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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHICHEN!!!

Happy birthday to you

You live in a zoo

You look like a monkey

And you smell like one too!

Muahahahas. No lah.

Joking!

HAPPY PRE-APRIL FOOLS!

Tomorrow, some teachers are going to be VICTIMS.

TOMORROW WOULD BE SO FUN!!!

POSTING VERY FREQUENTLY. LOLS.

Just that I cant get the energy up to do that stupid CD ST3.

I HATE THOSE NUMBERS. I FEEL DIZZY AFTER WORKING WITH THEM FOR HALF AN HOUR. THE ONES ON THE CD WS, I MEAN. I DON'T WANT TO INSULT THE NICE NICE OTHER NUMBERS OUT THERE :D

Handed up the shi today. Which means something like "no turning back". Lols.

Today Maths lesson damn funny lar, Shichen go for some interview thingy, so no one to shout qi li, xing li. Funnily enough, when Ms Teng came in everyone stood up. Then we didn't greet. So we just stand and look at each other. Damn funny lor. Maybe about 5 mins later then qianyi said xing li. THEN we greeted her. Like so funny lor.

URGH I HATE DOT DIAGRAMS AND STEM AND LEAF DIAGRAMS AND HISTOGRAMS.

Today chinois lesson okok lah, but I think(might have remembered wrongly) ji lao shi scolded AGAIN because of ppl who never bring textbook. In her display-of-(extreme)disappointment style. Wth.

Today's science lesson is actually physics. Mrs Wong DYED HER HAIR UNTIL TOP ONE IS GOLDEN COLOUR BOTTOM IS BROWN. LOOK DAMN UGLY. Ok my physics results is out and I am NOT HAPPY. Even though I got A1. 35/40. LIKE 2 MORE MARKS TO 90%. Wth. Eunice so pro lah, NINETY PERCENT HOR!!!

ASSEMBLY WAS BORING AND DISAPPOINTING. HMP-ERS AND AEP-ERS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO CHOOSE SABBATICAL COURSES!!!!!!!!! ONLY ETHNIC COOKING!!! CHEAPSKATE!!!

And you know ar, the first part of assembly, I saw ji lao shi sleeping. I was, like, glancing at her then I saw her eyes closed. Like wth?

Maybe she just resting lah, cos when I ask joyce n pei er to look at her she was awake. ><. embarrassing. lols.

Xuyue's mortal spoke during assembly today. At least I think it's Xuyue's mortal. Her name is Heyao from 101 o.0 to ask some qn about Sabbaticals. Very easy to see that she's an AEP-er.

TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE SO FUN BECAUSE IT IS APRIL FOOLS DAY!!! ARGH! YOUR COMPUTER HAS GOT VIRUS AFTER VIEWING THIS SENTENCE! SWITCH IT OFF NOW OR ELSE ALL YOUR DOCUMENTS WOULD BE LOST!
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Just a pre-april fools joke. Hahas. Lame.

OK I SHALL NOW FORCE MYSELF TO DO THE STUPID CD ST3. GOODBYE.

and good luck battling that virus :D

no lah.

Whoa that poem thing that ji lao shi asked us to write came out SO EMO.

Maybe it's because i wrote it at midnight. When all the emo thoughts go on ><

And I don't know what drove me to write dedicates to the poem. With an arrow there with another message to ji lao shi"季老师，不要介意..." sounded so what lor.

But I'm not planning to remove it. I have my own reasons.

I'm just scared that she would scold after seeing the dedicates >< anyways I'm not required to write a dedicate. And I wrote such an emo one. It's still a piece of school work.

Lets just wait and see lor, she scold then she scold lor

If she scold I hope she don't read the dedicates out to the whole class >< that would be super super embarrassing. Because of the fact that it is so emo.

Hmm. I'm having second thoughts. Should I remove it?

Argh, no. It took me 1 hour, from 00.30 to 01.30 to finsh writing, draft and everything.

Ok. I feel confused.

Nevermind. I won't remove the dedicates.

Just don't read it.

Please, you can scold me, whatever, just don't read it out to the class. Or to anyone at all. Or to your teacher friends. Because that's private.

Ji lao shi...

I went out with xuyue today :D Went to lib n bukit timah plaza. TODAY ROCKED :D

Bought loads of birthday presents! SPENT ALL MY POCKET MONEY FOR THIS WEEK >< Luckily I've got savings. Hehs.

SHALL NOT TELL YOU WHAT I BOUGHT.

I bought b-dae presents for xinyi(belated) shichen(right on time) and baoyi(belated).

Hahas. Lib that time I FORGOT TO BRING MY LIBRARY CARDS.

Ended up borrowing under xuyue's account. Hahas. THANK YOU XUYUE FOR LETTING ME BORROW :D

Planned to do yue du bao gao with one of the books which can be found in the sch lib. So can fake :D

Are we required to write the spinal code? If so... nvm. I won't die.. just search the sch lib catalogue can le :D and i dun think ji lao shi would spend the time to go and check your account. She will just mark :D

Wth. The fine thingy... They didn't even request me to pay. Lols. So I'm debating to myself whether to go there and pay. But would look DAMN awkward. Since it's around a week ago.

Nvm lah.

I AM SO HAPPY TODAY!!!

I'm supposed to write the chinese poem. I WANT to write poem. But i dunno how to write. I said that I'm going to turn into a pen. But I dunno how to write. Too many mixed feelings. and I'm not the sort that are built for expressing. I'm the silent kind who don't know how to express. But there are less limitations with a pen. Things that you feel odd saying it out sounds okay if you write it out. At least, that's how I feel.

But programming all those things into a poem, or even a paragraph is hard. If you really want me to write it, I could have written a zuowen. Really. I've stored just, so, so, so, much things in the memory. I don't think I can write it out.

Especially for a teacher to see. And there is the risk of reading it out to the class.

Simplicity can be touching. Yea, I know that.

But I just cannot express. It is just stuck there like a lump. I don't even dare to think about it. I'm scared that I'll cry. Because I would be very touched. That's what happens, whenever I get scolded I'll reflect. And the reflection would make me cry. And my mum would ask me what's wrong. And I couldn't say the reason. Because, the reason branches out. Like a mind map. If I tell her the ultimate reason, which is, just, simply, "Mum, I love you", it is blank. But if I state everything one by one, I can't say it out. It would be stuck there like a lump.

I'm not sure what the lump is made of. Mixed feelings, perhaps. Confused thoughts, maybe.

I just feel as if I owe my mum something.

She's so nice. But I've never been that dong shi. Usually skimpy. And sometimes I display irritation towards her.

Yeah. I can't help it. It just comes out like that. Because I don't want to say anything.

I like to keep things to myself. Especially problems, because I don't want another person upset over it.

I consider myself independent. But then I find that I'm so dependent on her.

I consider myself inpenetratable. Like a fortress. I don't know whether I seem like that to her or not.

My thoughts. I don't like people probing into them when I don't feel like telling. I feel as if someone is trying to poke me. Like trying to harm me.

Yet when I want to tell, I need to tell, I don't know who to turn to.

Because I've never truly trusted anyone with my problems and my thoughts. I don't want someone to say it out to someone else. I'm scared of that. It has happened twice before. And now I lost confidence.

But yet again, when I open up, it is like opening a floodgate. Everything comes rushing out. And once it is opened, it is hard to close it. It just comes running out.

I consider the deepest thoughts my personal ones.

Yet I want someone to know them.

I don't know. I want have a long talk with her. But she always seem so busy. On the phone, sometimes working until 10, 11pm... she seems just, so, busy. I respond with acted business too. I don't know what caused me to do that.

I think I'm a bit jealous. with the time she spends with other people.

I don't know. It's all this mess. I can't really tell one feeling or another. I can't tell if someone is looking at me, talking about me. I always make the wrong deductions. Maybe I'm too suspicious. I AM too suspicious.

I don't know whether it is the feeling of insecurity or not.

I don't know.

I'm not bothering to censor.

Because I want people to know.

I'm feeling really quiet inside now.

I know that feeling really well. I always get it. When I'm reflecting something.

I treasure that feeling.

HELLOS TODAY IS FRIDAYE!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!

Ok ji liu shui zhang again... I'll clap for you if you manage to read my posts yesterday and today without getting bored :]

Today morning got some extra sleep cos I'm not going to school til after my dental appointment :D

It sucked. The doctor say that my teeth can't allign that kind of "perfect" liao, because I'm too old n going to stop growing liao. ><

Ok then went to school. By bus. Alighted one stop earlier cos I knew the side gate would not be open, so yeah. Almost freaked out when I saw the security guard walking seemingly towards me. Lols. Then went up to class. It was ji lao shi's lesson(obviously, it's CL), she's been teaching a NEW KE WEN. AND I MISSED A WHOLE DAMN CHUNK OF IT. About motherly love. I almost cried after she asked us to do that imagine generations of people thing. Yeah. Felt kinda weird. Like, everytime ji lao shi teach a new ke wen I'm sure to want to cry. Those very touching kind. And practically all the ke wens in the textbooks(note, TEXTBOOKS) are very touching.

So you get the problem.

Then we were supposed to read this chinese poem, that 慈母手中线 one. Yeah. The first time our class read, she say we read until very lan. Cos no feeling one. Then she asked us to read it while 摇头晃脑-ing. I was laughing and trying to read and trying to rotate my head at the same time. So funny. Then in the middle, I heard her say "晕了晕了，换一个方向!"like so darn funny lor. Obviously I did not see her face cos I was 摇头晃脑-ing. Lol. So that's the CL lesson for you.

Then it's DANSE! The exercises were damn tiring. Especially the 包端腿. Then we did dance moves! So fun! Pity yixuan missed dance...

Then lunch. Went to see ji lao shi during lunch to pass her the excuse letter thingy but then she wasn't in the staff room. Ok. Then went down with xinyi to photocopy timetable and music score. Then the bell rang halfway and we were, like, "OMG". But we still strolled up :D cos it's the first bell. Ok lame. Then after lunch is CHEM PRACTICAL. Which turned out totally disappointing.

Yeah. Reached there before Ms Ye and she got "Red Carpet Treatment" cos everyone parted(we were blocking the corridor) when she came. To let her through. After she told us. Lol. Then we've got notes given to us. THEN WE GOT POP QUIZ!!!! I completely forgot the chemical formula for Magnesium Oxide. So i just anyhow write MgO3. Turns out that it is MgO. Sounds like mango if you read it. Lol. Random. Yeah. THEN ONLY FIFTEEN MINUTES LEFT FOR PRACTICAL. THEN END UP SHE RELEASE US LATE. FOR CME. Luckily ye lao shi(YAP JEN HUEY, NOT TO BE MISTAKEN FOR YEMEISHAN.) did not scold us lah. Phew. Stella presented her 我有话说. Then ye lao shi was SMIRKING(or is it grinning? Anyway I saw her smiling to the air.) halfway through Stella's presentation. Like WTH?! Okok. Then we got something like a quiz session on NY's history. But obviously the response was quite low because practically no one bothered to finish reading the book. Or no one bothered to remember. Either way. Lol. Then dismissed. Luckily ye lao shi is nice enough not to keep us back :D

Then went to look for ji lao shi with liwei, yixuan, and xinyi. 见老师这种事，最好很多人去，多多益善. lols. Ok we went to see her. I'm the one who talked to her >< cos obviously it's my business. Handed her the receipt. She say photocopy one for her. Yeah. Then I found out that ji lao shi had MSN. I saw her laptop. There's this conversation, MSN type(that orange alert) shown on her laptop. Yeah. I told yixuan they all that and everyone except yixuan was like, WTH. Lols. Lets try to find out...

Maybe she has a blog. Hmm. But I DID search blogger and there are no blogs featuring ji lao shi. hehs. AKA no blogs with the writer's name as ji lao shi or ji jian li. Lol. Ok lame.

Yeah that's about it for today lah. Gotta read cui can nanyang which is... boring. And I don't think I can rmb anything.

And mass convo-ing with yixuan's friends is FUN!!! Lols.

I calculated my results. The ones that I've got.

2 A1s, namely HMP and maths, 1 A2, CHINESE.

shit lah. SO CLOSE!~~~~~

jo-an sent me an email that is damn funny.

shant post it cos it's a bit....... i dunno whether that is racial discrimination or not. it's about singlish :D lols.

Ok todae goes like this...

MORNING.

Quite a lot of ppl were practising erhu in the class >< Jin cheng was playing Ju Hua Tai by Jay Chou. Shi Chen was trying to copy her. Then Sining also played. SHE PLAY DAMN NICE LOR! She grade 6 erhu I think... I'm not sure. But she IS playing Grade 6 erhu songs. I think. I saw her score.

Then LA MUSIQUE, Assembly at Quadrangle.

Ji lao shi came to morning assembly, after 2 days of MIA-ing. Short for Missing In Action. Yeah. She was wearing this black jacket with FRILLY STUFF WHERE THE ZIP IS SUPPOSED TO BE, A PINK SHIRT THAT I M NOT SURE WHETHER IS SLEEVELESS OR NOT THAT IS EXTRA FRILLY, A BLACK AND PINK CHECKERED SKIRT THAT LOOKS LIKE A KILT. Lol. I'm not getting sense of her fashion sense. Yeah.

First lesson: PE.

Yeah we changed teacher. To this tall, lanky guy which I forgot the name. I think it's Mr Teng. Not to be mistaken for Ms Teng's husband though.

He made us run 2 rounds only. Then it is sprinting. 10 m only lah, no big deal (: And then using the gurgarisa(spelling) and certiya(spelling) thingy n the push off thingy.

2nd lesson: Chinese

On the way back to class I realised that I forgot to sign the chinese paper. Wth. Told Ji lao shi, standing like, A METER OR MORE AWAY FROM HER. Dun laugh, but I'm kinda scared that she would hit out at me ><><. A million times worse than the Mount Versuvius one. The one that buried Pompeii. Yeah. So then she go into class, lectured a bit. Maybe I helped to get her into the lecturing mood... I dunno. Hehs. Then she asked us to read SPECIFIC ARTICLES in the newspaper. Like wth? She says it might come out during exams. Argh. Lets start memorising. No lah. I won't be strong enough to last it out. Hehs.

And you know ar, the PE guy kept us back for around 5 mins. Then it was around 7-10 mins when we reached class. And ji lao shi was just coming up the staircase. Like wth?!?!?!?! SO LATE. zzz.

3rd lesson(if you can call it lesson): Break

During break me and yixuan chionged the geog. Biblo and powerpoint animations. Though we havent finished the biblo. THE TASK FALLS ON MY SHOULDERS. lols. Anyways she did the animation, I did part of the biblo. Saved everything in USB.

Did I mention that we pon-ed the whole of the break? Guess I didn't. Yes, we pon-ed the whole of break.

4th lesson: Maths

As usual, Ms Teng is the MOST PUNCTUAL teacher in the list of 109 teachers. Except maybe Mrs Tan and Mrs Ho, but that doesn't count. 'Cause you have to get to the rooms which takes 5 mins or so. Then the teacher would be waiting for you with the horrid assignments and stuff ><. As usual she did the slowly-come-up bow when we greeted her. Then. She. Dished. Out. The. Maths. Block. Test. Papers. You. Should. Know. Why. I'm. Typing. Like. That.

Everyone was like, so darn nervous. The atmosphere in the classroom was, like, so tense. Then people went up to get their papers. My turn. Went up. Got my paper. Saw my marks.

And I got...

I got..

I got...

I'm too darn lazy to do that drumroll thingy. But can you just be nice and do it? Thanks.

I got...

I got...

I shan't say continue to drum. Cos you should know it already.

I got...

I got...

49/60. Damn shit lah. SHICHEN GOT 56/60. JOYCE GOT 51/60. CLARISSA GOT 57/60.

SOMEONE FROM 103 GOT 63/60. SHE HAS GOT FULL MARKS FOR THE PAPER PLUS MARKS FROM THE BONUS QN.

Feeling quite zibei sia. SO LITTLE.

And I lost 8 marks due to carelessness. 3 marks due to ESTIMATION AND APPROXIMATION. Which sucks. I have always sucked at that topic. I knew I'm going to screw that one the moment I looked at the question. Besides, how am I supposed to know that I'm supposed to round the numbers into 2 sig. fig. before doing the sum? Darn.

Then she went through the questions like all teachers do...

And then after she finished, there was still time left. Around 10-20 min. So she let us do our Statistics poster. Until now I still have problems pronouncing that word. zzz. Ok so our group came up with the topic. And the aim. And a bit of the qns.

Then, near the end, I did something stupid. Aaign. Diliebeartely msisepleld the wrod.

Yixuan said something about redoing the proposal, which has been almost finished.

Then I shouted, yes, shouted, "WHAT THE..." with Ms Teng standing right in front of me. Maybe not right in front, but near me. Then I saw her. Then I covered my mouth. And acted cute n did a big fake grin at her. Plus the sound "ting". All behind the hands that covered my mouth. It wasnt until 10 seconds later that I removed the hands covering my mouth.

Luckily she just grinned at me. Lols.

Then "Thank... you... Ms... Teng...", slow-mo bow, next lesson.

5th lesson: Geography

SUCKY SHIT LAH. The presentation sucked. Everyone did impromptu presentation. And I messed up the arrangement of slides. Part of the process showed up in the Output. Sorry........

Ok that's around all for geog. And I need to do the biblo.

6th lesson (if you can call it a lesson, again): Lunch

Discussed CME proj during lunch. Decided and finalised that our group's doing PUPPET SHOW AND GAMES! YAYES!

lols. "ring." The bell rang. I know it does not sound like that. But who cares.

7th lesson: Lang arts

Mr Kaw booked the conference room! Yeah, because he wanted air con. You can see why. The back of his shirt is all wet with sweat. After a long time. At first he sent Ashley to check out the conference rooms to see whether there are people in there or not. He was like, watching Ashley and saying things like "Not this one, you monkey!" and "Do you call that run?!" all the time. Then he went to the old learning platform. And booked the geog room. Then he checked out the conference room again. This time online. And, there was an empty slot for the lesson. But 2/9 was in there. So, later, he took Conference room C. And left geog room to hang there, anticipating the arrival of 1/9. Lols.

The conference room smells funny. Like the fairfield AV room. Then we presented on which characters our group chose for the E.O.G.R.O.M.O.T.M.M. I'm writing in short form because it is too lengthy to type it out. Nevermind, for the sake of the readers who don't know, I shall type it out. The Effect of Gamma Rays on Man On The Moon Marigolds. Happy? Ok. Then we presented. Minghui's group chose a male actor to play the role of NANNY. And you can't see anything else that looks less like Nanny. They coloured his hair white so that they can say he looks "old". Mr Kaw commented that this film would be a bunch of special effects. Because you can't only use cosmetics to make a man look womanish. Unless the man is born gay. Ok I'm crapping.

Then we were supposed to think who is on the side of Tille and who isn't... Our group wrote a whole chunk. To be precise, 1 full side. Hahas. Then we were debating whether to write chinese characters there. Mr Kaw heard and he said one chinese character=one choc. So yixuan said what if we write zuowen during LA lesson. So I replied five hundred plus chocs.

7th and last lesson: HMP

RESULTS OF HMP OUT! I shan't do drum roll this time because I don't want to be drama this time. Ok. I got 22.5/30. Highest is 26.5/30 I think. Difference of FOUR MARKS ><. SAD SAD. Ok HMP was damn funny.

You know the musical symbol for turn? Yeah. It came out. Almost the whole class put turn. But wenli (or is it wendi) pointed out that it says that the sign means inverted turn in the notes. And the sign that is supposed to mean inverted turn also means inverted turn. Then, Mrs Ho agreed on her point and changed the whole class's marks. Almost the whole class. Because some people wrote unrelated answers. Not totally unrelated answers but totally incorrect answers. Yeah. Then I was fretting about the one mark. Because with that one mark I would have gotten A1. Yeah. Then someone requested to listen the the music extract to "prove" that it is an inverted turn. Then the music played, and we found that....

IT IS A TURN.

Everyone was, like, cheering like mad. Except those people who did not put turn but put inverted turn instead. So ended up Mrs Ho must go and change the marks again. Poor Mrs Ho ><. But serious. Marking the same question for 27 scripts isn't easy.

THEN... CCA.

CO kinda rocked today. We('we' means the sec 1 dizi people) have to practise chang yin. And Elise said that she would test us. End up, we practise like hell(ok not exactly like hell. I wasn't even dizzy) and she did not test. Maybe she got too wrapped up in her own practise. Hahas. No offence. Then before I knew it, the 6pm bell rang, and HOME.

Then, waited in canteen for xuyue. Then go home with her. Then bathe, blah blah blah.

Then I'm sitting in front of the com writing this post. Hahas.

Ok whew this post is so long! HA.

Signin' off!

ZZZ SAO XING

sabbaticals course is up there on lms but we can't view the courses yet.

damn retarded -.-"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOYI!

WHATTHEHELLDAMNED.

FRENCH CONTROLE SUCKED.

THERE IS ONE WHOLE GODDAMNED SECTION THAT I DUNNO HOW TO DO! THE STUPID DIALOGUE ONE

that one got all the ppl i talked to about the test stumped. maybe except michelle, cos i nvr ask her about the dialogue.

DAMN STUPID LAH THAT THINGY

AND THE WRITING COMPREHENSION

CRAPPED

YES, CRAPPED

WITH THE LIMITED KNOWLEDGE OF FRENCH THAT I HAVE

WHICH MAKES IT EVEN WORSE LOL.

AND

ONCE

I USED ENGLISH COS I DUNNO THE FRENCH WORD.

RETARDED?

STUPID?

DEFINITELY.

off to do the stupid chem which ms ye did not touch on large chunks of it...

Baoyi's birthday in 1 more day!

Shichen's birthday in 6 more days!

YAYES

but i havent got time to buy pressies yet sry (:

ARGH STUPID BLOCKRUNNING NOSE!

WAS SNIFFING ALL THE WAY THROUGH SCHOOL AGAIN.

AGAIN!!!!

lets talk about today. nothing special, except that i did that "OMG TT CAME OUT LOUDER THAN I THOUGHT" thing again, this time at the hwa chong bus stop after HMP.

SHALL GO REVISE FRENCH NOW!

JE N'AIME PAS FRANCAIS CONTROLE!

JE N'AIME PAS FRANCAIS CONTROLE!

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ok i remembered some more

Magnesium is Mg, Beryllium is Be

damned cant rmb more ><

testing myself with the list ms ye gave us...

Magnesium is Mg
Gold is Au
Silver is Ag
Zinc is ... (check) Zn(attention)
Oxygen is O
Neon is N
Argon is Ar
Copper is Cu
Sulphur is S
Nitrogen is N
Lead is...(check) Pb(attention)
Chlorine is C/
Iodine is I
Phosphorus is P
Nickel is...(damned check) Ni(attention)
Cobalt is...(check) Co(attention)
Lithium is...(DARN DARN DARN) Li(attention again!)
Calcium is Ca(attention)
Mercury is Hg
Carbon is C
Iron is Fe
Aluminium is A/
Tin is(check) Sn(attention)
Sillicon is Si
Sodium is Na(attention! 2 times liao!)
Platinium is Pt(attention)
Titanium is Ti(attention)
Helium is He
Hydrogen is H
Potassium is......... K(attention!)

ok

out of 30 elements... i got 11 of them attention needed

aka 16/30

SO LAN

zzz. shall get back to geog.

WHOA I LOVE TODAY!!

FAIRFIELD'S HAVING COUNTDOWN TO 120TH ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!! ON 5TH APRIL!!! WE HAVE 2 WORLD-RECORD BREAKING EVENTS GOING ON!! CALLING ALL EX-FAIRSIANS TO JOIN!!!

YEAHHS

I M THINKING OF A 6A GATHERING WHERE THE WHOLE CLASS CHIPS IN TO GET A BANNER FOR THE CLASS. THAT WOULD BE COOL! SERIOUSLY COOL!

I WANT TO GO FOR ALL THE EVENTS (:

PEOPLE WHO RECEIVED THE EMAIL PLS PASS IT ON TO OTHER EX-FAIRSIANS :D

YEAHHS AND JUST NICE 5TH APRIL IS A NICE NICE SATURDAY!!!


WOOHOO

ok i m going nuts

BUT THIS IS AN EVENT WORTH GOING NUTS FOR!

ok back to events of today

my chinese block tests results came out and i got...

i got...

i got...

i got...

*the traditional drumroll*

*add a bit of rhythm please!*

i got...

i got...

i got...

i got...

i got...

i got...

dun stop drumrolling...

i got...

78/110.

sucky. sucky. sucky.

LIWEI GOT 79/110!!!!!!!!

SHICHEN GOT 90/110!!!

YIXUAN GOT 87/110!!!

SIYAO GOT 89/110!!!!

blehhs. sucky.

ok analysing my score...

if i did not have any cuo bie zi,

i would get 79/110.

if i got enough time to finish up that question,

i would get 81/110.

if i did not have any careless mistakes,

i would get 85+

so there.

BLEHHS.

UNHAPPY.

VERY UNHAPPY.

at least got something to boost my spirits lah, my maths quiz 3 i got full marks. 2nd one running (:

CHEM ROX!

seriously i dun mind bei-ing the table of elements. Iron is Fe, Mecury is Hg, Copper is Cu, Chlorine is C/, Aluminium is A/, Uranium is U, Hydrogen is H, Oxygen is O, Nitrogen is N, Argon is Ar, Gold is Au, Silver is Ag, Sodium is So. I think. I bet that one is wrong ><

urgh i can't remember the rest! Lousy memory? DEFINITELY.

Now i m supposed to be researching geog. taking a little break (:

Back to work after i've finished this post.

French today was boring. i was like, almost falling asleep. i didn't get enough sleep last night and was woken up halfway by my mum's sneeze or my own sneeze. at least i heard a sneeze. zzz. i know what you're thinking. TWO DAYS FROM MOCK CONTROLE AND YOU ARE NOT LISTENIG TO MADAME TOURNAY. yeahhs i am trying. but i can't get up the energy for french.

You know ar, today after the lesson Madame Tournay took attendance. Then when my name was called, I said "Oui" SO LOUDLY THAT I WAS SO SHOCKED MYSELF. I WAS LIKE, "OHMYGOD IT CAME OUT SO LOUD". then i was laughing like siao.

then walking home with mo and xuyue was even funnier. mo went home. when she said she'd renew her card. I was, like, screaming "OI MICHELLE TAY YOU DON'T WANT TO RENEW YOUR CARD ARH" and everyone was like, staring at me. so embarassing.

ok shall have to go off for geog now BYE!

FRENCH TEST!!! AARGHGGHAGHGHGHGHGHGH!!!!!!!!!

ON WEDNESDAY.

START MUGGING OR ELSE.

HECK ABOUT THE FLU.

DARN.

oh shiiiiittttttttttttttttttt

PLUS PIANO TOOO

YOU WANT TO DIE ISSIT(brain)

YES I WANT TO DIE.

I AM ALREADY DYING YOU KNOW!!! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WAS STRAINED DURING THE BLOCK TESTS?!?!?!?!?!?!?(brain)

YES BUT STILL MUG OR ELSE.

whatever.

still gonna be dead ><

the best i got for french test is passes, passes and passes. i think i failed that last quiz. I BET I FAILED THAT LAST QUIZ.

ok

R.I.P
Oliu
5/12/1994 - 26/3/2008
She died because of over-revision


wouldn't that sound nice on my grave?

NO.

ok i m crapping

but i dun care liao.

START TMR OR ELSE.

which brings me back to the cough medicine

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO STUDY WITH THAT FREAKY COUGH MEDICINE-INDUCED SLEEPINESS HAUNTING ME EVERYTIME I DO SOMETHING?!?!?!?!?!?!

and that include breathing.

ok i dun care liao.

still that sentence

I REFUSE TO TAKE MY COUGH MEDICINE TOMORROW.

oh darn the stupidddd cough medicine!!!!!!!!!!!

it's making me damn sleepy. whats more i accidentally took a double dose after lunch!

now i m feeling all giddy and drowsy.

very dizzy sia. like after i play dizi liddat. then still must da qi jing shen do the freaky french!!!

got a feeling to scold the f word.

the stupid cough medicine isnt helping me much except making me cough less which is pointless.

it doesnt help me with my piano anyways. today was playing a new bach piece which i m preparing to chiong finish in 2 weeks and i felt all giddy.

guess what? because of that cough medicine! that stupid medicine-induced sleepiness!

i'd rather have a hyper-over-the-night feeling than that one. at least you don't even feel like sleeping. but here i am, trying my best not to drop off in front of the com and on my french workbook.

IRRITATING.

at least the fever's gone down. measured my temp and it's a healthy 36.9 degrees (:

hope i dun have relapse tmr D:

luckily tmr no PE lah.

I REFUSE TO TAKE MY COUGH MEDICINE TOMORROW.

damn bored. stupid flu........ i can't go for that dunman high concert thingy. all because of that flu.

ALL BECAUSE OF THAT CURSE FLU.

ok i wanna go out with someone. go out n play with someone. staying at home sucks and i m trying my best not to 发酵 at home.

yes i m so bored i m going to ferment.

shit still got geog. how can i not remember. stupid IPO. i dunno how to find input! and the ppt's not been touched yet. no one has even done the first slide.

._____________.

i m so bloody bored.

ok now i rmb still got freaky french. i dun wanna do. they've uploaded mock controle papers up there on the moelc website but i dun wanna do.

my head's pounding even though i've got 10 hours of sleep last night -.-

hope i recover enough to go to sch the day after tomorrow lah. see i m so bored i m looking foward to school n chem with ms ye.

ms ye, that creepy teacher.

actually all teachers are creepy. talking to them makes your skin crawl. ok i m exaggerating but seriously, she's so darn creepy.

ok i m restressing the point. but nvm.

PLUS block test results. i'm so going to die a horrible death. i'm so darn sure that i did badly for history, geog, chinese, lang arts, HMP and all the subs. -.-

ok GTG dinner. i know i'ts 7.30pm.

have deleted the music cos i m sick of it :D and the parchelbel (spelling) rant sounds nicer that that one.

WATCH! DAMN FUNNY!

Words, forgotten
Songs, forgotten
Laughter, a shadow
Tears, a puddle

Piano, keys turn yellow
Flute, sounding hollow
Voice, cracks and crumbles
Hope, wavering like candles

Pen, riddled with age
Paper, old as time
Ink, worn and faded
Writing, torn and smudged

Memories, still clear and new
Tales, heard by few
Songs, forgotten as time goes by
Poems, not remembered as people never try

People, gone
Memories, etched
Words, twisted
All, blinded


Ok this is also damn cryptic.... i also dun understand even though I'M the one writing that. I think I meant it to be like, nothing is left at the end of time except memories. Everything else is gone. Something like that. Lols.

I wrote that at 12am in the morning when I couldn't sleep XD

版权没有，可以翻印！
yeah, not copyrighted :D

BOREDOM+SICKNESS=LOADS OF SWEARING AND A LOT OF BOREDOM.

I HATE SORE THROAT+BLOCK NOSE

DAMN. temp's risen to 37.4 and it's not considered fever. lols. guai guai de......

nth much to post about. and i m bored. bored to the core. bored enough to read my sci textbook from cover to cover zzz.

URGH HATE THAT STUPID SORE THROAT

i have bloody difficulty TALKING EVEN. my throat hurts when i'm not talking and hurts even more when i'm talking. which means i m going to try to talk as little as possible until that stupid sore throat thingy is healed. bleh.

feeling weird n feverish all over but I DON'T HAVE FEVER. weird! temp's 37.2 degree celcius.

wthwthwthwthwthwth

BLOCK TEST OVER, LET ME RELAX, THEN YOU SORE THROAT COME AND RAMPAGE MY TIME OF RELAXATION AND REST!!!!

DAMN YOU.

A is for Apple
B is for Bane
Laws of language
Never change

Twist it, bend it
Mean it, say it
Be sarcastic
Be realistic

Depends on you
Entirely on you
Totally on you
Certainly on you

This is random stupid poem. First happy poem I'm writing and it turns out like shit.

Say the words and I shall follow
Beckon and I shall bend like a willow
In the wind, blowing
Needles on my lap, knitting

Clack, clack, goes the needles
Weaving yawn into patterns like cradles

Intricate patterns 'cross the sweater
Every one representing a letter
Oh how deep the love goes
Ah, how wide the gap stretches

Clack, clack, goes the needles
Weaving thoughts into patterns like ladles

I think of you in everything I do
Everything I do
Unconcious, just thinking
Conciously, just wondering

Clack, clack, goes the needles
Weaving tears into patterns like puddles

Maybe I shall see you sometime
Where and when, it's on our fate
I am just counting the days
Counting 'till the life in me fades

Clack, clack, goes the needles
Weaving hate into patterns like flames

Hope will never die in me
My candle is protected from the saws of time
By you, my protector
By you, my savior

Clack, clack, goes the needles
Weaving time into patterns that dwardles

Ah, how I wish I could be with you
Always prepared for a meeting with you
Though I cannot always find my words
My tongue is tied by your face, your sentences

Clack, clack, goes the needles
Weaving words into patterns like lines

Time will not bland the love
Time will not stifle the dove
That sings, so hear my song now
Hear my words now

Clack, clack, goes the needles
Weaving hearts into patterns like candles

Ah, I have finished weaving
The ball of yawn, of storytelling
And what do I see?
Your face.

Clack, clack, goes the needles
Weaving sorrow into patterns like tears.


LOL this can make it into XY's xx-diary. jkjk.

Ok this tells of this woman whose husband left her, but is a great knitter and made the greatest pieces ever. As she is weaving, she thinks of him, and then finishes the work, to find out that she had unconsciously weaved her husband's face onto the sweater.

Ok for some reason I think the poem sounds fake. Might write another one sometime.

Gosh I'm starting to LIKE writing poems :D

oh damn. sore throat.

damn pain..... now drinking LOTS of water...

WOOT I FEEL SO HIGH!!!

BLOCK TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER!! WHEEEE~~~~

about the subjects today....

got HMP, maths, history n lang arts

lang arts SUCK LIKE HELL MAN. wrote too much(i actually went to count, 564 words) at first, then CANCEL CANCEL CANCEL until 437 words...

Maths. ok lah, so little ppl do bonus. lols. MAKE A LOT OF CARELESS MISTAKES LIAO SIA!!! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

history is ok lah, no time liao, wrote the last qn in scribble script... dunno whether they can read it or not...

HMP is SO EASY. but i forgot what is the meaning of sotto voce... cheapskate.

WHEEEEEEEEE BLOCK TESTS ARE OVER OVER OVER!!!

LETS PLAY LYK SIAO!!!

yeah i know i should be revising now... actually i was reading history textbook.

why the HELL can i not CONCENTRATE?!?!?!

ok i stare at the stuff. but i can't take it in. i CANNOT in all those stupid, unclear info mackintosh typed on his stupid powerpoints.

maybe it's time to move on to maths? i dunno.

WHO CARES LAH GET DONE WITH BLOODY HISTORY FIRST LAH

oh darn i forgot i need to finish filing my science. i haven't dumped in ws7 yet. and i dun wanna lose it again.

zenmebanzenmebanzenmeban

I LOST MY HISTORY MONHENJO-DARO THINGY!!!!

shit shit shit shit shit

oh my 天!!!!

OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天 OH MY 天


OH MY 天
OH MY 天
OH MY 天
OH MY 天
OH MY 天

OH MY 天!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sci, geog n chinese today.

chinese i okok lah.... around 10-20 mins to check but then ar, until like about 1 min left(wth??) i noticed a missing point. then i quicklyyy sccriibbblleeeee..........

BUT I NEVER FINISH.

i write "因为"... then “同学们，把笔放下来". like wth?

sci is SO DARN EASY. SHOULDN'T HAVE MUGGED THAT HARD!!!

THANK YOU MRS WONG FOR SETTING SUCH AN EASY PAPER!!! lols.

but it WAS easy. finshed it in 1/2 h and stoned there.

geog sucks. i suck at geog. but geog doesnt suck as much as history the way mackintosh teaches it.

ok. i. suddenly. forgot. what. are. the. characteristics. of. CBD.

like wth? last qn i was crapping. yes, CRAPPING in italics and bold and underlined. i write a lot of crap... crap until around half of the lines they give us... then....

LIGHTBULB

not THAT lightbulb, as in a lightbulb lights up in my brain zzz.

so freakin' stupid.

tmr history(wth i m going to die), lang arts(even more dead!), and maths(wheeeee!~)

ok lame.

HISTORY I CAN'T MAKE A HEAD OR TAIL OF WHAT MACKINTOSH'S SAYING AND WHAT HIS POWERPOINTS ARE SAYING. SO I JUST STUFF EVERYTHING INTO MEMORY. zzz.

urgh.

I HATE BLOCK TESTS.

MS YE IS SCARY

RMB THAT LAST CHEM LESSON? SHE ASKED THAT QN ABOUT LIGHTBULB. I WAS JUST, WHISPERING THE ANS THEN SHE ASK ME WHAT I SAID. FREAKY! THEN SHE SAID SOMETHING I WAS LIKE, "HUH" THEN SHE LOOOOKED, LOOOOKKKKEEEDDDD AT ME AND EXPLAINED AGAIN. I WAS LIKE, WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!

OK SHE IS OFFICIALLY ON MY LIST OF FREAKY/SCARY TEACHERS.

lols.

hihi i dunno why i shun bian blog cos i m revising with pearlyn.

ok block tests suck.

sci, history(stupid mackintosh!!!), HCL.

wheeee

ok lame n weird

anyways

PEOPLE GOOD LUCK FOR BLOCK TESTS TOMORROW!!!

&ONE SAUSAGE AND TWO EGGS!

hahax

wheeeeeee zhang came to my house just now :D LONG TIME NEVER SEE HER LIAO!!!!

ZHANG PLUS ALL THE P6ES THIS YEAR, GOOD LUCK FOR PSLE!!!

I SUCK :D

okok that was lame.

hahahaha random dunno why i m posting so much nowadays zzz.

eee-yer SMS-ed ji lao shi again to ask about the zuo zhe sheng ping, you know what she wrote as reply?

就是作者的介绍啊

LOL!!!

then i asked her can use timline or not

可以，不过不能太简单

lol? i dun understand!!! i can't find a lot of stuff on the net!!!!!!!!!!

elpelpelpelpelpe

helphelphelphelphelphelppppp

One question: Did I even try to EDIT Wikipedia???

But they blocked me for what, VANDALISM. I don't think i've even been to their view source page!!!!

Ok nevermind. That was before Windows Defender fished out some weird files.

WALAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

BLOCK TESTS

HAVENT GOT ANY BLOODY TIME TO REVISE

LUCKILY IT'S ON WEDNESDAY

BUT THAT DOESNT SAY ANYTHING

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

AS RAE SAYS: BLOCK TESTS GO AWAY, COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY, LITTLE CHILDREN WANNA PLAY, BLOCK TESTS GO AWAY

MY VULGAR VERSION: BLOODY TESTS GO AWAY, DO NOT EVER COME AGAIN, WE THE SEC 1s WANNA PLAY, BLOODY TESTS GO AWAY

hahahahahahahahaha

ok random

aargh. lang arts. hate you lang arts

I
DON'T
KNOW
HOW
TO
WRITE
THE
PATCHWORK
2
PART
2
WHICH
IS
THE
CONTINUOUS
PROSE
THINGY!

OK MY STORYLINE'S OUT
I JUST DUNNO HOW TO START!!!!

that's my problem for composition. usually i spend a lot of time thinking of the starting, then the rest just flows.

BLEH.

ok suddenly i feel weird n emo so i shall write a bit.

The snowflakes fall, twirling like graceful, but short lived ballerinas to the ground. The girl stretched out her gloved hand and caught a flake. The flake did not melt, but stayed in its shape on the girl's hand. The girl put her head down and examined the flake. She breathed slowly on the snoflake. It took flight, floating high up into the sky and then drifting down again. The girl watched it go. Her mind was spinning, her imagination running wild. She saw the flake and hundreds of other flakes turning into Santa, with his reindeer, carrage and sack of gifts. She saw him waving to her, asking her to pick from his overflowing sack. She stretched out her hand, but her vision was gone. Looking up into the sky again, she caught sight of a raven flying across the sky. Was it really a raven? She was not sure.

ok that was really random. i dunno why. feel so weird today...

now i feel quite high SUDDENLY... for some reason...

hey, dun get any ideas. i haven't been taking drugs! heh. ok random.

HW HW HW HW HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK

I HATE THAT WORD.

REVISION REVISION REVISION

I WANT TO DO IT BUT HW IS BLOCKING ME.

I HAVE AN URGE TO SWEAR. I SHALL CENSOR IT FOR SOME PPL WITH WEAK HEARTS

HERE GOES

FUCK HELL STUPID DAMN SHIT YOU HOMEWORK!!! PLUS ANOTHER LOAD THAT I CANT TELL COS I DUNNO THE WORDS.

that feels better.

ok lame. shall go back to c.w.s.d. now. btw, do we need to print that out? i printed anyways.

now i know why. trust. trust. trust. trust.

Trust.

Being true to yourself is the best way you can treat yourself.

ok just now that poem is seriously emo.

and by emo i mean that it's kinda kinda true, what i feel is in there. dunno what pushed me to write that... yeah, guess that who i am makes a difference.

Who I Am Makes A Difference
Who I Am Makes A Difference
Who I Am Makes A Difference
Who I Am Makes A Difference

what a lovely phrase. and i mean it.

Maybe I'm too suspicious
Maybe I'm too conspicous
But right now i feel bad
And it's not because of that

Faking it through
Never stopping to give it a thought

Yes I don't believe in myself
I've put my self-esteem back on the shelf
Why does one mistake
Will never let you brake?

Faking it through
Never stopping to think it through

I'm scared to think back
Scared to change tack
Which is reality?
Which path leads to fatality?

Faking it through
Now stoping to give it a throught

I think about it
The more I think the more scared I felt
What if everyone leaves me?
What if school turned out to be like Primary One?

Reality dawning
The clearer it gets the deeper I go

Let go, let go
Let go, let go
The voice calling from my heart
But I'm scared to do so, scared that I'll just fall apart

Now the darkness is thinning
Cracks of light, of hope, glimmering

I cling onto the fear
Still swimming in tears
That outer shell
Starting to crack as time tells

Cracks of light, hope, shimmering
Now i know that dawn is approaching

I'm scared to cry
Scared to try
Scared to let go
Scared to show the woes

Light is wavering
The light is going

Now as the tears flush down
I feel as if I'm going to drown
When will it be clear?
When will there be no more tears?

That candle of hope
Starting to die

Let go, let go
Be strong, be strong
Many people stand behind you
Can you not see their faces?

The rain is stopping
Wind is dropping

Yes, I can see them
Yes, I can hear them
I know them
I KNOW THEM!

The storm stopped
Confusion ceased

I can see! I can hear!
Now I can feel the tears
In my heart
Shatter, falling apart

Barriers dropped
Light flooded

Now, I want to
I yearn to
I wish to
I hope to

The sun breaks through the clouds
The new day begins!

Apoloigise
Adknowledge
Know
THANK

Clouds disperse
Warmth seeps through the earth!

The end of my mindless struggle
End of the neverending trickle
Of sadness
Of loneliness

The new day truly begins
Spring takes over as winter fades


This poem is dedicated to all my friends, family and others who have helped me.

Also, an apology to a lot of people. I hope you all accept it.

why 1 mistake=carrying it for your whole life? is life meant to be like that, a whole bundle of mistakes without stopping to relax, think about it, correct them? is guilt also life-long?

i don't know.

ok hi. currently having my lunch break indicated in the schedule i set for myself. which means. that. i. have. to. start. revising. my. HMP. History. Geog. Chinese(included in that chang wen suo duan exercise liao). Lang Arts(Effect of gamma rays...). Physics. eee-er. ok. means whole weekend GONE. and i still havent finished my bloody homework! actually its my fault lah, slacked the weekend............... actually practically the whole week.

it is SO hard to imagine not being focused in an empty room with only 1 desk, 1 chair, your homework in front of you, your stationary, yourself. but my imagination KEEP ON WANDERING. detrimental to your studies! Lols.........

yesterday kenna shouted at by phyllis... didn't know she was recording stuff. and then xu yue was... dunno. got this feeling that she hates me cos of that word"attituded" and that is the reason i've changed back my url.

ok thats all. signing off.

and do we need to print out that chang wen suo duan thingy?

walao eh found the hw in LMS and now i m rushing. cheapskate.

ok ji lao shi replied.... "Hi shijia, I couldn't read your email"....... i smsed her liao :D so settled. dunno about pearlyn. turns out that the sch email can't take chinese. lols. I NEED TO START MUGGING. LANG ARTS NOT DONE YET! AAHH!! random.

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ok lame hahas.

now i am waiting for ji lao shi to post the chang wen suo duan homework on lms!!! but i can't see it!! and we're supposed to do 10 of the exercises! JI LAO SHI, PLEASE HURRY UP!!! 10 EXERCISES IS NO SMALL AMOUNT OF HOMEWORK!!!

okok that's all. signin' off!

季老师！！！PLEASE REPLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok being random. sent 季老师 an email yesterday to ask smth about SIA. maybe squirrel mail can't take chinese? hmm. dunno. but when i opened the email in the sent box it was just a bunch of symbols and digits. which means... i have to go ask her today after CCA. bloody..........

I forgot to take the slip thingy from the general office before going to my piano exam on LSC. is that considered truant?

LIFESKILLS CAMP IS SO...... NIIIIICCCEEEEEEE!!!!

I shall be writing in continuous prose. hahas.

Had THREEEEE bags in total with me..... lugged them all to sch lor. 1st day ROCKS!!! I LOVEDDDD THE GAMES!!!!

Ok now for piano exam...

ABSOLUTELY SCREWED IT. ESP. THE THIRD PIECE. I TRIED UNSUCCESSFULLY TO FLIP THE PAGE AND ENDED UP PLAYING HALF OF THE THIRD PAGE FROM MEMORY. THEN I PANICKED AND SO THE LAST PART WENT HORRIBLY. WAS SO NERVOUS SIA.... AND I WORE BERMUDAS TO THE EXAM AND THE GUY WAS FROWNING AT ME LIKE HELL...

Back to LSC. DETAILED DESCRIPTION ON LEADERSHIP GAMES.

everyone was blindfolded and then we were supposed to unwind ONE WHOLE ROLL OF RAFFIA STRING and form a PERFECT SQUARE. i banged into the wall =X. then was kinda kinda entangled up in string...zzz...

the second game was... i forgot the title. but it is like this: 2 "able-bodied" ppl in the class, a "bridge" which is really two chalk lines on the floor, 1 group of "blind"(blindfolded) ppl and 1 group of "handicapped"(cannot move) ppl. the objective of the game is to get ALL the people onto other side of the "river" without stepping out of the 2 chalk lines. so, ya. i was one of the blind ppl lah. first time a LOT of the handicaps died...... the blind were all safe lols. although this is not funny. ji lao shi gave us another chance, and that time we were all SAVED!!! :DD. timing was 7 min something. WOOOHOOOO~!!!(lols)

and the night there...we found a COCKROACH in the class... and loads of ants. i was like, so paranoid. after the roach was exterminated i applied insect repellent on my body(exposed bits) and clothes and SLEEPING BAG. paranoid hor?

2nd day was at MT FABER!!!! it was raining though... and our first activity is WATER GAMES. so my section(section C[cookie], class 1/9-1/13) were all shivering beside the pool lor. didn't get to participate in the final game which was the MOST FUN ONE T_T. the first activity is called "hairdryer" though it had nothing to do with that L-shaped electronic device that spurts out warm wind. we were supposed to swim to the pail and squeeeeze water out from our hair. luckily a lot of ppl in my class has got LONG HAIR hahas. our class was third. 2nd activity we were supposed to split into 4 groups of 5. then the ankles of the group members in each groups were linked together by this strap thingy that really hurts your skin if your movements were not syncronised. our group came in.... THIRD. again. then the last one, the "dragon boat race" that doesnt really have any links of appearance to that NICE NICE ROYAL-LOOKING canoe. that 'boat' is made up of 4 tyres, 1 ppl on 1 tyre, linked together(again) by wrapping your legs on the person in front of you. our class came in..... FIRST:DDDDDDDDDDD wheee~

then we trekked, our class was the FIRST TO REACH THE TOP OF MT FABER!!!! YEAHHSSSSSSS!!! but coming down that time, cecilia, stella and bao yi fell... so that was a bit of a dampner(spelling).

last activity was a DANCE!!! YES, DANCE!!! we are supposed to find a partner and do a MASS DANCE THAT IS SO FUN!!!!! DANCEE TO THE MUSICCCCC! in the evening 1/8 invited 1/9 to DANCE WITH THEM! WAS SO FUN!!!! WE ALSO DID CHICKEN DANCE!!! although the sec 2s think it is a bit... shameful to do chicken dance during morning exercise the next day(which is today). "This is called 'Shake Yourself Awake', not 'Shame Yourself Awake'". that is what they said. lols. but ar, shake yourself awake has done more than waking us up in the morning, it made us sick of nanzhong quan! lols. no offence to the sec 2s though...

TALENTTIME.

SO TOUCHING!! JI LAO SHI STAYED TO WATCH US PERFORM AND GAVE US M&Ms EVEN THOUGH SHE HAS FLU!!! SUCH A NICE TEACHER!!! ACCORDING TO SOMEONE, SHE HAD ALREADY GOT SOME MILD FLU ON THE FIRST DAY OF CAMP AND YET SHE STILL DID NIGHT PATROL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEN TODAY, SHE CAME BACK!!! SHE WAS SICK AND SHE STILL CAME BACK TO SEE THE RESULTS OF THE COMPETITIONS!!!!! SUCH A NICE NICE NICE NICE TEACHER!!!

ok we went up to perform. i didn't get much of the mike, and i was projecting my voice like hell. so now my throat is aching. RAE AND WENDI AND WENLI AND QIANYI WERE SO PRO WITH THE INSTRUS!!!!! <33333 THEM!!!

TODAY.....

WALAO THAT LYE AI FERN. THE BLOODY CAMP BOOKLET SAID WE WERE SUPPOSED TO CLEAN THE 2ND FLOOR SCI BLOCK TOILET. BUT THEN SHE SAY AFTER WE HAVE FINISHED CLEANING THE TOILET THAT WE HAVE CLEANED THE WRONG TOILET. CHEAPSKATE STUPID HELL. REGISTER 1-17 HAD TO RE-CLEAN THE SCI BLOCK TOILET.... WHY CAN'T WE EXCHANGE WITH THE SEC 2s INSTEAD OF HAVING TO CLEAN EXTRA?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! SHIT HER LAH.

JI LAO SHI CAME TO OUR CLASS DURING THE SURVEY!!! SUCH A NICE TEACHER RIGHT??? THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR JI LAO SHI! HIP HIP HOORAY! HIP HIP HOORAY! lols. but seriously very touching sia. she could just have stayed home to rest and yet she came back!!!

RESULTS... OUR CLASS WON 2 SECOND PRIZES AND 1 THIRD PRIZE!!! REALLY PRO! SHOUTED AND SCREAMED AND CHEERED LIKE HELL FOR BOTH 1/9 AND 1/8!!!!!

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END OF LIFESKILLS CAMP STORY. HOPE YOU HAVE ENJOYED READING THE BORING POST LOLS.

OMG JUST RMBED GOT PIANO TEST TOMORROW ALSO. WISH ME LUCK COS I CANNOT DO THAT TRILL IN WILLY WAGGLESTICK'S WALKABOUT YET!!!! ONLY CAN MANAGE A FAKE ONE THAT SOUNDS, WELL, RUBBISH AND FAKE.

WISH ME LUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! XD

today was sooooo fun!!!!

the ppl talking was REALLY GOOD. better than most teachers anyway. hahas. then we do all sorts of activities. for the second activity i did something dumb. i took off my shoes for SOME UNKNOWN REASON that EVEN I DONT KNOW. then went in socks for that activity. zzzzzzz.

ok this is really short but thats it. LSC TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOO!!!


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people shall try to fix the music XD

JUST PRACTISED PIANO FOR A FULL TWO HOURS. GOOD USE OF FREE TIME EH?LOLS.

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ok typing crap for nth.

back to something proper: my BLOODY piano test on the NOT BLOODY LSC

I STILL CANNOT GET THE HANG OF SING THE BLOODY LOWER PART!!!!!!!!!!

I BET I DIE SIA!(note not SIA, but sia)

walao..................