Thursday, November 27, 2008Y
YOYO:D
TODAY SUCKED
DAZU:
Mrs Ee asked us to yi ge yi ge lai for chan ge and I DIED
HORRIBLY
Mostly because I didn't eat breakfast
And it was MRS EE who stared at me and tested me on chan ge
I was like so nervous I got that salty feeling on my tongue, my stomach was squirming even though there's nothing to spit out.
And then I blew - BAM I came in late.
Blew again - I COULDN'T HOLD UNTIL THE END
EVERYONE ELSE HELD LONGER THAN ME ><
Then Mrs Ee was staring at me and then I was like so scared.
I could sort of tell she's kinda disappointed ><
So dazu sucked.
Chun was like better than chan ge.
BUT MY G DIAO WENT SUDDENLY OUT OF TUNE!!!
The thing just got pushed in...
ARGH.
F DIAO ALSO LAAA
Because it's like so loose ==
I hate my F diao. Luckily Elise returned hers to the mouldy bag so I can take it :D
Then the gao yin la and ti couldn't come out ==
Because the stupid F diao is lou feng de -.-
Mrs Ee skipped the bird part!! ><
(Ok lah, this is more personal but I'm playing that part, solo, temporarly(: )
Then xiaozu
I FOUND OUT I CAN HOLD CHAN GE THAT PART FOR MORE THAN 3 COUNTS -.-
Combined pressure of Mrs Ee and my stomach has driven half of my qi out -.-
I got very very frustrated during xiaozu
Because for 7 for several times IT HIT RIGHT ON THE SPOT
Then I took off the dizi from my mouth and tried again - BANG BACK TO SQUARE 1 -.-
Argh.
And then my G diao became so weird. The first time I tuned it was perfect, then 1 hour later I tuned again and the yin zhun was totally off -.-
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME ><
Oh and once we played with the recording!!
Suona came over:D
Then li xian came to tell us to be more quiet(we were blasting the recording)
Heh and it's like GUAN YUE GATHERING!!
Except more of the sheng didn't come ):
(This post is getting disoriented)
Wan Ting brought this hu-lu-thingo-on-a-stick-played-like-an-oboe instru.
I found I can hold for 20 sec on there:D
As in, 20 sec of blasting:D:D:D:D
Shuang!! Compared to the horrible chan ge:D
Got back some self esteem:D
Another bad thing that happened is that I LOST MY DI YIN ON THE C DIAO!!
I touched the blowing hole, it was hot, so I blew correctly.
But the yin that came out was very different from laoshi's in terms of yin se
I was like -.-
I can do it perfectly on D diao though, very ironically -.-
I tried playing chang yin on G diao, and found it easier to play on than my stupid lou feng C diao.
And I can hold longer on G diao!!
Ok, maybe I killed a bit of my yin se, but for C diao it's loufeng-ness kills even more of the yin se:D
It's CO break now.
I think I'll miss dazu(:
Well the dazus without Mrs Ee going yi ge yi ge lai((:
I'll miss xiaozu even more regardless of the presence of absence of yin lao((:
I WANT TO GO FOR CO CAMPPPP
:D
But yeah I want to go back to china even more:D
The bad thing about not going to CO camp is that I'll miss my huibao.
Which means I'll have to SOLO when term starts which is EVEN WORSE
100+ pairs of eyes staring at you...
Hais.
Ok gtg byebye MATH AGAIN ):
10:08 PM
