mean enough to eavesdrop. And I can't even if I wanted to. Inside the bus is like, what, 比沙丁鱼还沙丁鱼.

Packed worse than a can of sardines :/

852 is rickety.

Ok.

After the run I didn't get to drink the packer drink.

LIWEI!!! YOU OWE ME HALF OF THE PACKET!!!

xD

Nvmnvm

Haha

Then the black trash bag was so filled with bags that we couldn't even tie it up :/

And then the valuables bag is also used to put skirts.

We managed to stuff 2 skirts into a super small plastic bag:D

And the plastic bag used to put valuables 彻底完蛋.

2 gigantic rips.

Luckily Clarissa brought extra.

YAY to Clarissa!!xD

Then run start. I'm supposed to run with Clarissa but I lagged behind. The "undulating land" is hard to beat.

Then end up I was with Bernice and Weiyu.

Then I lagged behind and lost them.

Then I overtook Bernice. Weiyu was like far in front.

So me and Bernice ran together.

Then lalala, reach.

Then go KAP with Shi Chen, Li Wei, Yuan Mei, Joyce.

Then Clarissa, Cecilia were already there.

Then more people started coming xD

Very fun time in KAP.

Shi Chen kept on singing those super high notes in KAP.

-.-

I dripped apple pie onto my skirt :/

Hope can wash off lah.

:/

Then third lang.

I almost fell asleep in class and spent the whole of break sleeping.

:/

Ok.

That's all for today.

Byebye!xD

2008-07-23T19:31:00.001+08:00

Oh and...HAPPY BIRTHDAY CECILIA!!!

Not sure whether you'll read this though :/

Paiseh forgot to wish you happy birthday during class and french. Was too wrapped up in... uh.... something... HAHA.

2008-07-23T19:04:00.002+08:00

Lalala!

Left HMP now.

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I shall blog about the blocks. Don't mind if there's any repeats(:

Monday, there's History and LA.

Both sucked.

And the two invigilators(ji lao shi and chen lao shi) were pretty freaky.

Ji lao shi invigilated the history paper.

She was looking at my answer -.-

Maybe she wasn't. Anyway whenever she walked past me I paused ><

Then she go that time I start again.

And the sound of her high heels can be quite irritating.

Chen lao shi was much worse. She kept going to the back where I was sitting and reading the newspapers strewn at the sushi bar at the back of the classroom.

So throughout the whole paper except some bits I could hear newspaper rustling loud and clear while trying to figure out the guy's character and how effective the ending was. -.-

Ok that was monday.

Tuesday. Geog and HCL.

HCL first. Invigilated by Mdm Yick.

Not so bad, she didn't walk around so much during the exam.

But after the exam she told us to sit properly next time.

And after HCL I could hardly open my fingers.

That was how much my hand hurt.

And my butt was numb from sitting on one of the folds of my skirt :/

Well that's probably the aftermath of a long paper.

But I remember during the FMPS math paper which was 2h 15min, my hands didn't hurt so much. Maybe I didn't need to write so much then.

I kinda think I screwed my chang wen suo duan.

Just got this feeling.

Then after HCL was Geog.

Ji lao shi.

This time she walked around a LOT and the sound of her high heels really irked me. Couldn't really concentrate :/

And there was one instance it was SUPER embarrassing and 尴尬.

I had to look at the clock halfway through the paper because my watch is not accurate and I don't know to how many minutes. I didn't realise ji lao shi was at my table there.

Then I looked up to see the clock.

Instead I saw her face blocking the clock.

That moment was SO 尴尬.

So I leaned to the right to let her know that I'm looking at the clock.

WTH.

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End up I was so shocked for like five minutes or so.

Maybe that's why I couldn't finish checking the paper. I left two words haven't finished writing when she said pens down. So I quickly steal the two words :/

Now I feel a bit ><

Because it might, just might be considered cheating. So my marks I won't get it 甘心-ly.

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Knowing myself I'd 愧疚 for a super long time, based on past experience. I'm still emoing about that incident.

Ok. On to today.

Math.

Totally sucked.

I don't know how to do the last question ><

The dots and lines one.

I used the cheat method for the drawing bit.

I just counted the number of dots I added, cos I know it should be 15 based on the pattern.

Then just anyhow add, add until look somewhat like the previous diagrams.

For the formula thingo I think I'm dead.

It's something to do with the Guass Formula, I'm totally sure. But at that point I had brain block and COULDN'T REMEMBER THE FORMULA.

End up I die for that question.

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And I got bonus question wrong too.

Because I'm like super careless. Didn't see the qn correctly. Should be $z MORE, not $z per hectare.

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So here's the sad story of my block tests.

One more on Friday. HMP.

I'm so going to die.

I still have trouble following the scores ><

Especially for those fast string quatet/orchestra one.

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Argh.

I'm so going to be dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead.

Oh yeah I haven't done FPS yet.

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Screw it.

Gtg dinner. Byebye people(:(wow the only smiley face in this post!xD)

2008-07-21T17:53:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOD.

HOW UNLUCKY CAN A PERSON BE?!

Ok. *Deep breath*

*Calms down*

Ok.

Blocks today: History and LA.

I screwed both.

For history...

The stuff I 辛辛苦苦 go bei DID NOT come out.

Instead the stuff I DID NOT BEI came out.

So you got how perfectly pathetic I was in the exam.

I totally forgot about oracle bones :/

There was this question about how Shang kings go and predict the future.

I put by observing nature, oracle bones and astrology.

I think the last one's wrong. But they DID have astrology in ancient china. Not sure when it actually started though. But period of Warring States got le:/

I hope I elaborated enough.

AND JI LAO SHI TOTALLY FREAKED US OUT DURING AND AFTER THE EXAM OK.

She was like walking around the classroom LOOKING AT OUR ANSWERS.

Like give people some peace while doing their papers can or not -.-

And AFTER THE EXAM.

SHE WENT TO DROP A BOMBSHELL ON OUR ALREADY DEAD BRAINS.

SHE SAID THAT 4 MARK QUESTIONS NEED 2 POINTS.

WALAO.

LIDDAT EVERYONE DEAD LE. WE ALL USE MR MAC'S WAY TO ANSWER THE QUESTIONS YOU KNOW!!!!!

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Deaddeaddeaddeaddeaddead.

R.I.P.

No should be R.I.T.

Rest In Turmoil.

Rest In Troubles.

Ripped in Turmoil.

Ripped in Troubles.

-.-

Ok on to LA.

VERY 惨.

I DIDN'T FINISH THE PAPER.

AND I DIDN'T WRITE CONCLUSION.

I was crapping and crapping for the last question. Then I HAD ONE MORE POINT TO WRITE ><

Then I had to quickly stop because there's no more time.

I'M SO SCREWED I DIDN'T WRITE CONCLUSION.

And chen lao shi also very freaky ok.

I'm sitting at the back and she kept on walking to the back to read newspaper. -.-

AHHHH

THIS TIME I'M SO DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD><

LA.

我发誓今生今世我跟你势不两立。

Ok.

Jiayous for geog and chinese tomorrow.

I bet I'm gonna be dead.

Howcome this term so unlucky can.

2008-07-20T15:22:00.003+08:00

This is nice. Watch it. If you've got the time, though xD

Last Lecture by Randy Pausch.

2008-07-19T15:49:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY QIANYI!(:

And don't emo! xD

2008-07-17T22:25:00.003+08:00

Long time no blog :]

So here I am blogging again! xD

Ok. 5 mins before I go,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ELISE!!! xD

Man someone cui-ing.

Gtg now byebye!

~~Very bu shuang. Finally got time to blog then have to go after like 5 sentences -.-~~

2008-07-11T19:21:00.003+08:00

Hellos people xD

Crystal's at my house now.

She woke me up from my afternoon nap.

Actually it's when I fall asleep on my bed.

And I missed da chang jin D:

Lala.

Okok. How long have I not blogged.

Anyways these three days got some fun stuff!

Ok.

Wednesday

Ok. This day I'm super pissed with our relief PE teacher.

She came in during LA I think and said there's no PE, no need change.

So everyone happily went for break.

Then turns out there WAS PE, but no need to run.

-.- Next time instructions clearer can or not -.-

Diao.

And well during LA we were doing this Jamacian English explanation. It's so super fun xD

Hello, yu still wid me?

Haha.

Lala.

So that was LA lah.

I can't remember anything else on wednesday :/

Oh ya third lang!

So fun xD

We were doing fruits. She gave us stuff to sniff then she ask us what fruit it is. And we were supposed to say what Ca sent (fruit name).

So fun

And we learnt that "pineapple" in french is "un ananas" pronounced as ah-na-na

And me and cecilia were going like, "anananananananananana~~~" during break

LOL.

IT'S THE CUTEST WORD BY FAR xD

Then french passed very quickly and it's the first time I wasn't sleepy during French xD

Ok.

Then chionged bio when I got home. The petition came out damn funny xD

I shall post it here.

Dear Mr Brain aka my DEAR boss,

I’m the nucleus. Do you still remember me, this poor, round, thing sitting in the cytoplasm? I bet you’ve forgotten me, you’re so busy everyday. Well I’ve now written this letter, to 1) Let you remember me again and 2) Raise my salary which is super low compared to the other employees in my sub-company such as the mitochondria. Oh yes, as my dear postman is keeping track for me, this is the 123545th letter I’m sending you via Spinal Post, with the absolutely the same contents except the counter.

First, I have to tell you that running a cell is seriously not easy. I am producing enzymes every half second to tell my employees what to do. They’re not slackers, yes, but they are seriously stupid. I need to draw up every step for them! So you should get how tired I am now, what’s more with that teensy salary you’re giving me daily. How can you expect a poor, over-worked nucleus survive on that little bit of energy you spare me with every day? Think about it, boss.

Boss, you might think that a nucleus is all about swimming around happily in the cytoplasm, lazing around and sending random enzymes messages? You are certainly, absolutely, totally, and most of all, absurdly wrong. For your information, I control the mitosis of the cell also, which as your super intelligence should be able to infer that, it is vital for growth. That means making you, my boss, become bigger and more intelligent. And IF I die, and worst of all out of exhaustion, there would be NO MORE ADDING TO YOUR INTELLIGENCE. So, boss, my dear, intelligent boss with enough discretion (I hope), please raise my salary!

Oh yes, those are just the two major functions I carry out. There are more! Boss, let me list it all down to you! Then I would trust it to your intelligence to figure this out.

Here goes:

1.Site of transcription
2.Regulates metabolism
3.Organise genes into chromosomes for mitosis
4.Transport regulatory factors and gene products via nuclear pores
5.Produce ribosomes
6.Organise the uncoiling of DNA to replicate key genes
7.Contains proteins that make up, well, a lot of stuff and it’s too long to list it here
8.Regulates production of enzymes
9.Contains genetic material

Nine functions in total.

Boss, just LOOK at the number of tasks I have to do! Oh yes, I will attach a picture of the current me with the letter. Do get shocked when you see it. Finally, boss, PLEASE BE REASONABLE AND RAISE MY SALARY!!

Thank you,

The Nucleus

P.S. Sorry for the capital letters, I was so sleepy I mixed up shift with caps lock.
P.P.S Sorry sorry boss, I can’t seem to find a recent candid photo of myself. I’m going to ask the Spinal Postman to tell you how I look like then.

Lala it's a bit retarded.

Haha.

Moving on!

Thursday

Chinese lesson was a hit xD

Well the lesson material was boring.

And shi chen was like, going, like, "wow~~~... weee~~~~ wooo~~~~" during the lesson and she's sitting beside me. So I ended up laughing during the lesson and I was like right in front of ji lao shi. -.-

And then we were supposed to do some retarded worksheet. On wan qing yuan. Of couse we all silently complain lah. Supposed to copy to microsoft word and do and end up cannot highlight from the web. So we all printed. AND END UP THERE'S NO BLACK AND WHITE PRINTER INSIDE LAB 2. -.-

So paid extra.

AND THEN THE PRINTER KENNA JAM HALFWAY LOL.

But I printed my copy already so nevermind lol.

And then the com lag lag de.

And I was like gesturing furiously at the computer. And ji lao shi halfway through a sentence was like, "干吗?". So I damn 够呛. Lol. Then I was like, 没事没事+ rapid hand movements.

Diao.

Then doing doing doing. One of the questions the answer cannot be found on the website lah. So me and shi chen went to baidu to find -.-

Then end of the lesson she gave 苦差事 to jermaine: call up the website manager and ask them to change. GOOD LUCK JERMAINE lol.

Hahaha.

Oh ya and when I was doing my worksheet right

I turn and ask shichen a question(pestering her in fact).

Then turn back.

And found myself looking at ji lao shi who was reading my answer on the worksheet.

Then I was like, "Whoa" very loudly.

And she actually laughed. -.-

FREAKY.

It's damn freaky for a teacher to sneak up on you. I mean they're supposed to be 光明正大 right? End up so 鬼鬼祟祟 for what.

Ok no offence.

The other fun lesson is LA haha.

We were supposed to...

1)Make a singlish dictionary
2)Make a chat speak dictionary
3)Make a teen-lingo dictionary

AND THE CHOCOLATE RULE IS LIFTED FOR THE WHOLE LESSON!~~~

SHUANG.

So everyone was like sprouting chinese, singlish, and even FRENCH...

I was being extra by telling him that niece in french is "捏死".

Haha.

We found some really funny stuff.

Like there's this singlish word called "Ngeow" which sounds so like "Nigel". And Mr Kaw's full name is Nigel Kaw. LOL. Means "cat" in hokkien or something HA.

A fitting pair! Mr Kaw loves cats o.0

Once a kitten ran over his keyboard and instead of "12." he typed "12ff" during the scarlet ibis comprehension. HAHA.

Oh and the meaning is "Someone who is overly meticulous, nit-picky or tries to find fault." Sourced from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Singlish_vocabulary.

FITS HIM!!!

HAHA.

Well he hates Hello Kitty though haha.

Ok that was LA.

Then geog. There was an OPEN-BOOK ASSESSMENT.

Which I went siao.

Really!

And I a bit 本末倒置.

4 mark description question I wrote around 8-10 lines.

3 mark analysis questions I wrote like ONE FULL PAGE OK.

I even went to talk about the industrial revolution like wth.

-.-

Then everyone said I went siao. And I really DID go siao.

Skip skip skip.

Xiaozu!

Laoshi was being nice by letting me and Keng Fang eat cos we both didn't eat lunch.

xD

My 音色 was better after I've eaten LOL.

And then we talked more than practise. And it was damn sick, some of the chats. I shan't reveal them here.

Then laoshi was doing 循环换气 for us. And OMG he held for like FIVE MINUTES PLUS!!!

OMG.

Pro siah.

Actually he breathes with his nose then come out via his mouth. Keng Fang doesn't believe it -.- trombonists do it also what -.-

Oh ya and on thurs morning there was a RAINBOW over school!

I shall post the pics later since I'm charging my phone now.

PRETTY~~~

Really lorh, that time was history, Mr Mac not there, we were like 疯-ing in the classroom. Then everyone went out to see the rainbow xD

Haha xD

Les arcs en ciel!

And oh there were like TWO!

One was very faint larh.

Friday

=Today!

Today was okok larh.

My leg chou jin in the night.

So I woke up with a stiff leg and it's damn painful when I try to walk. So I limped all the way to school.

Ok skip skip skip.

LA!

~~Ohmygod all the posts got LA lesson one~~

Debate!

SO FUN!

MY GROUP WON!

Hahahahahaha xD

Gained...

CHOCOLATE.

Mr Kaw doesn't think about going on a diet at all haha.

Really!!

Anyways gtg dinner xD

Byebye people! Haha!

2008-07-08T19:49:00.003+08:00

I've suddenly realised that I can't remember any of the Fairfield hymns. Except the school hymn and Over the Mountains and the Sea.

:/

Eeek.

Oh ya and Amazing Grace.

~~I once almost cried over it.~~

And everything's going against me today.

Geog. I have to reorganise the whole file and correction tape the entire content page.

Chinese. I bet I absolutely SCREWED that yi lun wen.

Break. Was standing outside the staff room for ages waiting for ji lao shi -.- some yellow shirt guy was talking to her.

HMP. I can't remember anything from the video.

LA. Nothing, except the fact I almost fell asleep during lesson.

Lunch. Whiled the time away.

Math. KENNA CALLED BY MS TENG TO GO UP AND PRESENT MY SOLUTION AGAIN--WHICH WAS WRONG. I saw the qn wrongly -.- and some more I WAS THE ONLY ONE TO BE CALLED UP AGAIN. Wth. And I forgot to buy the stupid math notebook again. I've been surviving on the small half page I've got left for 2 weeks already.

CCT. The only not unlucky period today.

Then went to the library with shi chen. End up I forgot to bring my library book -.-"

Then I waited for the bus until like 3.40+

Then I was reading on the bus until I wanna vomit le :/

Then I read again at home

And fell asleep on the book

When I woke up it was already around 5pm

And then I got 2 hours of piano

And dizi chang yin.

Piano not much success :/ Except I learnt the first page of the Haydn piece, with slow playing? And suddenly my trill doesn't work.

Dizi is the worst lorh. End up my chang yin hasn't improved NOT EVEN A TEENSY BIT after swimming 5 laps in the swimming pool(mind you it's the longest I've ever done) during the weekend. :/ I think it's even shorter than last time.

T_T

Then I just remembered that bio RAFT is due on thurs and I haven't even researched on the thing yet.

And OHMYGAWD I have the WHOLE HMP SIA due on week 10. Including music analysis.

1 concert journal and 3 listening journals and 1 music analysis. Oh and one more 1000-word research paper which I haven't started on yet.

Talking about research. I still have the chinese SIA presentation thingo to work on. And I have absolutely NO IDEA on what to present on.

I feel very pathetic :/

And I screwed the geo properties quiz today. I didn't get to finish the questions.

1 MORE QUESTION.

It's so much easier to just vandalise on the diagram itself and drawing arrows.

And oh I've got around 4 marks minused already lo. Congratulations.

Ok. Shan't be too zi4 lian2 here.

I think I shall talk about the yi lun wen.

I think mine is just shi li and not much yi lun. And the organisation is crap.

And shi chen says that organisation is the most important thing in a yi lun wen. :/

I'm gonna fail for this.

Like, seriously fail.

I think that dream about qing compo might come true on that yi lun wen.

:/

Ahwell.

Lets search for something funny that happened today.

Oh ya.

Today during yi lun wen(again), someone not from our class was like, screaming something like OHMYGOD like right outside our window.

Even ji lao shi looked up and her expression was damn funny.

And FYI it's damn hard to make her look up from her work even if there's a whole noisy class bustering outside the classroom, from past experience during zuowens and li jie.

Ok. Skip on to LA.

MR KAW DOES NOT OBEY HIS CHOCOLATE RULE AT ALL. TODAY HE SPOKE FRENCH LIKE FOR THE DUNNO HOW MANYTH TIME IN LA LESSON.

He was like, "Le stump." and the "le" is obviously french. By the way he's talking about Ashley (no offence, Ashley xD). And he calls Ashley "Stumpy" during LA lessons.

Global tales is boring. I can't bear to look at it.

And it's very clean you know.

Haha.

^^

Ok suddenly I feel better.

Gosh I have such mood swings.

Gtg gotta do my maths! Byebye!

2008-07-06T23:23:00.003+08:00

Wow. It's currently 11.23pm.

AND I'VE FINISHED MY LA PATCHWORK 4!!!!

Shall post it here cos I too happy le xD

Contrasts

The hacker crouched, hidden in a corner of the room. He looked around the room. All clear. He stood silently. Time was ripe for revenge. He went to the main computer beeping in the room, transmitting and receiving electronic messages sent by the NeuroBrain owners. He walked to the computer, and tapped on the keys fervently. Once in, he inserted a program code into the computer’s base code system. He smiled to himself, a smile of victory.

***

Saphira strolled down the streets in the 2030 A.D. city. The wondrous sights of floating Zephyrs did not disturb her; neither did the towering skyscrapers, nor the fantastic neon displays that dominated the cityscape. She did not care, as she was not a part of this world, just because she did not own a NeuroBrain, an electronic brain that enabled you to gain abilities beyond the reaches of a normal human. Owning a NeuroBrain was an identity, proof that you are from this age. She could only stay as a mere clerk in the NeuroTech company because of that mere reason, but she was more knowledgeable on the inside workings of the NeuroBrain than the person who designed it.

She walked past a giant plasma television display. The newscaster was commenting on the NeuroBrain. “A NeuroBrain, aside from providing you with super intelligence, lets you communicate telepathically. All of them are linked, so you can share absolutely everything with other people. It’s the greatest breakthrough of modern age!” The newscaster spoke enthusiastically. Saphira grinned to herself, wondering if he had written all those pretty words by himself.

She looked down at her shoes. It was of a 2007 Nike model. She was not proud of it – it was considered as a total antique in the city. Nevertheless it was the only pair of shoes she had. A man walked past her, and pushed her out of the way. She looked at him, and got a shock. The man’s eyes were blank, like those of a wax figure. Then she noticed that everyone’s moments were synchronized, even their breathing. All that unnerved her. Something was definitely wrong.

As she walked on she noticed many unusual sights. She knew that a virus was injected into the NeuroBrain, and it was controlling the people’s actions, having read about the brain itself through the years. She tried to ignore the signs. After all she had no feeling for this city, even though she had lived there for half her life. She never loved the cityscape; she never loved the citizens. They were hostile to her. She did not belong there.

Gradually she realized that she was the only one with in the city with a mind of their own. She had never thought about it before, but now she was the only one to…save the world? Even the thought of it sounded ridiculous. She seemed so small, so insignificant. What could she do? She did not even know where he was!

Never mind where he was! Saphira knew if she went to the control tower of the NeuroTech Company she can get everything back to normal by reversing the code the hacker had placed in the Main Computer. The police could do the rest.

She ran to the control tower of the NeuroTech Company. As a clerk in the NeuroTech Company, she had access to all the rooms. She walked boldly up to the now intimidating office building of NeuroTech Company, scanned her retina, and went into the office building.

Nothing blocked her way, yet she knew she was being watched. Security cameras were everywhere in the office building, to prevent workers from stealing valuable parts from the factory. The NeuroBrain users had lost all thought of moral values through the years, and there was no doubt that the NeuroBrain itself was causing the damage. Saphira smiled sadly, and continued down the deserted hallway.

She reached the control room. Something was amiss. No beeping sound came from the computer locked within the steel doors. She took a deep breath and placed her finger on the touch pad. The door clicked open.

She did not see anyone in the room. She walked to the computer tapped on the keys. A series of codes flashed up the screen. She had to find the harmful one, delete it and replace it with the correct one. Too absorbed with her task, she did not notice a black figure rising from the floor. It was not until she heard a hoarse cough that she whirled around, alarmed. From the poor lighting, she could just make out a black figure, and that he was a man, a teenager no older than her. She could not see his face in detail, but she could tell that his face was finely crafted, as if shaped by a sculptor out of stone. His face was indeed like a block of stone – cold, emotionless. There was an odd gleam in his deep blue eyes. He spoke.

“So, you’re the person without the NeuroBrain, aren’t you?” He asked. His eyes belied his curiosity. He moved towards her. Saphira was not sure if he was as scared of her as she was scared of him. She could hear his laboured breathing clearly.

Saphira plucked up the courage to ask him, “Why would you want to do this? You’re destroying all of mankind!” He laughed a bitter laugh that echoed through the room. Then Saphira saw something gleaming in his eyes, shining in the light from the screen of the computer. She knew that it was not the usual twinkle that any living creature had in their eyes. It was tears. He started recounting his story, and it came out like water rushing out of a broken dam.

“I was born, by parents whom I never knew. You see, I was abandoned since young. My parents regarded blue eyes as “a sign of the demons”, and thus abandoned me in a rubbish dump. I didn’t know how I survived. The only thing I knew was that I didn’t have a NeuroBrain installed. I never bothered to register for one, and never could. Then I came to this blasted city, seeking for a better life.” He glanced out of the window with hatred and revulsion. “I was not accepted by anyone, as they all had a NeuroBrain and in some way, ‘superior’ to me. I was bullied for fifteen years. The most common thing I heard them saying to me was that I was not human.”

A maniacal grin spread across his finely carved features, contorting it and making it look grotesque. He looked back at Saphira and continued his story. “Oh yes, girl, I am not human. I am beyond any human that was ever created! Look what I did to them, they who bullied me for fifteen years! I controlled them! Never thought that there would be this day, huh?” He shouted to the streets through the open window. A mad laugh escaped him.

Saphira was stunned. This person standing right in front of her was of the same plight as her. Abandoned, lost, lonely, looked down upon, pride trampled beneath high-tech shoes. Those feelings and experiences were familiar; they were a part of her life, her history. Her past whirled before her eyes, images from her past that sickened her. The flow was endless, and she could not stem it. She felt pity for this stranger standing in front of her. She could just walk away now, and not care, and she would live a better life. An argument raged silently within her, threatening to tear her apart.

An angry roar broke her thoughts. The person suddenly pounced on her. He missed, and went right out of the window. Falling through the swirling mist, he screamed, “I am beyond…” He did not have time to finish his sentence before crashing to the ground a hundred meters below. His last shout echoed though the narrow alleyways, a shadow, telling of a man’s tragic story and, with it, the true face of this age of prosperity.

Saphira stared at the open window. She did not dare look down, fearing what she would see. She sighed, and went to the computer. She found the code and removed it.

She wondered if she had done the right thing. Giving back the people’s minds would thrust her back into the world of discrimination she had known the moment she was born. She made a mighty effort to pull herself away from those thoughts. Even though if she sealed her fate with this, the people she was saving was her kind, even if they did not treat her so. She felt no regret in doing this.

Just then, the computer regained its steady beeping sound. For an unknown reason, she felt an infinite sadness originating from deep within her.

A crystalline tear rolled down her cheek.

YAY :D It's 1483 words long!

Write summary now! Byebye people!:D

2008-07-06T15:30:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah and last night I had a very very freaky dream.

About the qing compo, can you believe that? And it's not a good one.

I dreamt that I got back my qing compo. And then the ping yu was(translated) something like, events not powerful enough, doesn't give the reader a deep enough ying xiang...

Then ji lao shi was there also(wth why she always appear one -.-). She was like so damn disappointed and I remembered her saying 你到底怎么搞的 in my dream.

Freaky.

And then the marks was also super horrible. I remembered seeing a 28/70 on the paper.

@_@

I seriously hope this dream doesn't come true ><

Or else I'm so dead.

Even if my parents and ji lao shi don't murder me I think I'll commit suicide if I get that kind of mark.

I'm serious ><

Bleah.

Why can't I have better dreams that I can remember instead of horrible dreams that I ALWAYS remember? I can't remember the good times yet I can let myself stay in the bad times.

-.-"

Okok. Chuck that commit suicide thingo.

Maybe I won't be so extreme.

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Ok.

Feel better after posting that freaky freaky dream.

Byebye people(:

2008-07-06T15:19:00.002+08:00

You know, now I feel very lucky(:

The qing compo I've(and the rest of 109) got the whole holiday to do it and some people needs to chiong it out.

The chinese SIA I've got A1 while some people got very close to A1.

I've found my book Eldest.

I've finished my LA scenario writing except for cutting down on the number of words.

Mr Kaw lost my crappy essay and I ended up redoing a better one.

I'm drinking coke now.

Now it's only 3pm and I've only got geog and LA to do.

There's no school tomorrow and I can finally sit down and revise.

I've finished the xiao ke.

I've got a cut on my arm and I didn't know how I got it.

There's 6A'07 chalet in DECEMBER:D

I've got shi bing tu ji to watch when I'm bored.

Lala!

Sorry if I've offended anyone(:

I definitely feel very lucky now xD

But a lucky person still has headaches D:

Over LA.

Everything has 2 sides(:

Perspective and attitude are linked.

And right now I want to rest a bit, watch shi bing tu ji xD

Lazy bum ain't I.

But you need a rest after completing a 1800-word LA essay! Before headaching over it to edit it of course.

xD

Byebye people(:

2008-07-05T16:38:00.002+08:00

MOVEDD :D

2008-07-05T15:50:00.002+08:00

Lala.

Ok forgot to post about this.

I got back my chi SIA marks.

79/100.

T_T

ONE MARK TO 80 OK!!!

ONE TEENSY MARK

ONE TEEEEENNSSYYY MARK

D:

Bu shuang.

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Argh.

ONE LEETLE MARK TO 80 80 80 80 80 80 80.

><><><><><

I not happy.

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And I got so many cuo zi in the portfolio I see already like want to die like that.

><

I swear to find a way to cure the stupid cuo bie zi problem.

D:

Sian.

2008-07-04T19:04:00.002+08:00

YOUTHDAYFUNFAIR!!!

So fun!

I totally HAVE to blog about today!

Well I reached sch at the usual time wearing class tee. Hehs. Then Liwei also wore class tee! Hahaha. Momo was the only one who did not wear class tee. She wore the camp tee HAHAHA. LOL.

The funfair did not start very smoothly... we had a series of problems...

Then shichen me and xinyi went to buy ice for the ice boxes. At the 7-11 near NY. Feel very weird going out of the school during school hours without teacher's consent :/

Man the ice was... COLD.

Ok. That was extra.

Anyway we made it back there in time. Then I had to carry Qianyi's yogurt to the canteen. Then had to lump the ice in. Then music start le ma, no time to chunk the ice into little bits and dump them inside, so me and hilary just dumped the whole huge chunk above the ice boxes. Have to say thank you to a 209 senior who helped(: I dunno her name. Haha. Then had to rush to quadrangle just when music going to end. WHEW we made it there before national anthem started. When I reached the row ji lao shi was like surveying my class tee(as you know me and shichen were the ones who forced her to wear class tee). She didn't scold hehheh LOL.

*The language of the post isn't very alive here, because the author had just woken up from a deep sleep since 4.15pm.*

She didn't even book me as late. HAH.

I was all sweaty. And the class tee isn't too helpful in absorbing sweat. It sticks to you.

And ji lao shi complained wrongly about the hugeness of the class tee. It fitted her just alright. BUT SHE ISN'T WEARING SKIRT. Nevermind.

She looked nice in it(:

Then after national anthem me xinyi clarissa rushed to take care of the ice.

Have to thank that senior again(: we were using qianyi's blue ice to chunk the ice into bits cos we did not have any scissors or something.

And someone in my class forgot to bring the ice box.

So me and xinyi ran around looking for ice boxes or styrofoam boxes.

End up borrowed from 1/13 which was right beside our class. -.-"

THANK YOU 1/13:D

Then went to buy coupons and found out that I've only got 5 dollars. -.-"

Spent it on bubbletea, pizza bread, and the other 1 dollar forgot where I spent it on.

Ahwells.

Feel very paiseh for people I qian-ed to go to their stall and buy.

><

*skip skip skip*

Fast forward to FASHION ROJAK!!!

EUNICE LOOKS SO CUTE ON STAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO...SO... MINIATURE!!!

*no offence here if I've offended anyone*

LOL.

The 201 model very funny leh.

The front very nice then the back suddenly got this SHUFANG in block letters there. o.0

*no offence again*

Then. The teachers' one is so nice LOL.

MR NIGEL EVIL REASON KAW!

JI LAO SHI!

MRS WONG!

:D

Mr Kaw looks so super... 臃肿. He doesn't look that big on the front side but when you look at him via side view he looks very FAT. LOL.

---Walao. Blogger just cut off my post. CHEAT MY FEELINGS!! D:---

Ok.

Move on to ji lao shi!

SHE LOOKS SO NICE IN KOREAN COSTUME.

When she go on stage that time her hands were clasped in front of her. Then (not sure if she apply the face powder thingo or it's blushing) her cheeks were quite red. She had...chopsticks, I think, holding up her hair. And OMGEE she looks so shy shy de cute cute de when walking lorh! And she did 2 90-degree bows. Hehs.

Pictures later once I get them from shichen(:

Then Mrs Wong was wearing this indian costume! She looks so nice!!! But the teacher beside her doesnt LOL.

Then chinese dance performance and NYCO pipa performance.

Had to go during pipa performance to help clear up ><

Then Fennie was like, WHY YOU RUN AWAY FROM NYCO PERFORMANCE?!?!?!

Lol.

Then yixuan liwei xinyi and me were playing this retarded game of trying to touch each other's foreheads. LOL.

Then debrief in the hall.

Pity Eunice didn't win the fashion rojak :/

But JI LAO SHI WON FOR THE TEACHERS' FASHION ROJAK!! LOL.

I think arh no one else wanna waste coupon on teachers except our class :/

She helped us to get our mian zi back LOL.

Or else really gua bu zhu leh.

HA.

Then we found out there's a cleaniness check during debrief. AND ZOMG THE WHOLE WEEK ABSOLUTELY NO ONE WAS DOING DUTY.

Que de people.

Then had to stay back and clean with a number of people ><

Then doodled on the whiteboard with words. Shall upload the pic later.

Then shichen wenli and me went to lib.

Borrowed 1 book :D

zhu zi qing! Haha.

Then going down to bus stop that time shichen was like, you wanna chat to ji lao shi?I was like, what? Then she knocked on ji lao shi's window and said I wanted to speak to her. Then I was like, 石琛！！！是你要跟她说话的啦！！！ Ok that wasn't exactly what I said, but nevermind. Then shichen was asking her where she bought her korean costume. -.-"

Then go home, I came home then I was sleeping like a pig until 6.15pm. 2 hours. Wow.

Then I'm blogging! LOL.

Lala.

That's all for today!

Feel very paiseh cos borrowed off a lot of people and didn't do my shift cos that time all sold out le ><

Byebye people(:

2008-07-03T20:07:00.003+08:00

WEIYU I REALLY REALLY DIDN'T SABO YOU FOR THE FASHION SHOW THINGY!!! I REALLY DIDN'T!!! I VOTED FOR EUNICE!!!!! NOT YOU!!!

WEIYU I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY DIDN'T!!!

><

Ok.

Maybe I clicked wrongly or something ><

Okok.

During today's xiaozu laoshi actually like, what, SLEPT?!

Then we were playing this game where we tip toe out of 109 classroom without waking him up.

End up he wake up by himself when I went back to get my Famous Amos cookie(:

Then the erhu teacher came(the guy), and talktalktalk to yin laoshi. DISTURB OUR TRAINING LAH.

-.-"

He very what leh.

End up we only lian-ed the lian xi qu once.

-.-"

Okok.

What else can I blog about today.

Hrumph.

OH YES CHINESE LESSON!!!

Xiaoke by our group.

Horrible. ><

Ji lao shi said we lacked commmunication. T_T

But we prepared chong fen-ly!

Hahaha.

The games had quite a good xiao guo(:

But the fenxi was like so suck.

I think I spoke too fast again. :/

I ALREADY FANG MAN FROM NORMAL SPEED LE!!!

T_T

Guess I really go like a bullet train during normal conversation.

><

And when we ended there was like, 15 mins to end of lesson. Just nice for laoshi to explain to us the newslink and the newspaper articles to read(: HA.

Lala!

And then

I shall blog a bit about everything then. Since today was so funny and piss-ed like.

Haha!

Ok. What else can I blog about.

Oh ya. LA!

-.-"

Ran up and down from 2nd floor to 4th floor at full speed for 两个来回.

-.-"

That's about all. -.-"

Then maths. SUPER FUNNY XD

Someone wrote "Operation Banana" on the board.

And Ms Teng called us "Banana" through the lesson.

LOL XD

Then me and shichen sms bombed ji lao shi again!!

So fun XD

Well those are the exact words we sent to her.

Me+Shi Chen: 老师明天一定要穿class tee噢！！！一定要！！！

季老师(to both shichen and me... waste sms fee... LOL kinda rhymes!): 尊命。(LOL she actually typed it wrongly. Should be 遵命!)

Then, as me and Shi Chen promised to forward ji lao shi's reply to each other, end up we forward AT THE EXACT SAME TIME SIAH. SO COINCIDENTAL!!! LOL!!

Ji lao shi very funny leh. HAHAHAHA:D

Ok.

YOUTH DAY FUNFAIR TOMORROW!!! MUST MUST MUST COME TO 109 STALL!!! AND 109 PEOPLE MUST WATCH JI LAO SHI WALKING WITH KOREAN COSTUME!!:D

Haha!

When is the fashion show arh. -.-"

I wanna watch ><

Esp the part with ji lao shi!!!

But I think from the canteen can see the podium larh. XD

YOUTHDAYFUNFAIR<3

:D

Tomorrow's gonna be FUN!!!

:D:D:D

Byebye people!

2008-07-01T20:07:00.004+08:00

I'm crying over you
It's like I've lost my soul
No I can't let go
It's in my very soul

When I walk past you
In a crowded place
You saw me, I know
Yet you never notice

I wrote a thousand letters
All addressed to you
Decorated with a thousand pink hearts
Yet they never reached you

You never noticed
Did you? Don't lie
However hard I tried
Yet you just took it in your stride

One phrase is all I need
Something really simple
And that phrase is all I seek
That day did not come

Oh it's time for me to tell
That phrase that was kept for long
That phrase that had given me hell
Speak it to me and I'll be gone

That phrase is, love,
"You were something in my eyes"
That is all I desire
Of you, my peace dove

Ok that was seriously emo. Go guess the meaning for youself!:D

Lala. About today.

PE was hell. Ran like, SIX rounds in total ok.

My poor knee. It hurt this morning until I almost couldn't get onto the bus. My right knee almost gave way.

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Height and weight!

I GREW 2 CM!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY!!!:D

And I gained weight also. T_T FIFTY KG SIAH. -.-"

But my percentage same same de larh. 100%(:

Poor joyce, hurt her knee. Even worse than mineD:

She was limping halfway though PE and until like, recess.

Ok. After PE was maths. MS TENG NEVER COMEEEEEEE((((:

Did Math SIA. Or chionged.

Hahahaha

Oh and today morning we were chionging the math SIA until ji lao shi appeared.

Then we quickily packed up and entered the classroom after her.

She was wearing this black shirt with satin sleeves. Wow. -.-" Show off. LOL. Jkjk.

Okok. So math was slack.

Then break ate lunch during break. The sushi almost made me vomit but I guess it's because I'm already bloated cos of the beef don. :/

Then was HMP.

FOR THE MODULATIONS THINGO I ONLY GOT LIKE 18/30.

AND ONE QUESTIONS FROM AUGMENTED 4TH I GO COUNT UNTIL DIMINISHED 4TH. -.-"

反了.

送分给老师. T_T

And I DARN MISSED ONE QUESTION.

-.-"

ASHLEY'S SO CUTE WHEN SHE'S ELEVEN!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG

MRS HO SHOWED A VIDEO WHEN ASHLEY WAS 11 COS SHE WAS INTERVIEWED COS SHE WAS A STUDENT OF SOME FAMOUS PIANO TEACHER GUY!!!

ASHLEY'S SO CUTE WHEN SHE'S ELEVEN!!!!:D

And she's still cute now!:D

Well after HMP was LA.

I'M SUPER PISSED WITH MR KAW.

HE ACTUALLY WENT TO LOSE OUR SCENARIO WRITING OK.

****

AND WHAT'S MORE, THE SOFTCOPY'S IN MY THUMBDRIVE AND I FREAKING LOST IT.

SO END UP I HAVE TO REWRITE, REWRITE!!!

HOW STUPID IS THAT.

AND I SUCK AT LA.

Walao.

-.-"

Dun dwell on that le larh.

Then after lunch was chinese!<3

Haha.

Yi lun wen again.

And for the FIRST TIME I felt sleepy in chinese class. Towards the end of the lesson. 'Cause yi lun wen is just too dry and ji lao shi was like recapping on what we've learnt for the past few lessons on yi lun wen. Which I've like memorised already. -.-"

And ZOMG we're going to write our first yi lun wen next week! D:

I have to look for stuff to write man.

About ou xiang again.

-.-"

You know I think our class a bit different leh. I asked mo(from 107, dun worry it's just her nickname) and she said that they did si han on 自我介绍 and another zuowen on 我的偶像.

Their zuowens are so much slacker man.

-.-"

Like ZOMG.

WE DOING YI LUN WEN THEY DOING XIE REN DE JI XU WEN.

-.-"

Walao.

And you know it's damn retarded.

During the lesson the powerpoint was talking about what 释迦摩尼, pronounced as "shi1 jia1 mo2 ni2" as one of the 事例.

Which is the same prnounciation as my name.

Wth. People were laughing there.

And ji lao shi was like, 你们这个都能扯到一块儿啊.

I guess she's a buddist. LOL.

Hahaha!

NOT FUNNY.

Even though I was laughing silently for some reason.

After that was class contact. Briefing on what to expect if you're a PSL.

Eh I dunno whether I wanna be or not.

As a PSL LESSONS ARE MISSED OK.

SO NOT THAT AFFORDABLE.

><

T_T

Not sure larh.

D:

Lala.

Okok.

After that was CIP!!!

Pre-performance nerves. And I know I've not mastered liang xiao yet, what do you expect, me only getting the score for like THREE DAYS and shichen jincheng sining getting their score like A MONTH PLUS AGO?!?!

Haiz.

END UP DIZI COVERED LIKE ALL THE 3 ERHUS.

LIKE ZOMG.

And I blowed lousily.

Missed a lot of notes.

And can hear the old people talking talking down there.

T_T

SORRY SHICHEN, JINCHENG, SINING!!!!! D;

T_T

No breath also.

I swear I'll swim every week and run in the morning for all weekends.

O:

ANYTHING TO IMPROVE ON MY QI.

T_T

D:D:D:D:D:

Okok.

Then on the bus to meiling centre we were playing bomb.

Minghui go bomb ji lao shi.

And you know what ji lao shi said?

"谁在bomb我啊?"

Minghui cum cum. LOL.

Nah she didn't scold.

NO FUN DE.

Then on the bus trip back we were like, 1/9 BOMB, 1/9 BOMB, 1/9 BOMB TO JI LAO SHI BOMB!!!

Then ji lao shi replied, in ENGLISH,

"1/9 should bomb to 1/10 not to me!"

LOL.

没劲儿

Well she bombed to 1/10 in the end(we had some 1/10 students with us to do CIP also)

But 1/10 never reply. So bad de:D

Haha.

Ok that's about all for today. I feel like it so I shall write another emo passage in CHINESE THIS TIME!

Hahaha!

Ok here goes!

他看了我一下，在那同时，我也看了他一眼。我们四目相对。我的心，想触了电一样，突突突跳了起来。他的眼光充满了。。。我无法形容他的眼神里透露着什么，但更无法形容那时的感觉。大概是快乐吧，但快乐中夹带着一些伤感。说不上来那伤感是从哪儿来的。可能是从我和他永远也不能在一起的缘故吧。可是，在那刹那，我注视着他的眼光时，那几秒钟是幸福的，一天中最幸福的时候！

Go guess the meaning! Hahaha.

Ok. AH STILL GOT MATHS. GTG NOW BYEBYE!:D

2008-06-30T19:40:00.002+08:00

Ok. I SHALL BLOG ABOUT THE WHOLE DAY.

Just the bits I didn't blog about in the last post.

When I came to school like ZOMG liwei wasn't in school yet. I thought she had taken the earlier bus with Mo!

Then ji lao shi came in super early larh.

Then after the pledge-taking she explained the fenxi to me.

Before that she was digging around in my pencil case, saw my purple pen(<3!)and was playing around with it. :/

Then she used my purple pen to annotate the fenxi thingo that my whole group couldn't understand the meaning.

MY PRECIOUS PURPLE PEN!!!

Gosh I sound like Gordon in Lord of the Rings.

-.-"

Haha. At least can edit the fenxi for the better now!!!~~~

Haha.

Well after that was speech training.

I kenna 糗 again during speech training.

-.-"

I ALWAYS 糗 during speech training. Stupid.

This time was because I suddenly blanked out during the tap clap shoot thingo.

-.-"

I couldn't remember the sheng mu :/

Well I CAN bei it, but not so well.

And OMG I didn't recognise Charmaine's voice?!

-.-"

WHY AM I SO EASILY NERVOUS.

Nevermind.

I hope I'm not goint to 糗下去 for speech training. I've had enough of 糗-ing during speech training. :/

OH CRAP CRAP CRAP!!!

I've just remembered that I FORGOT TO HAND UP THE EF1 CORRECTIONS AGAIN!

WTH.

Heck larh.

-.-"

Old age is catching up.. LOL.

Fast forward to French.

WTH WTH WTH I LOST THAT PENCIL THAT MISS FOO GAVE ME FOR CHILDREN'S DAY!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

ZENMEBANZENMEBANZENMEBAN!!!

I just remembered hearing a "piak" when I was head-down on the desk and half-asleep.

OHMYTIAN.

I'M SO DEAD SO DEAD SO DEAD SO DEAD!!!

D:

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I'VE GOT TO FIND IT BACK.

:/

French lesson nowadays=falling asleep in class.

Cecilia actually DID fall asleep in class. 5 mins only larh. OMG and it was actually ENOUGH to get her recharged. Don't know how she does it :/ have to learn from her.

Stuff about sleep that I want to learn:

1)How to sleep on the bus
2)How to fall asleep once you touch your pillow
3)How to manage to have dreamless sleeps

Seriously now practically every night had been fitful.

Just YESTERDAY I dreamt something about ji lao shi(well that was the only character I can remember from that dream). That was super freaky. I forgot already. It was totally very 杂乱, like a messed up movie trailer. That was all I can remember.

And those dreams can be totally 要命. One moment I'm dreaming of something funny and I laugh in my sleep. The other moment I'm dreaming about something totally the opposite not sure whether I cry or not larh.

Those dreams can seriously tear you. That's why I've been sleeping early for this week but I feel very very lethargic whenever I wake up.

I wish I can remember what I've dreamed of. It might cast some sense of comfort.

It's damn freaky ok.

And the point is I CAN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING FROM THE DREAM.

Wait.

The movie trailer one I had yesterday.

I think it started out happy or something. I can just remember a classroom and that's it.

Those dreams come the most clearly when I wake up in the middle of the night and then I go to sleep again.

The most freakish dream I had below. Do not read it unless you want to.

I remember the most freakish one I had was when my mum was murdered by some guy. I was watching from my own point of view.

And ohmytian. It was scary. No blood.

No huffing and puffing.

I remember getting her into this lift of a flat that looked very office-ish after she'd been stabbed.

And I remembered meeting this guy in the lobby of that flat. And then we talked and he said a lot of philosophical stuff that was totally unrelated. Something about death I think.

And that guy looked so calm it totally freaks me out.

And then I got her to the dunno how many-th floor.

And then I tried to treat her.

And then she said this very very very freaky sentence, in a voice that was SO hoarse it didn't really sound like hers at all! Like some spirit's speaking through her! And do you know what she said? IN A VERY CALM VOICE SOME MORE.“没有用的。。。*cant rmb this part*。。。还有，损坏了的心。” SO FREAKY.

And then I woke up.

And that was not the most freaky part! You know during the dream I FELT AS IF I'M THE ONE GUIDING THE DREAM!!! I WAS!!! I KNEW I WAS!!! THAT'S WHY IT'S SO FREAKY!!! I'M ACTUALLY GUIDING MY MUM TO DIE OK!!! THAT'S SO DAMN FREAKY!!! AND I ACTUALLY WANTED TO STAY IN THE DREAM BEFORE I OPENED MY EYES TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED!!! IT'S SO NOT NORMAL!!! I'M ACTUALLY GUIDING THE WHOLE THING!! I AM!!! I AM!! WHY AM I SO EVIL!!! I'M NOT NORMAL!!! I DON'T FEEL NORMAL!!!

Haiz.

I seriously hope that I'm wrong and I'm not guiding the dream.

Cause I don't want my mum to die.

After I woke up I went to hug my mum and then there was cold sweat dripping down all over me. The blanket was wet. No tears but I was super scared.

And then we talked over half the night. I didn't tell her that I felt as if I was the one guiding the dream.

Come to think of it, I was guiding the dream. Only at the later part when I felt myself starting to wake up. That part when she said about the heart thingo. I somehow knew that sentence was coming.

What did I do wrong? Dreams are a reflection of fears and hopes.

I seriously hope that dream is not one of my hopes.

Are dreams good or evil?

Another question.

God.

Why am I wasting 20 minutes posting this now.

But I seriously feel better after posting that dream.

:D

Ok. I shall go do my Math SIA reflection and analysis and work allocation now!:D

Byebye people!:D

2008-06-30T17:30:00.002+08:00

Today's sluggish.

As in sluggish, not slack.

But slack IS sluggish.

-.-"

okok.

I shouldn't be here anyway.

I just HAVE to blog!

Ok to cut it short I shall ONLY blog about lunch and bio and chinese lesson and LA.

:/

Well, lunch first. Let you laugh a bit first!

Well shi chen was talking about ji lao shi being random etc and very _______.

Once shi chen went to bathe right, then laoshi called. She didn't pick it up(duh she's in her bathroom) then come back got 1 missed call on her phone. Then she smsed laoshi and laoshi said that she didn't call shichen. THEN laoshi called shichen to ask her something. WOW.

And then we're laughing and laughing.

THEN.

JI LAO SHI CALLED SHICHEN.

Like OMG?

说曹操曹操就到.

Except ji lao shi isn't as evil as caocao(maybe she is... *grins*) nor as smart! LOL.

Muahahaha.

Okok enough joking.

Then shichen told laoshi that we were 讲-ing about her.

Then laoshi was like, 在讲我的坏话啊?

Shichen said, 没有啦，讲你的好话.

LOL.

Muahahaha.

拍马屁.

Wahahaha.

Then we talk talk talk then go up larh.

Ok. Bio next!:D

Ms Lye bounced around the classroom again.

Aaaaand the screen rolled up on its own accord for 4 times in total in the lesson!:D

I actually counted to keep me awake for the lesson. HAHAHA.

Maybe not correct de. I was half-asleep... still.

SUPER CONFUSING SIAH.

:/

Enzymes... Proteins... DNA... Genes...

Terminologies, swirling in my head EVEN NOW.

Ouch.

Shall stop thinking about it cos it makes me head hurt.

:/

My poor head.

Got traumatised THREE times today for god's sake.

1. Bio
2. Chinese li jie
3. French

T_T.

Luckily I learnt some stuff in pri sch already.

THANK YOU MR CHAN!!!!! :D

AND MRS QUEK!!!:D

:DD

Gosh. I found that I already know a lot of stuff.

Like haemoglobin(YAY I managed to spell it correctly this time!!!:D).

And genes.

And enzymes.

And the no nucleus red blood cell.

:D:D:D

So it becomes easier.

:D:D:D

Easier, ER. Still not the easiEST.

Still kinda confusing. ><

Protein makes up enzymes.

Red blood cells have no nucleus, cos they want to have more space to transport oxygen.

Haemoglobin is the thingo that binds oxygen molecules with it.

Haemoglobin turns brown when it does not have oxygen to bind it with so blood in the veins are always darker that the blood in the arteries.

Enzymes are released by genes that can be switched on and off to turn on and off stuff that specialises the cell.

ONE MORE THING THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

WHY ARE RED BLOOD CELLS IN THAT SHAPE???

Weird.

Ok. I shall backtrack to LA.

Book cart!:D

Mr Kaw was playing with my electronic dictionary when I was reading. -.-"

AND HE ADMITTED THAT HE WAS OLD FASHIONED!!!

He said he's still using the book type of dictionary when we've all changed to elec ones.

And he was like, "cooollll" when he saw my elec dic. -.-" I think I was exaggerating. Nevermind!

Then he was like examining it.

I had to use the book to hide my face so he couldn't see my expression. I wanted to laugh for some reason.

And YAY I'm going to finish the book!!!:D

Ok back to the time flow.

Chinese LI JIE. :O

I didn't manage to finish 1 crappy question.

I wrote like damn slow.

I'm not used to that pen.

And my hand writing is super neat and small.

Small comfort.

I had to anyhow do chang wen suo duan.

Sian.

REALLY anyhow do.

Just managed to get below 83 words.

-.-" And I'm super sure I missed out a lot of points.

Dead.

-.-

Then me and jincheng just caught the LAST BUS TO MOELC.

Whoa?

Like ZOMG.

Very lucky horh!

:D

But I would like to pon french more.

Hehheh.

WHOA 6PM!!!

GTG LE!!!

BYEBYE!!!

HAVE A NICE TIME REVISING!!!:D

2008-06-27T19:03:00.002+08:00

Gah. I can't find my rao kou ling!D:

Ok. About today.

PCCG.

Discussed about CIP and the youth day funfair. Me and yixuan and jo-an planning the games(:

Then Maths.

OH SHIT I HAVENT HAND IN THE CORRECTIONS YET -.-

I forgot to do

AND MY ZUOWEN CORRECTIONS ALSO!!!

D:

Walao I so forgetful one. T_T

Ok. Nothing to talk about maths one larh. To Science!

BIO WAS FUNNNNN

But I almost fell asleep in class, I was so tired.

Ms Lye was bouncing around the classroom as usual!:D

But her energeticness couldn't really keep me awake.

As a result I think I need to borrow notes from other people.

-.- really have to perk up during lesson.

During bio I was poking myself with the pencil and pinching myself, HARD, and I STILL COULDN'T PERK UP.

Cells are fun!:D

:D

To LA!

ESSAY D:

I think I write over leh.

1 1/4 sides already = to around like, 300+ words. And then I wrote a full 3 sides.

-.-"

Talk about long.

I think I wrote 700+.

D:

Nevermind. He won't bother to count one :D

He's too lazy! LOL.

Oh ya during assembly Mr Kaw was reading from his NOTEBOOK. Apparently he drafted it not long ago, maybe today. Lol.

NO EYE CONTACT!:D

Lol.

And then during the essay he was like SLEEPING?!

In class! When he's supposed to be invigilating us!

Lazy right?

I just saw him close his eyes then sit at the teacher's table there.

No snores, what a pity.

LOL.

Then then then I finished my essay quickly. Haha.

No time to count though :/

Well but the essay kinda woke me up!:D

Wasn't that sleepy.

Then lunch.

Heard band performing! So nice de!:D

Lol.

Euphoriums are nice!

The piccolo looks so like dizi :O

From side view.

And the player looks a bit like portia. LOL.

Couldn't hear the bass at all.

:/

Maybe cause it's a string instru and the rest are woodwind, brass and percussion. The rest very loud and then bass very soft.

Then was history.

I FORGOT TO BRING NOTES AGAIN.

Stupid me. What's happening to my memory nowadays.

Then was HMP.

PIANO MASTER CLASS!!! In aug though. Sounds fun!:D

Free music listening LOL.

And we did a listening assignment during HMP.

So hard de.

-.-"

Like zomg.

I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DO ALL THE MODULATIONSSSSSSS

D:

OHMYGOD!

AND I JUST RMBED

I ACCIDENTALLY LEFT OUT A QUESTIONNN D:

Dead.

-.-

Then practised liang xiao with shichen.

Joyce's erhu went crazy. All the strings were super loose.

And the place where the string is held taut dropped off.

I pity the erhu and joyce.

Then I STILL CAN'T BLOWWW

Because:

1. no qi
2. cant transfer from low note to high note abruptly

-.- HAVE TO LIAN LIAN LIAN

Ok. THEN JI LAO SHI REPLIED!!!:D

And I can't understand her comments.

><

Font size super small and it's confusing.

God. Gtg now.

Byebye!:D

2008-06-26T20:28:00.003+08:00

Hihi!

:D

Yupps it's me again! LOL...

I'm being lame here.

Well what did we do today?

History first. I FORGOT TO BRING MY NOTESSSSS D:

Because I filed it already!

Waste pages on my notebook -.-

Well it was quite fun actually. As history lessons usually go(:

Next, Math.

Ms Teng's hair... changed.

Can't tell whether it's cut short or grown longer.

LOL.

Tmr must bring my SALE stuff.

Solving Algebraic Linear Equations.

-.-"

And got back WS EF1 & 2 today. Disaster.

EF1 was 满江红. So many wrong... I'm so damn careless can.

Break. Ate lunch during break.

Chinese later!:D

Yi lun wen again.

-.-"

I hate yi lun wen. They're so boring but easy to do. That's why I don't like it. LOL.

Well she wasn't as humorous as yesterday, but the lesson was still fun!:D

Looks like she wasn't really 做秀-ing yesterday. Phew.

Lol.

And my group's gonna teach next week. OH YA HORH I HAVE TO SEND LAOSHI THE FENXI TO LET HER SEE FIRST. I almost forgot!

:D better send now or else forget again

---brb---

Sent le!:D

It's damn damn damn INFORMAL.

LOL.

Nevermind.

Then after chinese was art.

So fun! I got my hands dirty LOL.

And the sketch of a plaster nose I'm supposed to be drawing with charcoal came out... horrible.

It doesn't look like a nose at all siah!

I need help with proportions. Seriously.

-.-

And after I finished drawing my hands arh, 活像只熊猫的脚掌.

Black black de.

@_@

Then was lunch.

Shichen, yixuan, me went to give laoshi the report books.

It's damn lol.

Shichen called laoshi first to know if she's in her office or not.

Then someone in the classroom was blasting some stupid jap song. That sounded horrible.

Luckily laoshi didn't pick up the phone or else she would hear some 五音不全 guy singing.

So we dun care just go down.

End up.

When we go down to 2nd level that time we saw laoshi giving remedial to some seniors. LOL.

So we just left it with another teacher to put on laoshi's desk.

And we just walked past without da zhao hu-ing to her.

And then shichen told us that she thought laoshi was in the toilet.

Then we were laughing like hell.

Then,

Me and shichen practised the 良宵.

It's so so so so nice!

But some of the high notes my dizi can't reach so I found out later. T_T.

Dizi can only do like 2 octaves. 1 dizi can only do like 2 octaves.

But erhu can do like dunno now many octaves de. @_@

Lala.

I alr had a hard time playing cause it's almost composed COMPLETELY OF HIGH NOTES. My breath not enough!!!

Diao.

Ok then was geog.

I FORGOT TO BRING MY UTILITY BILLLLLLLL D:

And Rae couldn't find hers.

So we borrowed Eunice's. Or was it Ashley's?

Geog flew by.(lol. sounds like something that came out from a compo...!)

Then was LA.

Slack slack slack.

And I was almost falling asleep for goodness' sake.

I slept at like, 12am yesterday?

-.-

Then xiaozu

In 109 classroom(:

Elise say we very guai cos we always close the windows after class. Lol. She should see what our class did to the teachers during april fools. LOL.

And the juniors went out to lian.

Keep on migrating from 1 place to another.

And I kept wanting to fall asleep during xiaozu.

Guess that's because I've been 失眠-ing for almost the whole week.

-.-

And suddenly my di yin got problem.

My qi cant chen xia lai again.

-.-"

Ahwells.

Then then then.

Go home.

Well today's very very mundane.

Tomorrow's not going to be.

BECAUSE WE'RE DOING AN ESSAY FOR LA!!!

Dead>< I havent thought of what to write yet.

-.-"

Ah well. Nevermind. Shall slack(:

Byebye people!:D

2008-06-25T23:18:00.002+08:00

God. It's already 11.19pm and guess what? I've just finished my homework.

I seriously need to work on my time management.

Ok. Lets see what I've done today.

Reached home at around 5.15pm. Then showered until 5.30pm. Then did homework until 6pm. Watched da chang jin until 7pm. Then read until 8pm. Then started on homework. Blogged at around 9.20pm. Took 20 minutes.

If.

I don't read and don't watch da chang jin

I'll be at 9pm now.

God.

And I've gone the whole day without practising my instrus except for lunch prac.

Ok lets calculate the time I'll spend practising my instrus.

Piano - 2 hours(MENDELSSOHN AND HAYDN D: PLUS SCALES!)

Dizi - 1 hour, maybe 45 minutes. Lets just make it 1 hour.

3 hours total.

So I'll sleep at around 10.30pm.

Reasonable enough.

So conculsion: Not to watch da chang jin and not to read when you know you haven't got time. And don't on the com until all your written homework is finished.

Great. -.-"

And I still need time to revise.

I need to manage my projects.

Seriously.

Current projects on hand:

Math SIA - 1 more step(:
CME - still need make puppet -.-
Chinese jiao ke thingo - Answers to quiz questions! Info on kelong!
Bio - CWANE WIU WAISE MYE CELERY PWEASE MR BWANE??? PWEASE???

3 in total.

Not to mention FPS which I'm sure they'll weigh in down on us the next session.

-.-"

Current exams for revision(prioritised):

- Chem block test
- Block test
- Dizi Assessment(dunno when mrs ee is going to test us)
- French controle which is miles away

God.

4 of them?!

Argh I'm so damn dead.

Luckiy chem not a lot to revise(: I listen during lessons! And it's all very easy -.-now to entertain myself I've been bei-ing the periodic table.

Gah.

And I've decided to look through my french notes right after each lesson.

My french sucks way too much for me to not do that.

Hope I can follow this.(:.

11.31pm.

Gtg lerrs SLEEP!(:

2008-06-25T21:09:00.003+08:00

Heyyos(:

I just finished my art. And my right arm currently hurts like hell. ALL BECAUSE OF THE LAST FEW BOXES OF THE SHADING THING. :/.

Ok I shall recount today!

First lesson, we had BIO!!!

SO FUN!! MICROSCOPE!!!

I destroyed 2 onion epidemal layers before succeeding on applying the iodine and putting the cover slide onto the specimen. D:. Thanks charmaine for giving me yours!:D

I very ben shou ben jiao one.

But the end result was good! IT WAS DAMN CLEAR LIKE HELL OK.

Considering the last microscope experiment I did(with mr chan during P5(:), this is quite a good thing!

The last time I used the microscope I couldn't see anything except for some squiggly stuff which turned out to be the dust on the stage. I don't think I dyed the cheek cells enough D:

AND I ACTUALLY DREW THAT FOR MY WORKSHEET.

That was stupid.

Ok. Back to the present. I wish I could have taken a photo of those cells(: so cute de. But kinda freaky when you're adjusting adjusting and then suddenly all the cells come into focus. Gave me a shock in fact.

Unfortunately I couldn't get the largest magnification lens to work with my specimen. I just see dots. D:. Nevermind.

Or else maybe I'll be able to see other stuff? Like chloroplast? Not vacuole. I couldn't see it with the 40 magnification lens. And it's even larger than the nucleus in a plant cell, well, supposedly.

Then Ms Lye was bouncing around the lab(: she was checking the view of the specimen in people's microscopes(that's the best way I can phrase it, I suck at LA). She kept on saying "SUI!" whenever she sees a really good one. Charmaine's one was like ZOMG SO PRO. So bigggggggg!!! Mrs Lye say can use for picture reference during exam le. @_@. Can be teacher's personal maker of the pictures of microscopic stuff LOL. Charmaine if you are reading this, DO NOT KILL ME I'm just kidding!:D

So we did the worksheet etc.

Then it was LA.

We were late for LA again and then Mr Kaw was standing outside the classroom to ying jie us. LOL.

LA class was damn funny sia. Mr Kaw talked about his "non-existent holiday".

Based on what he said(might not be correct arh):

"Well my holiday started off with the parent and teacher meeting. So I spent half the day dishing out report books and consoling your very traumatised parents. Some of your parents actually came over to catch me. *Blah blah blah about parents saying daughter standard dropped etc*. So I showed them the average mark and they kind of got it. So that's the very sad starting of my holiday."

*The next part is really really funny*

"Then I got dragged off to Korea. Some of you here *surveys us* are fan of Korean dramas right? Well and the Nanyang girls are crazy over Korean drama. And you should know, when 8 fans of Korean drama goes to Korea the homeland of Korean drama, the result equals to me dying. Well, when we're on the bus, we passed by this village place, and then they were going, 'OH THIS IS WHERE THEY FILMED 大长今!' and then the tour guide said 'you all know?' and then the girl was 'OH YES' and then scene re-enacting. *Same thing for another place where they filmed 咖啡王子* "

*Laughter ringing through the class*

"There was another female teacher from Nanyang whom I won't name with us, and she also happens to be a big fan of Korean drama. We were walking along this crowded subway tunnel during rush hour, and we saw a poster of this Korean actor whom I don't know the name, and then I had to take picture for the female teacher whom I won't name with the poster for EIGHT TIMES. Well, Korean-drama-crazy nanyang girls plus another Korean-drama crazy teacher in Korea, you would have guessed how I felt. I was totally exhausted to the limit."

*Class laughing like hell*

"And then I went to *another place, cant rmb this whole chunk*...*blah blah blah*"

"When I came back to Singapore, it's time for Staff meeting. I had to think up of ways to comment on 109's performance during Language Arts class. blah blah blah..."

"*conclusion, forgot what is it*"

LOL.

Then it's lesson and we were comparing Mildred D. Taylor and Ken Saro-Wiwa.

Boring. I was reading the short story "Full-stop" throughout the lesson. Hehheh.

Well next was PE.

The teacher was like damn fierce.

3 people got reprimanded during PE. I count myself within that number.

In chronological order:

1. Shi Chen
2. Me
3. Jin Cheng

Stupid.

Shi Chen got a lecture because she couldn't take PE because she had stomachaches. Poor thing. THEN SHE KENNA LECTURE LEH. -.-"

Is there a reason to lecture someone who's sick and couldn't take PE??? NO RIGHT.

Then for me. It's also super unfair kay. She was talking talking there and I couldn't catch a word of what she's saying. She was so soft larh! And I was right at the back but unfortunately in the full view of her. Wth. Then I looked away for like two seconds. THEN SHE GO LECTURE ME. About eye-contact and stuff. TWO SECONDS. -.-"

Then. Jincheng kenna because she looked sleepy(that's how she ALMOST ALWAYS look btw). She was like talking to her after lesson etc etc etc.

-.-"

I have got a bad impression of the teacher.

I shan't blog about PE that much. I wanna forget about it -.-"

And man during lesson that time she was so soft I couldn't almost catch her words on lecturing me. But it's about eye contact, I do know that much.

Then was break. VERY SHUANG. No long queue!!!:D

SHUANG SHUANG SHUANG

爬着去也不会有人跟你抢

Super shuang right!

Ok. After this was FPS. Okok larh. At least the teach didn't kill us when we didn't come up with enough problems.

Then lunch. Dizi prac. 20 minutes pass so quickly -.-

Then chinese<3

There were two teachers in the classroom leh. I bet she's a MOE inspector or something. Maybe that's because why ji lao shi was being extra nice during lesson, extra humourous and all. -.-.

变脸变得好快啊

Diao.

YI LUN WEN.

Super boring.

But ji lao shi made it fun enough not to hate it(: Actually quite easy leh.

Then had this tao lun thingo.

Because of the mercy of the other group members, I AM FORCED TO PRESENT.

Ji lao shi's being very redundant about changing groups. Well it went like this. When she said she wanted us to tao lun and present, Ashley was like, Shi jia Shi jia Shi jia. Then she was like "诗佳什么？还没开始讨论你就开始诗佳了" Then she changed groups.

NO DIFFERENCE DUH.

-.-"

LAO SHI NI HEN EXTRA LEH.

I wonder whether it's 做秀 or not.

-.-"

Fake people.

Whatthehell. I think I would be less nervous with the original one -.-"

Well I was pushed on stage by some EXCEEDINGLY kind people.

Well you've guessed.

I WAS SUPER NERVOUS.

Well and when I'm nervous I tend to not string my sentences together very perfectly.

And I get nervous VERY EASILY.

And that's why my oral presentation sucks to the core.

And I talked super fast in the beginning(??? I WAS JUST TALKING AT NORMAL SPEED SIAH.) Ji lao shi was like, "Huh什么？赞成还是不赞成？"After I said my first sentence. DO I REALLY TALK THAT FAST?!?!??!?!

Gawd. I've discovered something about me today.

That I've got the ability to talk very quickly!

But 惭愧, I can't really 顾及 my pronounciation. And it's even harder to do that when you're nervous.

-.-"

AND I NEED A WAY TO CURE MY NERVES.

Seriously I get stressed over small stuffs ><

Man.

Then third lang.

Boringgggg

I can't understand why people can do so well in languages.

I suck at languages.

And I get the chills while looking at them. Except chinese duh(: <3 chinese(:

Ok. Then went home alone.

MY GRANDAD CAME!!!(:

He hasn't changed at all! He's the same old grandad that I used to know! But I'd hope he's changed for the better. His temper in fact.

Well he didn't lose his temper at me today.(:
Some teachers can be so fake. PLEASE LARH DO YOU ONLY DO YOUR BEST WHEN INSPECTORS ARE AROUND?!?!?!难道那些高官贵族才是人我们学生就不是人了啊？没有搞错！
Sheesh.

OMG I JUST REMEMBERED I STILL HAVE TO READ THE KE WEN!!! Die. Still have Math SIA. Sheesh.

Anyways byebye people(:

2008-06-24T21:55:00.004+08:00

LOL something very very retarded happened just now.

I had another missed call from ji lao shi. In the afternoon and I just realised a while ago.

So I called her back.

And. It turns out to be...

HER FRIEND'S CHILD IS LOOKING FOR A PIANO TEACHER. AND SHE ASKS WHETHER MY PIANO TEACHER IS GOOD OR NOT.

Like -.-"

WASTE MY PHONE BILL.

I USING PREPAID YOU KNOW.

This kind of thing send sms can le call for what -.-"

AND.

到底是你朋友拜托我还是你啊？

LOL.

Ok gtg lerrs.

Byebye people(:

2008-06-24T13:41:00.002+08:00

Urgh. NY's coms are so lag. This PARTICULAR window has lagged for like 4-5 time alr each spanning from 1minute to 5 minutes. diao. Getting super pissed with the typing also!!! WHENEVER I TYPE IT LAGS AND LAGS AND LAGS. fed up.

Actually I'm blogging in school! IN MY MATH CLASS SOME MORE. Ms Teng not here mah... then she asked us to do this super easy Heymath! assignment. Eh I'm not the only one slacking horh! The WHOLE CLASS is either watching video, photoshopping or blog hopping or blogging. :D

Had Ms Yip back for Geog today. Suddenly she bian lian until nice nice like that. Diao. Not saying that she isn't nice before, but...

She showed us the photo of her baby! So cute. His name is Amos. Famous Amos! LOL. He's soooooo cuteeeeeeee!!!!!:DDDD

The si han I think I did ok larh... I THINK... the other 2 zuowens were major disappointments. I NEVER GOT ABOVE 50 FOR ALL THE ZUOWENS. My xie jing wen only got like, 44/70 with 5 cuo bie zi which=-5 marks. T_T. NOT HAPPY!!!

Sheesh. I SUCK. D:

Oh ya. Talking about chinese. I havent' handed up my qing compo yet. Better hand in today scarly I forget. I'm quite old ya know, so my memory not good... LOL.

And ZOMG. HMP EoY we have to like play TWO CONTRASTING PIECES. Gawd. Wonder if Mrs Ho minds if I play just the prelude for Bach's Prelude and Fugue in D minor? I haven't learnt the fugue yet! And in grade 8 people expect you to play the prelude AND the fugue. I'm dead. I just got the exam pieces scores like LAST WEEK ok. Obviously cant gan out in a few months. Je suis morte :{.

I love score-reading. Although I always get lost in the score part. And WOW your eyes really have to move damn fastin order to gen shang the music. D:. In all the practises I got lost @_@.

Yupps. LA was quite funny as usual. Ashley had to stand on the sushi bar because Mr Kaw suggested it. LOL.

Oh yeah and the chem pop quiz which was during break. MS YE TOOK OUR WHOLE BREAK MINUS 5 MINUTESSSSSSSSSSSSSS D:.

I did ok for the quiz I think. A few wrongs, not so bad larh. Only 1 wrong so far:D BUT THE POINT IS IT'S BECAUSE OF CARELESS MISTAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

><.

Shall end here. Or else no time for me to submit this in time because this thing is SO LAG.

BYEBYE PEOPLE:D

2008-06-23T17:24:00.002+08:00

First day of school(:

I didn't get a good night's sleep last night. I woke up 3 times.

1. OHMYGOSH I FORGOT TO PRINT MY QING COMPO!!!
2. OHMYGOSH I FORGOT TO TAKE MY REPORT BOOK!!!
3. OHMYGOSH IT'S 6.30AM ALREADY!!!!

-.-"

So you can guess, I'm pretty lethargic today.

The day started out... with me and Shi Chen chionging the geog assignment. Lol. So we were scribbling at the benches near home econs room until the music started.

First lesson was the first-ever speech training. My yu yin not biao zhun one!!!! D: Have to lian at home. T_T

Well we had homework. Not much at least, just one tongue twister. Quite easy to say... if you want to say it in the correct pronounciation it's a bit harder. LOL. Like obvious. Nevermind! Since I'm talking to myself LOL.

Then was BIO. Ms Lye rocks! Well the only thing was that during LSC she made us clean two toilets but who cares. LOL. She rocks! Maybe it's too early to xia jie lun. LOL. But she's really energetic and all. She talks super quickly. REALLY quickly. Like your average bullet train. Haha. And then she was asking us why were we so quiet. We're taking notes!!! She's talking so fast we have to write fast right? That's why no one's talking. But maybe everyone's just too shocked at how she teachers. Seriously she SUPER SUPER energetic.

Now about the subject itself. It's quite easy. At least the topic on cells is. Like everything I've already learnt in primary school. THANK YOU MR CHAN!!!:D lol. The only thing is that you have to draw... and I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO ARTISTIC TALENT.

Ok. Then lunch chiong geog again. Finished it, and then me and Shi Chen chiong down to eat what jincheng bought for us:D and I gobbled it up within like, 5-10 minutes? LOL. That's already chao1 fast for me! Heh heh.

Then was culture lesson. The teacher was nice(: so many breaks. But the thing is I CAN'T HEAR WHATEVER SHE'S TEACHING. She speaks so softly. -.-" I wonder if she's got a sore throat. SO SOFT. And no visual guidance some more(I didn't bring my notes... hohoho...). -.-" She finished the stuff she's going to teach today in like half an hour. So the rest of the time she play with us. We played jie long!<333 Cheng yu some more. More challenging!:D I thought up of 1 of the cheng yu(bu yao yi si... haha lol.)!:D

Then was CME. Ji lao shi. Instead of ye lao shi. She says her lessons are quite slack. Today she just clarified admin matters with us... and teached chinese. We got back that ying yong wen we did. AND MINE WAS A DISASTER. I LI TI OK D:. I got like, 10/20??? Like ZOMG. Luckily my yu wen quite good or else I would have failed. And HOORAY FOR JI LAO SHI we're going to do another one tmr! And she'll take the better done of the two!!!! THREE CHEERS FOR JI LAO SHI:D

And there's this major mix up of the CME SAIL. Ye lao shi thought we're going to cheng xian OR game when we're supposed to do GAME ONLY. And then present. So our group get pian yi -.-

Still going on with the presentation, dun worry. We've put a lot into this haha, so don't say we didn't do as much as you all. WE'RE DOING PUPPET SHOW and the puppets are all HOME MADE. So don't say we didn't do as much!LOL.

Next time must wen qing chu first before starting work -.-

Yay ji lao shi didn't ask us to do another game within a short time :D:D:D

Ok. Next we had assembly.

HMP PERFORMANCE!!!

Get to relax, except the fact that the day was slack.(sorta rhymes, yeah?)

RAE, MERI AND HUAHUA ALL PRO DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ROUND OF APPLAUSE!!!!

ZOMG. I'm surrounded by pro people D:

Then LD briefing. YAY 109 did not have ppl caught eating at undesignated areas!!!:D

Guai kias. LOL.

And.

Mrs Wong found out the url of a class blog. Which had links to all the other classes' blogs. Gawd.

But no one posted anything OBSCENE and not up to the teacher's standard on my class blog, so can relax. LOL.

Then principal's address. Then 3rd lang.

Went through the controle paper in french.

61 61 61 61.

Have to improve on that soon. D:.

And I saw xuyue's braces when going home!

Rainbow de. When she smiles or talks a lot of colourful stuff on her teeth stares at you. Hohoho... Lol.

And her fringe is SO WEIRD. I ALMOST COULDN'T RECOGNISE HER OK.

And.

Her fringe gives me a bit of the "Cleopatra feeling". Which means her fringe makes me feel like I'm staring at an ancient egyptian queen. LOL. It really looks very egyptian!!! Well if she had the sooty eyeliner on and whatever else she'll look totally like an ancient egyptian girl transported to AD 2008. Wow.

Lala.

Shall go watch da chang jin now(: I very slacker right. Ahahaha. I shall begin on my homework(project left) after I watch da chang jin. I swear I swear I swear. lol.

Byebye people(:

2008-06-22T20:41:00.005+08:00

Omg. The holidays pass by so fast.

It's like less than 4 hours till tomorrow. Which is the first day of school.

时间，过得这样快。

纵然你去珍惜，珍惜了很久，

它还是会无情地离开你。

撇下你，

让你，独自在沙漏中留下的沙漫步。

沙漏中留下的沙，

构成了一片沙漠。

这就是时间的沙漠。

沙漠，没有尽头。

它的尽头，就是它的起源。

里面偶尔有水，少得可怜。

根本不够你挥霍。

但是珍惜又能带来多少？

五分钟，十分钟？

每个人每天只有二十四个小时。

水的量，是一样的。

水，不可能因为珍惜而更多。

只会用得更久。

永远，

是不可能的。

永恒，

是个奢望。

只能珍惜。

本能地去珍惜。

God. Why did I write that.

Man I haven't bathed yet.

Shall go bathe now.

Byebye people(:

P.S. Was that a 朦胧诗 that I just wrote? LOL.

2008-06-22T16:17:00.002+08:00

Reading. A book.

Diao. That was redundant.

The book isn't like a book. It's a super thick book. With super small words. And it's chinese(nothing wrong with that)

It's more like a 砖头

I love reading 砖头s. Lol.

2008-06-21T17:24:00.001+08:00

I feel so accomplished:D

2008-06-21T15:18:00.001+08:00

WOOT!MY GRANDAD IS COMING ON TUESDAY!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D

2008-06-21T12:04:00.003+08:00

Ok I feel lik it. I shall post about the past 2 days.

Yesteryesterday

Xiaozu! In the afternoon. At least I didn't feel hungry!

At first me and fennie went to find Mr Teo for her chinese file. And we found him in the office eating bee hoon. Didn't dare disrupt. Fennie say later he open the window while still chewing and then mumble mumble mumble. SO FUNNY~~~

Then laoshi come, xiaozu start.

Quite slack de larh. Laoshi gave us like, what, ELEVEN breaks ok! And then, once when laoshi was AWOL the erhu teacher(dunno his name, I just know that his surname is Zhang) came in and say what "吹得不错啊". Then he asked us whether we are sec 1 or not. Then he went away. Like -.^? And then some teachers were having conference. We were like shouting for them LOL. That time laoshi was away also! Lets see. We waved for Mr Chia, chen lao shi and (me only) ji lao shi. All reply except ji lao shi. So bad de. LOL. Haha! Talk about deaf.

LOL.

Then laoshi quite freaky leh. I was looking at the zuowens pasted in the 107 classrooms, with my back to where laoshi was sitting. Well he was gone at that time. Then I turned around - HE'S SITTING IN HIS CHAIR. Freaky. Or maybe I'm too chi dun. Nvm.

Then Fennie's chinese teacher Mr Alex Teo was being super funny. Fennie said that the first time she smsed him she typed chinese painstakingly but then he replied in english. Waste her time lol. Then today she needs to take her chinese file right, but it isn't in his pigeon hole. So she sms him again. He never reply right. Then she was like, LAOSHI!!! Where is my chinese file???? in the next sms. And then we were like going up and down looking for Mr Teo. Then he replied. Guess what he said?

"With me in my office loh."

LOH.

LOL!

Like where got teacher use singlish one. So cheapskate. LOL.

And the lian xi qu's are nice:D I can play le! The first one. But some of the low and high notes can't come out. T_T. And the very staccato-ish one is hard. My tongue very suan leh. And my cheeks also. Man I need to brush up on my chang yin. It sucks -.- I can't even reach 4 pais. -.-

Eh but I didn't really eat lunch then. LOL.

I just ate like 2 bites and then went for xiaozu.

LOL.

Lame excuse. Haha.

Ok. And after xiaozu I saw jincheng. She says that shi chen was allergic to something and currently has rashes :/ poor shichen. Haiz, but then MY GEOG ASSIGNMENT HOW. I got si xin one lol. T_T...

Ok. Fast forward to..

Yesterday

Finally finished 1 yue du bao gao.

Returned the books with zhang. End up zhang was late for tuition. Going to be late le still go popular. -.-"

Then go home.

And I chionged the jiao ke thingo fenxi until 1am++ and only slept at around 2am. Wth.

And end up I cannot sleep leh. Wow.

Ok. That's all for yesterday...

Chiong my yue du bao gao. My mum says that I have to finish everything by today which is quite impossible. Nevermind. Live with it.

Byebye people(:

2008-06-21T12:02:00.001+08:00

I love candy floss<33333333333:D

2008-06-21T10:06:00.003+08:00

I shall count the homework I have left.

-1 Yue du bao gao
-chinese jiao ke thingo
-math SIA(SOMEONE is not helping...)
-chinese jiao ke thing(wth larh chiong fenxi last night only slept at 1am woke at 7.45am today to finish up homework. wth.)
-CME
-FPS

CRAP.

Yesterday chiong fenxi until 1+am. Then woke up at 7.45am today... to chiong homework. Now still got so much wan.

Ok. I shall send my xing xing ku ku zuo chu lai de fenxi to the people causing me to be pissed. Ok. Then I shall chiong my yue du bao gao.

This holiday is so crap.

BYEBYE PEOPLE.

2008-06-19T20:36:00.002+08:00

Ok. I shall clear the quiz debts I owe a lot of ppl.

First quiz: From Minghui.:D

[10] Firsts

First Best Friend: Umm Deng Hui? Known him since when I was 2 or 3? Maybe Xu Yue. Hmm.

First Pet: a goldfish? (I think.)

First Piercing: Nope. Waste money as jilaoshi says. LOL.

First Crush: Nope! Waste time larh...

First CD: Can't remember...

First Car: Real or fake? Real: NOPE. I DON'T EVEN HAVE A LICENSE. Fake: Long long ago in a far away land...

First Stuffed Animal: 2 days after I was born? LOL. Maybe the DAY when I was born.

First Love: Mum and dad?

First Place Called Home: China in Beijing:D

[9] Lasts

Last beverage: Plain Water.

Last Car Ride: Is taxi counted?

Last Movie Seen: PRINCE CAPSIAN!!!<3333333

Last Phone Call: 5 seconds ago...

Last Song You Listened to: A few hours ago... the dizi lianxiqu...

Last Bubble Bath: None.

Last Time You Cried: Wang ji le.

Last Thing You Ate: Udon!

Last Bad Thing You Did: I didn't practise dizi for, like, 1 week?

[8] Have You Evers

Have You Ever Dated Your Best Friend: As in... you want me to xiang wai or not to xiang wai?

Have You Ever Arrested: Huh? Which way round?

Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: Whatthehell is that?

Have You Ever Been On A Limo: No. But I'd like to!:D

Have You Ever Cheated: Lots of times... tingxie... once during exams... etc...

Have You Ever Been In Love: Which kind?

Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident: NO! Or else you won't see me blogging now.

Have You Ever Broken A Bone: Yeah when I was in P2...

[7] Things You Are Wearing

-Specs

-Hairband

-T-shirt

-watch

-pants

-undergarments

that's all!

[6] Things You Have Done Today

-Been to xiaozu?

-Read Eragon for the dunno how manyth time.

-Discussed project

-Breathed

-Moved

-Cleared my quiz debts

[5] Favourite Things

-BOOKSSSS<3333

-Chinese!<3

-cca

-MY PEN(why did I say that)

-myself?

[4] People You Tell Everything To

-Myself

-Myself

-Myself

-Myself

I am me.

[3] Choices

Black or White: Anything. Colour or the side?

Hot or Cold: Both larh... depends...

Chocolate or Vanilla: Liang ge!

[2] You Wanna Do Before You Die

-Figure out what's life(sounds really chim)
-Writewritewrite
-Fufil all my goals!

And a lotlot more... I suddenly have a feeling that my life isn't enough for all those things D:

[1] Thing You Regret

A lot lot lot lot... I don't need to list them do I?

Tag 11 people.

Wow.

Ok.

-Hilary
-Cecilia
-Ruijun
-Huimin
-Yingjiao
-Xuyue
-Yixuan
-Clarissa
-Xinyi
-Keng Fang
-Crystal

Yay.

______________________________
Yingjiao's next!

Oh MAN. I've done this before can...

So I shall skip!

YAY.

______________________________
Yixuan's!

1.Have you seen a miracle happen in your life?
Yep! When I got 270 for PSLE and got A* for English.

2.What is the thing you want most now?
Dunno...

3.What are the goals you want to achieve in your life?
A lot... lazy to list...

4.If you have one wish to wish for what would it be?
I dunno... World peace?

5.What am I afraid to lose right now?
Dunno. A lot of stuff.

6.Do you believe in eternal love?
Yep:D

7.What if someone confesses to you?
Break down and cry? Too gan dong LOL.

8.Will you give up everything for the person you love?
Yeps!:D

9.If you have permission to destroy someone or something, wad would it be?
HOMEWORK.

10.If one day, your loved one is going to be run-over a vehicle, would you risk your life and save him/her?
Yep:D

11.Who do you miss now?
6A, my grandpa, 109(see I so pro right, holiday so short already missing them -.-)

12.What type of ppl do u hate the most nw?
Too many questions.

13. Will u treasure every friendship u have?
DUH...

14.What if you are tired of everything? Will u give up?
Rest. Not give up!:D

15. What do u think is the most important thing in your life?
Family and friends! Relationships in general:D and LOVE! The christian kind. LOL.

16. What do u wan friendships to be like?
Neverending.

17.Which country do u wish to go nw?
CHINA~~~~~I wanna see my dad.

18. If u feel low someday, who will u turn to?
Books... Disappear in them...

Anyone to do this!:D

Second quiz tagged by yixuan.

# Quiz to do from Cara-

1. Do you wish to get married?
Depends.

2. What do you want the most now?
NO HOMEWORK.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Uh. Myself I guess. Yi xin zhong larh... Family and friends beside that:D

4. Do you have enough confidence?
NO.

If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
NO HOMEWORK HOLIDAY!

7. What are you afraid to lose?
Everything.

8. What is your favourite storybook(s)?
INHERITANCE CYCLE<3333333333333

9. What would you do if HE/SHE hugged you?
Depends. I shan't say EUW if times are at their best. LOL.

10. Who do you wish to see now?
109, SIXAYEOHSEVEN, my dad!

11. What kind of people do you hate?
People that are supposed to be hated? Lol.

12. What is a model friend in your eyes?
Someone that doesn't think I'm a weirdo.

13. Do you trust in every friendship of yours?
No. Some of them I don't dare to trust them le.

14. Do you treasure your family?
DUH.

15. What is the most important things in your life?
Everything is important:D

16. What do you regret most in your life?
Dunno... loads of stuff?

17. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Friends and family!:D

18. Who are the people that really stood by you when you were at your worst point of life so far?
Family... At that time friends were the cause of the problems... "friends"...

19. What kind of best friend do you hope to be in your friend's eye?
Fun, crazy and enthu!XD and caring of course LOL.

20. Which friend would you choose to have if you'd only have one choice?
Do I have to make the choice?

Remove one question from above and add in yours. Make it a total of 20 questions. Tag 8 people in your list. List them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever get to tag would have a blessing from all.

Anyone that comes by can do this quiz. I don't care.

2008-06-18T11:20:00.003+08:00

Since most of the posts here are depressing(oh yesh, I'd noticed!:D) so I shall post something nice.

Xiaozu yesterday!

I saw something funny while taking 74 to NY. My bus passes by SIM University. Outside the campus I saw this guy smoking. Probably from SIM because he's kinda teenage looking and stuff and like, you can tell right, by inference LOL. So yeah, he was smoking, and then I turned and looked outside the window(I'm sitting on the upper deck), guess what I saw?

A white banner with BLACK WORDS, bolded and in BLOCK LETTERS, ultra big font size, stating, "A SMOKE FREE CAMPUS".

Wow.

I was laughing like hell ok.

Ok. Then I got to school. Fennie was the earliest to arrive:D. And Keng Fang missed her stop again! Lol. Peiling came today!:D And we took some nice nice photos. Shall upload it.. Wait arh...

*uploading*

Dizi! If you're wondering what's that yellow thing, it's peiling's dimo! She's still using the old one when we've all changed to the bai hua one! No fair!D: haha.

Same thing... Just maybe a bit better photographed:D

Our hands forming a star!:D

Our hands forming a flower!:D

Can tell that we juniors are super bored. Laoshi never come and we didn't know what to practise. And the seniors are all at dazu or something. So all that=stoning.

Actually I did get the right dimo sound! Something to celebrate! And I'm not sure whether I've got the good type of sound that laoshi wants or not. Haiz. I just know my "mi" is loud enough(maybe not. haha).

Lala! Mrs Ee didn't test us today! I hope she's forgotten about the whole business. I'm quite sian of liuyanghe already. Imagine practising the same song for half a year non-stop. And everytime you come to practise you practise the same song. Just to ying fu an exam. Eh, I should be used to this kind of thing. I have had to practise the same piece for 1 year+ before. And it sucked. Nevermind.

And my skirt was BROWN. BECAUSE OF THE BENCH. -.-"

I'm never going to sit there again if I could help it. Lol.

Ahwells.

I took a single-decker 74 home. Wow.

That's all for yesterday! Except for the fact that I slacked through the whole day except for piano(I practised 2 hours+. Stupid Haydn piece.). Mei you cheng guo de.

Now I'm going to do my YUE DU BAO GAO. Byebye people!:D

2008-06-16T21:04:00.002+08:00

I SUCK!!! I TOTALLY SUCK!!!

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE OK.

I JUST FAILED 2 FRENCH ASSESSMENTS IN A ROW CAN!!!

NOT TO MENTION PRACTICALLY ALL MY QUIZZES, AND A HUGE BUNCH OF ASSESSMENTS!!!!!!!!!

AND THAT CONTROLE.

I WORKED FOR CONTROLE DEUX!!! I REVISED FOR CONTROLE DEUX!!!

BUT WHY DID I GET SUCH A PATHETIC MARK FOR CONTROLE DEUX WHEN IT'S ACTUALLY A BIT EASIER THAN CONTROLE UN?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

THE REASON SHOULD BE THAT I SUCK.

I TOTALLY SUCK.

I feel like giving up but my pride says that I can't. So should I still go on with it or not?

Pride, or fatigue?

You decide.

I wish I'm still small.

Where adults makes all the decisions. You don't need to care at all.

When I was small I longed to grow up.

And now when I'm gradually taking everything into my own hands I want to return to a five year-old kid.

Weird, right?

All humans are weird.

~~So much for the don't quit poem. It doesn't even help. It's just a stupid chunk of words.~~ A boost.

Someone poke me. I want to wake up from this reality nightmare.

Or maybe I should just fall asleep.

Dreams are wonderful. Because they are not real.

Reality... you can't do anything about it. Maybe change it, reverse it. You can't do anything about it.

But if I let myself fall asleep now I won't want to wake up.

Isn't facing reality what we do everyday? I can't run away from it. It'll catch up with me someday. And then the blow would be a hard one.

Haiz. Quit or not quit?

Up to me, actually.

I want someone else to take charge. NOW.

Now when I look back, childhood sounds like a very very good idea.

~~And my grandmother would be with me at that time. She would know what to do, she always does.~~

2008-06-16T19:54:00.002+08:00

拥有了世界，但失去了自己的一切。

值得吗？

这个问题，到底是谁的？

自己的吧。

但是世界不就是自己的一切吗？

反问。

I hereby announce that the passage above has NOTHING to do with me I just felt weird and wrote that.

Thank you.

2008-06-16T16:36:00.001+08:00

OHMYGOD.

YESTERDAY

I

DID

MY

QING

COMPO

THING

AND

THEN

MY

MUM

WENT

TO

USE

THE

COM

AND

END

UP

SHE

TURN

ED

OFF

THE

COM

WITHOUT

SAVING!!!

I'M SO DEAD I'M SO DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD.

I HAVE TO RETYPE IT OK.

FREAK.

2008-06-16T14:12:00.002+08:00

In the eyes of me.

Marching = testing the ground

Boredom = what the hols are made of

That was lame.

Anything else? Wait till I think of more:D

\humour... bad tastes... haha.:D

Byebye people:D back to watching documentaries!

2008-06-15T16:52:00.003+08:00

Yay I feel up and high!

Just posted on the class blog:D class blog revival!

Seriously it's even deadder than my pri sch class de class blog.

Great. What's wrong with all the cboxes. I can't post the tag.

-.-"

-.-"

Two people are quarrelling on the 6A'07 cbox. Wow.

Anyway.

The main reason for my post is to post yet ANOTHER SMS convo with jilaoshi. Not as funny as the previous one, but still ok(:

Ok. You have to know this story before you can understand the convo.

There's this zuowen about lifeskills camp. We're supposed to write about it(duh). Then, because on the second day we went to Mt Faber and it's like, the most fun day, so of course a lot of ppl wants to write about the 2nd day. Then we don't know the chinese for Mt Faber. Jilaoshi says it's 花芭山. So a lot of people(including me... I think...). Then today I go Mt Faber right, see the road sign. It's 花柏山. For two or three signs I saw it's all 花柏山. So...

Me: 老师那篇关于生活技能营的作文，Mt Faber是花柏山，不是花芭山，您(I used it so it won't sound too harsh and perhaps minimize the chance of her killing me)教错了。

季老师：哦，是吗？翻译不同吧！谢谢！

Quite nice, I was doing 心理准备 for her to murder meD:

Me(this is super 厚脸皮)：老师能不扣分吗？嘻嘻。

我不是跟她套近乎，扣分是为了老师教错。读者请勿误会！haha. This is extra.

季老师：当然不扣分了。

At this point I was laughing. SO 一本正经 ONE LARH!!! I'm pranking on her leh. Thats why I asked this redundant question. See her reaction lorh. 没想到是那么没劲的.

Me: 嘿嘿嘿嘿[(not in convo)不知道怎么的，一说“嘿嘿嘿嘿”我就觉得有一点疯子的意味。]，谢谢！:DD

-End of convo-

Jilaoshi can be a good one to prank on and she can be a bad one to prank on. Depends on the joke. Muahahaha.

Reminds me of April Fool's Day'08!

That was really funny. “老师我可以去上厕所吗？”Suddenly I love this sentence. LOL.

Haha. I shall go now, do my HORRENDOUS yue du bao gao!

Very guo fen, read also cannot enjoy one D: LOL. Because you keep thinking of the yue du bao gao after reading the books, it makes it hard to really dig into the book(like read until very absorbed, like me like that when I read a xiao shuo). Haiz.

Okies shall go now people! Byebye!:D

2008-06-14T13:45:00.003+08:00

Wahahaha. Just came back from CO CIP:D

Blog about CO CIP another time haha.

There's this super funny SMS convo me and shichen initiated with jilaoshi on the MRT. We were 敲诈-ing for jilaoshi's birthday. Jincheng needs it for that birthday thingo. And jilaoshi won't tell her(refer to a post in... either april or march or feb or may. 慢慢找吧:D

Ok. So me and shichen decided to help(lalala!) and then we sms-bombed her. Like, me and shichen send same sms, press at the same time. Hohoho.

Ok here are the exact contents of the convo(thanks shichen!:D)

Me and shichen(together, at same time)->季老师: 老师，你生日几时啊？:):]

季老师(to my hp): 你跟石琛在一起吧？干吗一起问我？十二月底。

shichen to 季老师: 十二月三十一号？hahaha...(no i didn't type it in the wrong language)

季老师 to shichen hp: 十二月二十九。

shichen to 季老师：Wow!!!(a zillion exclaimation marks in between)!!谢谢...谢谢...非常非常谢谢您！我好感动噢！

季老师 to shichen(this is really LOL): 傻孩子，有什么感动的！好好享受你剩下的假期吧。

At this point we were both contemplating on what to reply her. Cos we were...a bit surprised by her reply larh. Like ZOMG, she doesn't know we're 敲诈-ing her. :D.

shichen to 季老师: 好吧好吧！

-end of convo-

LOL!

LOLLOLLOLLOL.

Another example of jilaoshi being a blur-block. Haha. Ok shan't be too insulting over here.

Eh. Not sure whether she's telling the truth or not haha. If she has a brain, there's 50% chance of her lying to us. Ahem ahem. Haha.

Ow. My left arm hurts from holding the collecting tin up.

Ok. I shall do a blog rating of my own blog!

Created by OnePlusYou

Whee~~~ GOOD FOR ALL AGES. :D:D:D:D:D

Shall go now. BYEBYE PEOPLE:D

2008-06-13T19:29:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to hate french.

HATE french.

But it's so elegant. This hater of french says that french is elegant.

A paradox.

Contradictory again.

I hate grammar. I hate accents.

God.

Why am I against everything nowadays.

Holidays?

Maybe.

And why do I always say "God"?

I don't believe in such things. Not since...

Nevermind.

I'm a useless piece of junk.

I can't take it anymore.

I'm totally useless.

Whatever.

I don't care now. Why should I?

Caring does not save that last bit of self esteem.

I wonder what I've become.

I wonder why I've come to this world.

I wonder about so many things.

Is the world even real? I don't know.

Maybe I'm just being too philosophical. Well those types of questions always come up in philosophy.

只有自己走下去，才能找到自己的路。

自己走吧。沿路的风景没什么去享受的，它们都是垃圾，走过就没了。

但是因为它们只出现一次，所以才会珍惜。

为什么要珍惜？纯粹的浪费精力。

珍惜到后来，得到的是什么？是满足感？物质上的东西？物质上的享受？

还是情感上的满足？

静下心来，仔细想想。

其实，我们活着就是珍惜。

每分每秒，我们做的，只是珍惜。

珍惜每一次呼吸，珍惜每一个动作。

珍惜每一次来之不易的友情、亲情。

活着就是珍惜。但是珍惜是为了什么？人死了，所珍惜的东西都不在身边了，那还珍惜做什么？几十年后，回归黄土，阴阳两隔，珍惜的东西，都没了。

为什么要珍惜？珍惜到后来，都是一场空。珍惜到后来，只剩下悲哀。珍惜到后来，只有些泪水。

珍惜，可能是本能的吧。

可是每当问起这个问题，思索了良久都没有答案。

答案，或许在我们每个人的内心中吧。我不知道，它在哪里。我只知道，它在这里。

内心的深处，一个近在咫尺却遥不可及的地方。

Why do we treasure everything so much? We can't take it with us after we die. Nothing can be taken with us after we die. So why treasure?

Treasuring everything would just bring tears.

But giving up would also bring tears.

Which one would give you happiness?

Treasuring, or giving up?

Someone, give me an answer.

Give me an answer.

有谁，会给我一个确凿的答案？

还是这个问题的答案，需要我自己去寻找？

第二个，可能就是问题的答案吧。

Searching.

What would you ever find?

Blood, tears?

Something more beautiful than you could ever imagine?

I don't know.

The questions go on and on. They never end.

Even after the end of the world?

If consciousness still exists, I think, yes.

现在我只能去探索了，漫步在宇宙中，寻找。

漫步在地球上，寻找。

漫步在内心深处，寻找。

我的目标不明确，因为我要找的东西，太多太多了。我只能摸索着向前进，我不能回头。因为一回头就是无端的，剧烈的痛。

又是一个问题：为什么会痛？

从我们生下来，唯一的使命，就是找寻吗？

可能是吧。

我不清楚，因为我不清楚这个世界运行的规则。

不过知道了规则，有没有什么用，我也不清楚。

归给一句“不知道”。

呵呵，“不知道”。不知道这句话负了多少的负担。

刚才又用了一个“不知道”

不知道是世界上最长的词。

因为，它永远都没有尽头，只能顺着它摸索。这个旅程，应该是向着光明的吧。不过光明长什么样，我都不知道。那么，我怎么知道，旅程到了尽头呢？

又回到了这句话，摸索。

从摸索，又回归到这句沉重的话。

“不知道”。

I don't know anything. Don't ask me.

Sounds like some guy being interrogated by the CIA.

But, my CIA comes from within me. Weird huh, CIA, an organisation, within you, n, an unknown.

Unknown. Maybe that's a comfort.

Maybe it's better not to dwell on such stuff and just get on with life.

Maybe the secrets of the universe are not to be meddled with.

Again, that phrase.

“不知道”。

How long would I be living in this state of 不知道?

我需要多长的时间摆脱无知？

答案，可能是永远。

2008-06-13T12:35:00.002+08:00

God. Just listened to the recording of the Haydn piece.

Some of the running notes so fast, can die one larh.

Why did I choose it. So hard to play.

D:

&desperation.

What a nice symbol+words. Lol.

假期。

2008-06-13T11:52:00.002+08:00

假期过得真快。

“假期过得真快”。我有资格说这句话吗？

整一个假期，现在已经过了三个星期。可我到底在这假期中做了什么？

我还没有开始复习。功课也没有做完。整一个假期，我就这样晃吗？

这是我应该振作起来的时候。我不能再用“没时间”做借口了。假期的时间是充裕的。我现在是应该学习的时候，可我在这里写东西。这算不算本末倒置呢？我不知道。应为我感觉，如果不写的话，我就要被这许多感觉撑破了。

假期中的我，只有一个字可以形容。颓废。

我到底在干什么？

这应该问我自己，但我自己没有答案。或许已经有了，但我不敢讲出来，不敢面对自己。

可是昨晚我真真实实地看清了我自己。

人如果不做有意义的事就是猪。这句话我在不知道哪条简讯中看到的。这就是真真实实的自我写照。

嘿嘿，猪。

没有猪形但是有猪样。

只能苦笑。

除了苦笑我还能做什么。我就是猪嘛。

现在可怜自己有什么用？已经发生了。失去的时间找不回来，找得回来的就是干劲。

到哪里去找？

内心吧，心里深处。

找寻。

现在骂自己有什么用？只能靠实际行动。

唉，不写了，越写越悲哀。

不，应该是越写越颓废。我不能这样了。

只能好好利用剩余的时间了吧。

2008-06-11T21:59:00.001+08:00

ZOMG I REALISED THAT I DIDN'T PRACTISE DIZI FOR THE WHOLE DAYYYYY!!!

I'M SO DEAD.

Chang yin. I NEED TO LIAN LIAN LIAN D:

2008-06-11T19:54:00.003+08:00

God. Why did I choose those two songs.

First is prelude and fugue in D by mendelssohn. It wasn't as nice I thought. I was put off by it after my piano teacher played it, and I listened to the recording first. Can't blame him larh, he SIGHT-READ THE WHOLE THING OK.

Then it's Allegro by Haydn. Why did I choose it in the first place. It's nice. But it's SO DAMN FAST.

My piano teacher says that Haydn originally played violin, then violin is very easy to manuover, and then the running notes etc all damn fast. Listened to the recording. I bet this is going to torture my already half-dead fingers. Nevermind.

And my thumb's recently got another cut. It bled for 15 minutes before the flow stopped completely. Bleh. Don't worry I'm not dead yet, you can continue waiting/preparing. Gawd.

I've set up a torture chamber for myself.

Nevermind.

I like the songs(:

MOZART SONATA IN D K 311/284C <33333333333333333333333

I LOVE THAT SONG I LOVE THAT SONG I LOVE THAT SONG

J'ADORE J'ADORE J'ADORE!

Haha

Lalala.

And preludes are horrible.

Except some of bach's.

The rest are damn damn damn horribly boring.

Repeat repeat and repeat.

Theme and variation -.-. Boreded to the max. At least sonata got variation larh, but that one is just... Theme and REPEAT. Whatthehell. Nevermind.

Shall stop fa lao sao-ing.

Byebyepeople.(:.

2008-06-11T14:20:00.003+08:00

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Literature Nerd Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and it's eloquence; and you may like to read/write poetry or novels. You contribute to the smart people of today's society, however you can probably be overly-critical of works. It's okay. I understand.
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Science/Math Nerd
Drama Nerd
Musician
Artistic Nerd
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WOO HOO LIT ROCKS!!!

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Charity
Courage
Friendship
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Which Positive Quality Are You?

Omg? I thought I was a mix:D
And isn't friendship counted under love...-.-"

ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You? Your Result: Ocre and Gray Dolphin Sea! You're a very hearty person being a good friend. You attract many friends because of your lovely personality, but you're sometimes pretty weird. Your soul mate is the Bronze Goat. You hate the Peach Pig.
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Any goats out there?

What is your strongest emotion? Your Result: Love/Happiness It appears love and peace and prosperity is your strongest emotion. You want everyone to be just as happy as you don't want anyone hurt and will do anything to make everyone smile
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Happy chappy!

Ok. I shall stop here. And concentrate on my xiao shuo.

2008-06-11T13:51:00.002+08:00

Hellos people(:

Just signed up for facebook:D

And.

Found out that ms ye has facebook. And she looks so stupid on the photo.

-.-"

And then.

I can't believe jilaoshi can be so retarded.

I was doing random searching.

Searched for "Ji Jian Li" and set the company to Nanyang Girls' High School.

And guess what I came up with?

Li Jian Ji.

Which is actually jilaoshi's name in reverse.

So retarded.

I was laughing like hell haha.

Like whoa.

AND.

Ms Teng also has facebook?!

Went to search Gloria Teng, found 4 results but her picture gave her away(:

Omg.

Like all the NY teachers got facebook.

And looks like Mrs Wong has facebook also.

-.-"

Gawd.

Like all the teachers got facebook.

I can't seem to know why facebook is so popular. -,-.

This is so retarded. Nevermind.

I shall wait quietly for my piano lesson to start. Byebye people(:

2008-06-07T13:59:00.002+08:00

Since I've just finished my music analysis, I shall 奖励 myself to post.

Mrs Ho said 1 page for music analysis, and to elaborate more on key and form. I ended up with 1 page and 2 lines, and one whole chunk on form and modulation, and 2 lines on key. -.-"

There's just nothing to say about the key, except it's in D major? Unless you want me to go on and on about cadences. Wow.

I think I'll get very low marks for that. I crapped.

Yesh I was crapping like hell for the whole thing. Esp modulations, I was going into a LOT of detail. This is exactly what I wrote for modulations:

"The piece starts with the tonic key, and modulates into its dominant (A major) by the end of the first appearance of the theme (the first two pages), and then modulates to the dominant minor (E minor), then modulates, its process smoothened by the chords from bar 55 to bar 57, into G major as part of the theme repeats itself (bar 58 to bar 65), followed by a bridge (bar 66 to bar 72) that performs a series of modulations until it finally arrives at D major, the dominant of G major. Then the theme of the piece is repeated in A major (the dominant of D major), and then modulates back to D major, and in which the piece ends."

Chim chim de, I bet Mrs Ho read le she'll fall asleep one.

Ok. I went into a LOT of detail as you can see. I don't know whether modulation into the dominant minor is allowed or not in the piece, I just wrote it down. Too lazy to check haha. And I don't know whether modulating from minor into its relative major is allowed or not. I went to read up on modulations in wikipedia, and ended up super confused. Gawd, theirs is super detailed. A lot of music teminology that I don't understand D:

Time to brush up on my Theory.

Now I'm going to print it, and 万事大吉. Or at least until the marks for the music analysis comes out.

Hrumph. I feel like doing another listening journal. Nothing to listen to though D:

Chinese music!<3

I love dizi.

I think I'm starting to lose interest in piano. Really. Who am I practising for, I don't know. Ok, maybe myself. But it always comes out so lousy. And my piano teacher's expectations are damn high. Maybe because it's the hols and he thinks that I've got a lot of time to practise. Whatever. He actually expects me to play the whole piece WITHOUT NOTE MISTAKES when I've only learnt the piece for 1 week. Wth. I'm not such a good piano player. You know what he said? He said that some people, even though they're diploma, are not very good at piano. Wth. 指桑骂槐. Puh-lease. I'm not a god. I have my own standards ok? I'm racing with myself and not other people. I'm trying to beat records of myself not other people. It's pointless. I'm TRYING to improve!!! Just give me more time would you!!! And I need to put in more effort. Haiz.

Ok. Another rant. God. What's happening to me? Why do I feel so emo these days. Maybe because of desperation? I don't know. I'm super desperate about Mrs Ee's assessment. MY LIUYANGHE ON D DIAO DIZI IS DYING. IT HAS DETIORATED A LOT LOT LOT LOT LOT. Now my yin zhun sucks. Haiz.

Sorrows with two instruments. Wow.

Eh, why did I join HMP in the first place. I'm seriously wondering that. Now I can't quit piano or any other musical instruments that I've taken up. Great. Now I'm in an alley, HMP's blocking the way back, and there's only darkness in front. I need to light a torch for myself. I have the timber and I just need the spark.

Where do I get the spark from?
Within yourself.
How?
By working hard.

Is there a point? If I don't like it?
...

Answer me.
...

You also don't know?
...You've got to find it yourself.

Ok I'm talking to myself on this blog.

Ok I'm psycho because I talk to myself.

It's still raining out there. It was raining since, 9am? Dunno leh, only woke up at 10am ><

The rain makes me emo.

Emoness comes from within.

Contradictory, yes?

Ok.

An emo post in chinese coming up.

落叶

落叶在空中飘着，飘着。它在寻找它的归宿。风是它的交通工具，它带着落叶，满世界跑，就是要找到落叶的归宿。

有一天，落叶找到了它的归宿。它轻轻地飘落，准备开始新生活。

可是，风又来了。落叶在狂风中，身不由己地被吹了起来。它喊着风，想要风停止，可是风，还是无情的吹着。落叶，随着风，飘离了它的归宿。
落叶，会不会，被无情的风，吹垮？
落叶，会不会，被凄厉的风，吹断？

落叶，就这样，再次开始寻找归宿的路了。

Ok. That wasnt very good. Nevermind.

2.27pm. What should I do now. I'm very bored.

I'll go finish reading my duzhe. Byebye people(:

2008-06-06T17:26:00.004+08:00

Haiz it's already 5.26pm and I'm still not in the mood to do homework.

Holidays makes people feel slack D:

Ok. Still got a ton of homework I've gotta finish by this week(cos I wanna use the whole of next week to do my xiao shuo and my qing compo thingo). 9 more in fact D:

Ok. Minus projects, I've still got LA annotation, music analysis, 2 yue du bao gao, art shading. Yue du bao gao I've finished reading the books alr, just need to write D:

Art. My worst nightmare D:

Last time I always used to get B for art. Now it's still a freaking B. But you don't see me trying to change that. Oh well. Guess my interest in art is near 0.

G diao dizi<3

My piano<3

My books<3

The library<3

My family<33

My friends<33

109<33

6A'07<33

NYCO<33

CHINESE!<333333333333

What am I doing. Nevermind.

Waiting for da chang jin now.

><

And that's not something constructive.

Ok. Nevermind. I shall practise liuyanghe. It sounds so mo sheng on D-diao.

Dizi lian xi qu's <3

Ok. Dunno why I like them. ><. Still have problem with the tu-ing thingo. Can't do it fast enough. Ok. Can tu fast enough but the problem is that no sound come out/zou yin/wrong yin(high G become low G)>_<

Ok. I have decided to do something constructive. And that is...

PRACTISE PIANO!!!<3333

Haha. Anyways I've got piano lesson later. Dunno when, I think around 7 larh.

Byebye people(:

PS I still can't pull off a perfect piece ._.

2008-06-06T16:50:00.002+08:00

丝竹情韵2008!
18 July 2008 (Friday)
7.30 pm
Singapore Conference Hall
$10 per ticket
Highlights include: 梦之Bali，第一二胡狂想曲and 太阳!

Come support!! Support my seniors and the CONCERT RUNNERS which are the SEC 1S!!!

I feel a bit overenthu. NEVERMIND:D

2008-06-05T15:23:00.002+08:00

Ok currently I've suddenly snapped out of the homework mood, so I shall blog. Hopefully it'll get me into the homework mood.

A)The blogger who have been tagged has to start with 10 random facts about themselves.
B)At the end of this, you have to choose 10 person and tag them about this quiz.

1.I'm someone that can't play tremolo on the piano
2.I'm addicted to Avril Lavigne's "I Will Be"
3.I hate running
4.I <3 chinese
5.I <3 my dizis
6.Blog-skipping can turn out super boring
7.Feeling bored is what the holidays are made of
8.Once I played maple and now I don't play maple le... all thanks to *ahem* and *coughcough*
9.Sneezes a lot, loud ones too(though not as fearsome as jilaoshi's one:D)
10.I <3 piano

Uh. Not that random enough. Ok. I shall tag:

Yingjiao
Xinyi
Yixuan
Momo
Crystal
Xuyue
Cecilia
Shichen
+Anyone who comes by!

Hehheh. On to the happenings of today!

Xiaozu.

I OVERSLEPT AND ONLY MADE IT TO XIAOZU AT 11AM. LUCKILY LAOSHI NEVER SCOLD ME OR ELSE I'M SO DEAD D:

Ok. MISSED OUT ON A LOT OF STUFF DER... NOT HAPPY!!!!

D:

Ok. Got G-diao dizi.

IT'S SO CUTEEEEEEE!!!<3

SO NICE DE!

AND

IT'S SO TINY DE!!! SO SO SO SO SO SMALL!!! MUCH SMALLER THAN D DIAO!!! and the sound when you play liuyanghe is much better than D diao!

The drawback is that it's damn hard to blow. The gao yin I still have problem D:

1. dun dare larh, so high, eardrum burst zenmeban?
2. blow until cheeks red le still no sound.

D:

Haha

Then it's bonding session with stagecrew. Pizza(:

Then ...........(skip...fast forward...)

Stagecrew cheer!

Leader: Who lives in a papaya in M4-01?
Everyone: NYCO STAGE CREW!
Leader: Who lives in a banana in M4-01?
Everyone: NYCO STAGE CREW!

Together: NYCO STAGE CREW, NYCO STAGE CREW, NYCO... STAGE CREW!!!

Then start screaming.

Revised from spongebob squarepants!

Haha.

The runner very unenthu de. I count myself within that number:D

Then went up to the math department to take my homework and the files. FOR SOME REASON, someone went to take my math block test paper. So I have to print the softcopy. Shichen says that she doesn't have my math block test paper. :/.

Good. I'm in the homework mood now. Shall do homework(:

Byebye people:D

2008-06-04T15:13:00.002+08:00

1. What do you think an ideal friend should be like?

Someone who's nice, can keep secrets and trustworthy:D

2. If you are marooned on an island, what will you take with you?

I'll take hope with me:D

3. What would you do with a billion dollars?

Charity, Science research, buy a load of books for myself:D(not too much or else can't finish...haha...)

4. What's your ideal lover like?

My heart is still in winter state.

5. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Loving someone!

6. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

Forever. It's love!

7. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

Yeah, a LOT, but can I don't list out here? Would be too long:D

8. Define the term "love".

Consciousness is based on it:D

9. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Erm...nothing...then try to get over it?

Changed to:

9. If a friend betrays you, what would you feel?

Angry and depressed... Maybe cry over it... then forgive.

10. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

Writing at midnight!:D

11. Who is currently the most important people to you?

family and friends.

12. Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?

Depends...if you havent found your other part yet i'd choose number 1, but if that person i marry's not good to me, number 1, if i've found a BF i'd choose 2:D

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

Open my eyes.

14. Would you give all in a relationship?

Yeah.

15. If you fall in love with 2 people at the same time, who would you pick?

I don't know...

16. What is your hobby?

There's a lot... Want me to list?
1. Sleeping
2. Reading
3. Writing
4. Playing piano
5. Playing dizi
6. Watch TV
7. Going out with friends
8. Being alone with my thoughts(something I need the most these days)

That's all!

Haha took it from huimin's blog!

People I've sabohed to do this quiz:

Xinyi
Shichen
Yixuan
Cecilia
Momo
Crystal
Xuyue
Anyone that comes by!

2008-06-04T15:06:00.001+08:00

BON VOYAGE TO THE NYCB PEOPLE GOING TO TOKYO TOMORROW!:D

:D:D:D

I so envy them. ><.

2008-06-04T13:49:00.002+08:00

Just now I felt bored, so I went to search on the 诗's of 余光中.

OMG I love his 乡愁 and his 乡愁四韵!!!

乡愁·余光中

小时候
乡愁是一枚小小的邮票
我在这头
母亲在那头
长大后乡愁是一张窄窄的船票
我在这头
新娘在那头
后来呵
乡愁是一方矮矮的坟墓
我在外头
母亲呵在里头
而现在
乡愁是一湾浅浅的海峡
我在这头
大陆在那头

乡愁四韵·余光中

给我一瓢长江水啊长江水，
酒一样的长江水，
醉酒的滋味，
是乡愁的滋味，
给我一瓢长江水啊长江水。
　
给我一张海棠红啊海棠红，
血一样的海棠红，
沸血的烧痛，
是乡愁的烧痛，
给我一张海棠红啊海棠红。
　
给我一片雪花白啊雪花白，
信一样的雪花白，
家信的等待，
是乡愁的等待，
给我一片雪花白啊雪花白。
　
给我一朵腊梅香啊腊梅香，
母亲一样的腊梅香，
母亲的芬芳，
是乡土的芬芳，
给我一朵腊梅香啊腊梅香。

Omg I love those poems!!!!!!

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You know my qing2 compo is also about 乡愁. And for some reason I think it's so damn similar to the 乡愁四韵. Freaky. >< I WROTE THAT QING THINGO WITHOUT ANY KNOWLEDGE OF 乡愁四韵. Zzz.

Ok. I've finally decided to start on my homework. Finished qing compo, maths supp, math geometry thingo and bei4 shi1. Actually those stuff I've finished bei-ing long ago. ><.

也好, less homework to do :D

Shall go on to the math block test revision paper and geog. I have absolutely no idea on how to do my music analysis. Can get help from piano teach though. >< But I dun wan leh, piano lesson so ex de! Dun wan waste time. And my mum actually wants me to take my grade 8 piano exam next year feb. Wow? I haven't even chosen the pieces yet ok... So retarded. Talk about 急. It's so impossible to pull off a good grade 8 piece within less than 1 year. Half in fact. Plus aural and sight reading. So impossible. I can't hear the lower part yet ok. It's so stupid. Just because you don't want to spend more money on piano lesson?! HELLO. Quality is better ok. Plus if I don't do well in HMP I'm dead. If you want me to pass you might as well give me a good grade. It's my last chance to get a bloody distinction and I don't want to miss it. I've been getting passes for the past two grades. Ok, grade 7 was a bit better, only because of Giga. But it's still a bloody pass. I want a distinction. Very much.

And my Theory. Honestly I have not much interest in it. I don't get why we have to learn Harmony. Since when we're composing you're looking at the SOUND, not looking at whether there are parallel 5ths and 8ves etc, whether you keep the common notes or not, etc etc etc. They're looking at how does your piece sound like, and sometimes disonant chords attributes to the whole feeling to the piece. Like someone(i forgot, think it's chopin)'s The Disonant. Personally I prefer sitting in front of the piano and trying out the chords one by one. Or just imagining the music in my head. Rather than poring over some stupid rules.

AND, back to piano, I can't pull off a perfect piece with no note mistakes. Serious, no matter how hard I try I can't do it. I would press some chords wrongly and stuff. Or mess up a tremolo/trill. Or mess up the pedal. I just think I'm this useless piece of junk. That can't even play a piece without note mistakes.

AND my dizi. I STILL can't pitch my high soh on the C-diao. If I can't even do C-diao don't talk about G-diao. I read somewhere that bang di is the hardest to blow @_@. Gawd. Even D-diao, my yin se also sucks. NOT LOUD ENOUGH. Everytime someone always says that to me. If I blow any harder I would zou yin. Or get breathless. Ok I admit my chang yin sucks. For the super super high notes I can't hold for more than 3 pai. So far from Elise's 6 pai. Sheesh. I have to take to swimming D:

AND the lian xi qu. The low notes at the ending of the staccato piece, I tu-ed, then no sound come out. A bit harder. HIGH NOTE. -.-" So what is the correct volume of air. -.-".

Ok I've decided not to feel myself useless. God I seriously have major mood swings. And I've just realised it's already 2pm and I haven't eaten my lunch yet. I shall now try to cook a proper meal by myself:D

给我一餐好午餐啊好午餐:D

Lol.

Shall add something else to my wishlist.

And I'm so hungry D:

2008-06-03T14:32:00.005+08:00

Shall upload some pics cos I feel like it:D

Wahahaha this is actually some advert to buy house or something... and TK IS SELLING A HOUSE!!! OMG!!!
*note to the non 6A'07sians you won't understand it... ask any 6A person and he/she'll tell you:D

Chloe's jie2 zuo4 version number 1!

Chloe's jie2 zuo4 version number 2!

Chloe's jie2 zuo4 version number 3 AKA the final version before they had to leave KAP:D

This was taken outside the 109 classroom during T1 hols... The walkway's flooded!

Outside 109 classroom also! Dunno who's that person caught on camera... I think it's Lai Teng, I think it's a Sec 2 dizi senior. haha can't remember. Either someone I know or someone I don't know:D

6A'07!!! & Much of my P6 life(:(ok only a bit, after grad night(:)
Ok some of them taken during sec 1 but still...

Ok. For some reason my Samsumg PC studio has hanged so I have to restart the com... upload later!

2008-06-02T19:09:00.001+08:00

Gah. My ah jiao is stuck to the table again.

And I still can't pitch my high soh. Suddenly. And that momentous effect still hasn't worn off yet.

2008-06-02T17:12:00.003+08:00

Ahem I shall blog about ytd at bradley's house. Belated I know(:

Reached there at around 11.15am because I EMBARASSINGLY WOKE UP AT 10AM.

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Saw RJ, AJ, Ava, Joan, Max, Huimin, Yingjiao, Momo, LTM, Kim, Vic, Crystal(da3 guo4 le zhao1 hu1 that she'll be late), Andrea(she came even later than crystal), Bradley(duh it's his house), Wang, Lungs, Duck, Mogu, zuowei(OMG his hair looks so different!!! it grew!!! and he looks so different with it><), boyu(still the abalone!), might have forgotten someone><

First part of the thingo I spent most of the time emoing with my MP4 and my book ><

For some reason I actually brought my pencilcase.

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Gave mo her SUPER EARLY birthday present! :D:D:D

Then went lounge, played table soccer. I suck at it D: I was the goal keeper and I let no less than 5 goals in >< Luckily no own goal. Then play karum, my pair won(: so happy(: My pairmate is crystal:D Momo kept on calling her small toh(toe) and crystal kept on calling her big mo(mole). So damn funny larh! Returned the seeds to the security guard, he was quite nice, asked me who won, I said I can't remember(really! STML at work again D: but I remembered today. Dunno how my crappish memory works...), so I just anyhow bian1 one out.

Then went to the barbecue pit to steal some more stuff to eat and grab MARSHMELLOWS! Melted marshmellows are nice, but they're just too sweet(: Ate 2. At first I thought that I was the greediest one(everyone had only 1 marshmellow on 1 satay stick and each person was only holding on to 1 satay stick), but then in comes yingjiao with 3 marshmellows on 1 stick. Then comes RJ with 3 marshmellows on 1 stick. Then comes Crystal and Momo with FOUR marshmellows on 1 stick. But they're sharing, haha. Stole corn and SAUSAGES(: +bread! The corn's so stubborn... and very tang4!!! Sausages also... its skin was like, so crispy de lorh. And some bit chou da but still eat haha. Then some of the people went to swim larh. Crystal got dragged into the pool and wet yingjiao's t-shirt. Muahahaha, forgot who done it(: But the shirt was wet anyways(: So crystal stayed to play games with the swimming people.

Then went lounge again, play table soccer and karum again! Didn't join in for karum though...>< But we ate chips! Very long never touch Ruffles le... Was being super greedy D:

Then we go back to barbecue pit, to clear up the bags. We opened a bottle of apple juice that tasted like wine! Yingjiao was pretending to be drunk haha. Then go tennis court. Now RJ joined into the dui4 wu4 of drunkards. Except that she used her rootbeer bottle(: A tennis ball whacked momo's watch and it broke. Pity. Then me and Mo were going siao over Phantom of the Opera songs and singing haha. HER VOICE SO GOOD DE LORH. I THINK SHE HAD VOICE TRAINING OK!!!!!!!!!! She should join choir leh. Can get degree in singing le ><. I had difficulty pitching the high notes ><. Either zou3 yin1 or nothing comes out. Guess I'm tenor? Or alto. I just know that the singer is soprano(:

Then this poor little jap kid fell down outside the tennis court. Joan couldn't say "Are you OK" in jap muahahaha. Ok. Then went back.

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...Memory blank out space...
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Then go home. Took 166 with RJ, Max, LTM, Vic. Didn't talk a lot on the bus, was developing a poem that I suddenly had inspiration of on the bus. Haha.

Then. I shall blog about today if I feel like it :D But now I have to get on with making a list of homework for the hols. And working plan.

Shall try out jilaoshi's method of forcing yourself to work D:

Byebye people:D

2008-06-02T16:30:00.002+08:00

Hrumph. Since Huahua requested me to do this quiz I shall do it(:

Q1: Do you like your present school?
DUH...

Q2: What do you want the most now?
Erm. I dunno... finish all my hol homework? No, go back to CHINA to see my dad or at least get out of singapore for a while(:

Q3: Who is the closest person to you in your school?
Mmm... Got a lot of close ppl leh... Shan't bother to list:D

Q4: Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Sometimes... But I forgive easily(:

Q5: If you could change something in your life, what would it be?
Erm... I don't know... My life's pretty perfect(:

Q6: What is your goal this year?
Better results, be a better person!

AND...

TO ACHIEVE THE GOALS I'VE SET FOR MYSELF((:

Q7: Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yeah. I think I watch too much soaps D:
But averagely I watch soaps for like, 5 mins per year?!

Q8: Do you believe in eternal love?
Yesh((: Love lives on after you die!

Q9: Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she wants to commit suicide?
I hope not.

Q10: What do you enjoy doing the most?
Reading and the SACRED WRITING:D

Q11: Have you ever done anything for your admirer?
Erm... Admirer, as in what sense?

Q12: What feeling do you like most?
Emotions... It tells me that I'm still normal(:
But depends if you ask for my fave feeling(:
Cos all the feeling's on my list!

Q13: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yup. OBVIOUS.

Q14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
Huh? People, I suppose(:

Q15: What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Relationships and love and friendship!

Q16: Do you find life meaningless?
If I find life meaningless the wind out there won't feel so cooling(:

Q17: What do you live for?
Myself and other people, I guess.

Q18: Who do you talk most to in school?
Friends...
At home, Myself. I actually talk to myself ok!

Q19: What are you listening to now?
CONCERTO D'AMORE!!!

Question 19 shall be changed to:
Q19: Do you consider yourself someone with great self-esteem?:D
Uhm I dunno... depends(:

Q20: What material thing do you want most now?
I don't know... I believe material things aren't so important(:
Maybe...
MYUK pouch? Haha

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question then tag 8 people in your list, list them out in the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all.

I shall tag:
Yingjiao
Huimin
Michelle Tay
Keng Fang
Xin Yi(whenever you can!:D)
Yixuan
Shichen
Cecilia

MUST DO WORHS!!! Haha(:

2008-05-30T13:18:00.001+08:00

Argh
I
Can't
Pitch
My
Gao
Yin
Soh.

For
Some
Reason
It
Just
Does
Not
Work
On
My
C-
Diao.

Arghh.

2008-05-30T10:52:00.002+08:00

Lol. Just now I typed blogger's address wrongly and it became "blogge", and pressed enter, that website actually existed. -.-"

I feel like posting about xiaozu yesterday so I shall post about xiaozu yesterday.

I actually arrived like, half an hour earlier?!

Luckily keng fang and fennie are already there.

Since the seniors are AWOL we practised first. Chang yin and etc etc etc.

And the seniors were AWOL until AFTER 1.30pm BUT they asked us to come 15 min earlier for xiaozu. Irony.

And,

LAOSHI ACTUALLY THOUGHT XIAOZU WAS AT 3PM!!! LOL!!!

And liuchang was like, LAO3 SHI1 A4!!!!

Lol. So seniors+sec 1s praced chang yin(extra de, o.o but with C diao so got difference), seniors praced lian xi qu.

And I received the score for the lian xi qu yesterday.

5 songs in total(:

What is T T K arh?

Keng Fang says it's shuang tu.

I just know that it is the name of a VIP(Very Idiotic Person) in FMPS 6A'07.

Lol.

Then prac lorh, WE NO BREAK LEH.

END UP NO BREAK HORH!

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Then Keng Fang said I looked like a BISCUIT.

Omg?

You can't find anything that looks less like a biscuit...

LOL.

Nvm I shall slip into that name like I've slipped into the name "Oliu" HAHAHAHAHAHA

Eh actually that's all for xiaozu.

For the concert runners thingo, I'm in charge of perc. Wahahaha. And the whole dizi sec 1 section is in charge of perc. The drums are heavyD:

Ok. I don't feel like posting anymore. So byebye:D

2008-05-29T19:13:00.003+08:00

Ok. Currently slacking. I should get going with my load of homework!

Ok I shall list out all of the homework we've got.

1. LA reading thingo
2. Math SIA
3. Math sup ws 1 and 2
4. Math revision paper(SUPPOSEDLY. No one that I know received it(:)
5. Yue du bao gao
6. Qing compo thingo. I planning to write shi, finished le, just need to edit(:
7. Chinese memorise guwen, tangshi and minge
8. Chinese teach the class(???)
9. CME proj presentation(TO JILAOSHI OK.)
10. HMP music analysis(no idea...)
11. FPS SIXTEEN problems(WHY MUST IT SOUND SO CLOSE TO FMPS?!)
12. Art

That's all.

And I HAVENT STARTED ON ANY EXCEPT QING COMPO.

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Oh and the yue du bao gao. Ok. I can finish 1 using 1 afternoon, so 2 of them=1 day if no distractions etc. Wow. ><

Gawd. I'm so stuck on Hannah Montana 2 songs(:

I LOVE MAKE SOME NOISE!!!

So nice(: The tunes and the words. Shall post the lyrics.

"Make Some Noise"

It's easy to feel like
You're all alone
To feel like nobody knows
The great that you are
The good that's inside you
Is trying so hard to break through

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try
I will be there with you all of the way
You'll be fine

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough
So come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah

You want to be known
You want to be heard
And know you are beautiful
You have so much to give
Some change you wanna live
So shout it out and let it show

You have a diamond inside of your heart
A light that shines bright as the stars
Don't be afraid to be all that you are
You'll be fine

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough
So come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah

[Bridge]
You can't just sit back and watch the world change
What matters is what you've got to say
There's no one else who can stand in your place
So come on it's never too late

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough
So come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah
Hey, hey
(Make some noise)
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Make some noise
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Make some noise
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Make some noise
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Hey, yeah
Make some noise

So nice. Taken from http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/hannahmontana/makesomenoise.html

I absolutely love this song.

Ok I shall have to start on homework. What should I start with? OH I KNOW. I SHALL PRACTISE MY INSTRUS(:

2008-05-29T09:06:00.003+08:00

Hrumph. POST NUMBER 203(:

Man.

Ok.

Got a lot of cheng jiu gan(:

Ytd, no TODAY stayed up until 2am to finish my chinese SIA.

Actually, 2.17am.

And what's worse, there's a bee in this room. It came out at night D:

Scared me half to death.'_'

Ok. Now just came back from a dental appointment today that doesn't even exist. Turns out that it's TOMORROW. Wth. Could be at home having my beauty sleep):

Xiaozu in the afternoon later.

For some reason I DON'T FEEL LIKE SLEEPING.

So I shall just snooze for half an hour and either do homework or play com.

Byebye people(:

Took some photos but shall upload on next post.