So cold.
So alone.
I chose this darkness for myself didn't I? I should stay in it. Yes I should. Yet I'm still grovelling on the cold, hard earth, searching for warmth.
Once, I had the bright light of the warm sun.
Now I don't even have the meager light of the cold moon.
I'm in utter blackness, trying to find a way through. I see the light, right in front, but I am chained such that the light cannot reach me.
The sun lies before me; my only desire lies before me.
How can I reach it?
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Caught in confusion.
Who am I?
What am I?
Human?
If, I had known my true name, I think I would not go on living anymore. Yet I want to discover who I really am, and if my self-delusions are true.
Delusions.
Whatever I think that I am.
I am living in a dream, whether it is a dream or nightmare I have no way to tell.
Right now I am just floating in a sea of confusion, trying to find a way out.
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SUPER UNACCOMPLISHED DAY MAN.
The only thing I managed to do is to finish geog and bio ==
STILL GOT LIT CIRCLE AND HMP.
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ><
Had piano lesson yesterday! I IMPROVED AND MY TEACHER TOLD ME THAT I AM READY FOR HMP ASSESSMENT IF I CAN POLISH UP THE DETAILS:D:D:D
I AM SO HAPPY:D
But I still need dimo! LAOSHI DID NOT TELL ME THAT MY LESSON HAS BEEN SHIFTED TO 3.15.
Thus I couldn't go.
BLEH.
Really, I don't even have a teensy scrap of dimo left. I need it desperately!!!!!
For now I'll have to protect the dimo on my dizis else I risk not being able to prac ._.
I think lit circle is actually quite fun! The heated discussions and stuff:D
Pity there's not much time! If all the questions are discussed in detail, I think we can use like, one full hour for one question!:D:D:D I'm starting to like R&J now... but I prefer TKAM:D At least it's not written in some old english that is super hard to read.
On thursday I accomplished a GREAT FEAT!
I CHIONGED 16 ENTRIES OF DRAMA JOURNAL WITHIN ONE AFTERNOON:D
CONTINUOUS WRITING FOR FOUR HOURS!:D
Although at some parts the handwriting stucks and I never end off properly for practically all my journals, I AM STILL VERY IMPRESSED WITH MYSELF:D:D:D:D:D
I'll probably get a low mark I guess :D
BUT WHO CARES.
Drama is not even counted pls == sometimes it's quite a waste of time.
Talking about journals: I HAVE TO FINISH LA JOURNALS.
LA would be more difficult. I shall shamelessly say I qian 13 entries. I didn't bother since term 1 week 6 ==
Have to start doing before it's too late and Mrs Heng does a 突击检查!
Wheee~~
Took lots of facebook quizzes today xD
Gtg now! Byebye!;D
9:12 PM
