Sunday, February 22, 2009Y
Ok. Shall take a break and blog.
This week not so good.
38.5/50 for lijie. Gah. Because of careless mistake! Should have got 40.5 -.-
44/70 for compo!!
Yikes.
I think I'm losing my touch. Arghhhhh. I lost my xian suo for the compo la!
Walao.
I got 6/10 for history can.
Bleh.
I just can't tell the stupid purpose!!!!
6/10 for math quiz.
Changing of subject. Wow.
Like that I think I'm going to die for blocks.
And homework is starting to pile up.
Wish laoshi can return us our first fenxi quickly!! Or else how do we do our 2nd and 3rd by the week after LSC if our 1st one has zillions of mistakes and she doesn't bother to return. Wth.
And cca isn't so good too.
(Ok I know all I post is rants but still.)
I feel so sad and discouraged.
Especially with so many geniuses sitting next to me.
Man, I'm surrounded by geniuses, whether in HMP or in class.
Even cca man.
-.-
They try to deny it. Hoho. And it makes me feel even worse ><
I cried during dazu you know. Do you know how much that line hurts me? Just that 4 words. I still feel like crying now. I mean, if I'm a "let down" why did you even let me in -.- I could have been prac-ing xiaofangniu during xiaozu with my batchmates. And I might even refine it in time for the performance next week! I would be laughing at the seniors with my batchmates. Then I'll never get tired of lianxiqu. I'll prac them until I can go up to a speed of 140bpm. Or even the speed of chun kuaiban.
I'm not sure whether I can take it anymore! It's just so depressing.
I was so shocked when you said it. Then I started crying. I couldn't bring myself to repeat the line to ______.
You know, I wanted to die on the spot.
I've been prac-ing that four bars like, everyday? BUT I STILL CAN'T PLAY.
After I went out to wash my face I hesitated a long time outside the door before I could bring myself to push it and enter the room again.
And after one week, I still want to cry about it.Hais.
Bye people I shall go do history.
11:40 AM
